without him, just falling in love with you

Wu Yue, who fainted in the classroom that day, was ill for more than half a month, and directly missed the high school entrance examination. The teachers regretted wasting a high-achieving student. However, with the financial resources of the Ji family, it is impossible to get him a key high school without relying on grades. Just entered the noble high school, the conditions of the noble high school are not worse than those of the key high schools, but Wu Yue has no choice between these two, and people say that he went abroad directly.

Six years later, when I returned to China, the person who came to pick me up was An Lai, the granddaughter of the chairman of Feiyang Group, who was three years younger than me, through a business marriage arranged by my family.

An Lai's face was flushed red from the cold, and her small and cute oval face was sunk in the fluffy fur hat of her clothes, which touched my heart for a moment.

"Welcome back to China, Wu Yue" She gave me a hug, and politely I hugged her back.

On the way, she refused to let me drive, saying that I was tired from the plane and would have to sleep to get rid of jet lag. She came to be the driver for a while. I saw her excited expression, and I felt a little guilty in my heart. If it wasn't my problem, she would be a Good wife's choice.

Unfortunately, there is no such thing.

Snow has been fluttering on the road. This year’s auspicious snow year, the farmlands are covered with thick snow all the way here, but it’s hard for the soldiers, the cars drive slowly, and there are soldiers plowing snow in twos and threes every few hundred meters on the road.

The heating was turned on in the car, the journey was slow, my eyelids were getting heavy, drooping to close, six years of foreign lifestyle and I got used to falling asleep at this time.

It was still him in the dream, he gradually approached me, and his soft lips pressed against me shyly, different from what I felt in the dream before, it was a more delicate and affectionate kiss, I fell into it, and gradually responded.

"Bump------" I was awakened by the shaking of the mountains and the earth shaking. Anlai's frightened oval face was in front of me. Before I could ask, there was another loud noise, and the window glass shattered. It slapped my thigh, and before I could recover, I was dragged out of the car by the collar.

I shouted half of the voice, and the remaining half was stuck in my throat and I couldn't shout out anyway.

Wrapped in an army green overcoat is a burly man, mature and masculine, even if I haven't seen him in six years, even if the person in front of me is unshaven, with heavy dark circles, slovenly, and unkempt, I can still recognize him at a glance. Poor.

The eye sockets are a little hot, why the moment I saw this person, I didn't get angry or questioned, but wanted to cry.

He dropped the shovel, carried me on his shoulders, and slapped my butt hard and hard. It was very humiliating, but I just buried my head on his neck like an ostrich. Yes, I didn't even bother to explain a few words to An Lai, or cover up a few words.

Along the way, there were jokes from the soldiers, saying that Major Han's daughter-in-law had finally returned. He echoed a few words, but he could hear that he was not very excited.

After a while, I was transferred to the car, which was a supply car. The car was full of salt from melting snow and the smell of the sea.

The kiss with the smell of tobacco fell forcefully, my hands and feet were held down, my back was pressed against the salt bag, and I couldn't resist, choking and panting, blending with him in the smell of the sea.

After the kiss, before I calmed down, my back was cold, and my pants had been stripped off. The hoof that I thought of as a cow when I was young had turned into a bear's paw, and it fell on the elastic buttocks one by one. I had tears and snot running down my nose.

"Stop it, stop it, why hit me?"

"It's because I'm your man, and it's because you have cheated on me."

I suddenly remembered the scene half an hour ago, feeling that he smashed the car so radically because he saw An Lai kissing me, but I was not convinced, could it be that the scene in the movie theater back then could have never happened.

"It's not the same with you, you have kissed Xiaoli too."

Who knew that as soon as the words fell, the butt hurt even more, "It's just that I didn't respond to her, at least I was just forced"

I was beaten to be honest, and I could no longer yell.

When the supply truck was driving, it hurt my buttocks. He hugged me and rubbed me non-stop, but didn't speak.

"Major, the land is here, enjoy yourself tonight."

I had no face to see anyone, so I simply nestled my head on his neck without raising my head, knowing that the objects those soldiers talked about enjoying were actually the ones I didn't have the face to turn back.

Suddenly, the world was spinning, and I fell heavily into the warm duvet. He reached out and took off my coat, as if he had done it a thousand times, so naturally, for a moment I was in a trance, like going back in time, and the gap between us The salty water droplets seeped into the skin that was blown by the north wind, and it hurt. He caressed my face and wiped the salty tears with his thumb, probably because his thumb had a lot of it. The thick cocoon scratched me so badly that I couldn't stop my tears.

The room was full of me crying loudly, complaining with tears for all the pain I suppressed in those years, it was very shameful.

He kissed my mouth and swallowed all my cries and all the pain into his stomach. At the moment when the kiss was so emotional, I had already forgotten to cry and was only immersed in the love net he created, unable to tell the difference between south, east and north. .

It must be because he was a soldier, and his tall and strong figure was even more majestic. When I saw him, I regretted it. I grabbed my clothes and wanted to run, but I was grabbed back and pressed on the bed. I expected that I would die on the bed. This bed has a 90.00% chance of nine.

The man is like a fish fry chef, turning me over and over, making me dizzy.

"That's enough... that's enough Han Wei..." I was hoarse, my eyes were red and swollen, my hair was messy, and my mind was not clear. This was a situation I had never encountered before.

"Not enough." The man suppressed his voice, accumulating a lot of dissatisfaction.

"I'm really, really going to die, I'm going to die..."

In my mosquito-like begging, I had already fainted before I got his answer.

I opened my heavy eyelids and caught a glimpse of the setting sun coming in through the curtains. I sighed, I was still alive, and I was able to get home before night, so I was pretty good.

"Are you awake?" Han Wei came in with a bowl, the steaming aroma aroused the glutton in my stomach.

"You're hungry." With my nod, the man scooped up a spoonful of clear porridge, blew off the heat and brought it to my mouth. I couldn't wait to reach for the spoon and drink it.

After eating more than half of the bowl, my brain calmed down. It was only an afternoon, and there was no reason to be so hungry.

"Han Wei, what's the date today?"

"14."

I obviously arrived at the airport at noon of NO.12.

My head was full of things, and when I thought of those pictures, my whole face turned pale, "I have to go back, my parents..., my mobile phone... "The discomfort behind my ninja got up and got out of bed anxiously, but my feet touched the ground, and I didn't have the strength to stand up at all. I couldn't react and supported the bed with strength, so I fell straight down. The man's strong arms caught me and picked me up. He put me back on the bed and tucked in the quilt. Although his movements were gentle when he did all this, his face was as black as the bottom of a pot.

"I'll be back tomorrow, now, no."

It's not that he can't hold back a man, but that his body is really not suitable, and he can't walk even if he is grass, so he really dare not step out.

At night, Han Wei sleeps with his arms around me, listening to the strong heartbeat in his arms, everything is so real, the night is very dark, the curtains are drawn to steal the dim light of the street lamps, as if the world is only left He and I slept side by side.

"Han Wei, why did you leave without saying a word?" This is what I have always wanted to know.

"Sleep." He bypassed the question directly.

But I just want to know, even if it may not be a happy thing for me, "You say, I want to know, I really want to know."

"My dad threw me in the military for coming out."

His voice was very calm, but I didn't know how to feel a kind of sadness, as if it had something to do with me.

"sleep."

"Yeah." Nesting in his arms, I feel at ease.

He wanted to take me back the next day, but I insisted on taking the car by myself. I was carried out of the car alone by a man, and my mobile phone and luggage were all in An Lai’s car. I lost contact for so many days, and now I bring a When the man goes back, my parents are probably very angry. It will be a matter of time before he cheats, but now is not the best time.

Seeing him getting farther and farther away from me, I felt bad in my heart, and suddenly felt that I had become hypocritical, and I obviously refused to let him see him off, but now I'm not far away, and I start thinking how good it is to have him by my side.

The car drove into the villa area, I rang the doorbell, and it was Mama Zhang who opened the door. She was shocked when she saw me, and said to me in a low voice as if overly frightened, "Master, you are finally back, a lot of things have happened at home these days , when you see the master, you must not make him angry."

I guess my dad already knew that I was carried out of the car by a man, and could probably guess my sexuality.

"Thank you Mama Zhang, I see."

Sure enough, the atmosphere in the room was unusual. My dad was smoking a stuffy cigarette, while my mom was crying with her face covered.

I felt something was wrong with my mother's face. I took a second look, and the oncoming crystal ashtray hit my forehead, and the world spun for a moment. I supported the pillar next to me to stand still.

When I opened my eyes it was still blurry because the blood flowed through my eyes.

I vaguely saw my father walking towards me, and was about to explain something, when suddenly there was a violent blow behind me, and I felt pain coming from the tailbone, and I couldn't move anymore, "Dad...Dad... "The calf was hit again with a hammer.

"Husband, don't, husband."

In a daze, I saw my mother hugging Dad who was swinging the golf club from behind, but he was still thrown away by him and hit the ground. At that moment, I saw the purple and blue palm marks on my mother's face.

"Mom." I struggled to crawl over, trying to help her up, but my dad slammed her down on my calf again.

"what......."

"Husband, please, don't hit me..." Mom threw herself on top of me, trying to stop my dad from dropping the metal rod in his hand.

"Go away, look what you gave birth to, the second chair, Mr. Rabbit, if you don't leave, I'll beat you too, and don't expect to spend the rest of your life on me..."

I felt my mother's body on my body pause, and under my father's roar, I actually felt that my mother's body temperature was getting farther and farther away from me. At that moment, I was desperate. In my mother's eyes, I was not as good as Take my dad's money.

"My Ji family would rather raise a waste with severed arms and legs than produce a second chair to be ridiculed by the world. If you ruin the family, if I kill you, I will pretend that you have never been born, you evil/animal... ...."

I don’t feel the calf anymore, it’s probably broken, my head is so heavy, I don’t want a single tear to flow out of my eyes, these tears are worthless, the pain is useless, I bear it, thinking that I might as well die, But Han Wei's face popped up in my mind.

"Han...Wei..." I tried to turn around and climb out of the door, but what greeted me was another heavy hammer.

When I turned around and climbed to the door, I could no longer feel the existence of my calf, and the blood was solidified in front of my eyes. I seemed to see Han Wei turned over the door, "Take me, let's go..."