The pursuit of rebirth is not easy

Lin Ran's face was flustered, he didn't even say anything, his expression gave him away, Chen Feng was basically sure that Lin Ran had someone in his heart, he smiled, and stopped asking.

Lin Ran was in a panic at this moment, fortunately he didn't say anything else, otherwise it would be over.

The two spent a weekend in the dormitory. Chen Feng likes to be quiet and doesn't like to go out, while Lin Ran is willing to stay beside Chen Feng. Even if he is quiet and doesn't talk, he still feels good.

The only thing that frustrates Lin Ran is that Chen Feng is not willing to pay attention to him.

It should be said that he treats everyone similarly, and I have not seen that he has a close relationship with others, but Lin Ran doesn't just want to be an ordinary classmate with Chen Feng, he came here with the intention of chasing Chen Feng. This place!If this progress is followed, he will be able to sleep until Chen Feng in the Year of the Monkey!

I'm afraid we won't be able to be together for the rest of our lives...

Lin Ran was suddenly a little unwilling. Sometimes he felt that he could not hold on any longer, so he especially wanted to tell Chen Feng, tell him everything, and then threw himself into Chen Feng's arms for comfort, but he couldn't, he was afraid that Chen Feng had already Forgot, he was afraid that Chen Feng would not believe him, and he was even more afraid that he and Chen Feng would not even be able to be friends in the next long journey of life.

He has too many scruples, all hidden in his heart, no one knows, and no one can understand.

Chen Feng saw Lin Ran's sudden nervousness and depression, and he couldn't help but be dumbfounded. Could it be because of his problem just now? It's because he found out that Lin Ran has a girl he likes, so he was angry?

Lin Ran was caught in his own emotions without realizing it, and Chen Feng felt sorry for his "open mouth" just now, but he didn't know how to apologize for the small mistake he just made.

He had no choice but to speak abruptly, "Lin Ran, what's wrong with you?"

Chen Feng's blunt voice woke Lin Ran up, so that he would not continue to be depressed. Looking at Chen Feng with a little worry in front of him, Lin Ran felt that the flame called "love" in his heart was ignited ragingly. , and lasted for a long time, Lin Ran just looked at Chen Feng's face, his body seemed to be full of electricity, and he was tireless.

What's the point of thinking so much, Lao Gong is right in front of his eyes, if he doesn't seize the opportunity, Lin Ran will not let him go.

"It's nothing, it's fine." Lin Ran smiled and returned to his previous appearance.

In fact, it is still growing. Lin Ran just saw Chen Feng at first, and his body would still tremble with excitement. When they went to the [-]th Middle School to "walk" together, and saw Chen Feng from a long distance, he would also So excited that Da Gang thought he had epilepsy and went crazy!

I still remember that one time, Lin Ran was wandering in the corridor in front of Chen Feng's class, talking to another, and Chen Feng passed by him, Lin Ran's face was blushing, and his eyes were moist, and he was almost in public. cried out.The person standing opposite looked at Lin Ran confused, but didn't know what to say.

Until now, Lin Ran felt that he had adapted to it. Over a year had been enough for him to accept the environment he was in, and he would no longer be in a trance like before, thinking it was a dream.

An endless dream...

He was afraid that after waking up, he would disappear, and he was even more afraid that he would not find Chen Feng.

Thinking of this, Lin Ran habitually stared at Chen Feng for a few seconds, then pinched his arm...

It hurts!Lin Ran felt happy, no matter how painful it was, it couldn't compare to the pain of loss, so he grinned foolishly.Chen Feng looked shocked, this person is a bit strange!

The night was the same as before, without too many words, the dormitory was much quieter than the six-person dormitory next door, but the two of them didn't feel awkward, as if they had a tacit understanding for many years.

A good night's sleep, the sun rises again, it's already Monday.

The first class in the morning is still the same Chinese class, taught by the head teacher.Lin Ran yawned and put on his textbook to pretend, but he couldn't understand the good habit of his deskmate to listen carefully to the class.

After class, Wang Xiuyan stepped on her high-heeled shoes and rushed to the office. Lin Ran was frowning, hesitated, and knocked on the table at the same table twice, successfully diverting Chen Feng's attention from the homework. attracted.

"At the same table, you can also listen to the Chinese class? Don't you feel bored?"

Chen Feng put the pen in his hand on the table, sat upright and thought for a while, and then gave the answer, "Because of my previous school, studying may be a habit for me."

Lin Ran rolled his eyes at Chen Feng in his heart, this damned bully!

He knew Chen Feng's old high school. If he studied in that school, he would probably go crazy sooner or later. The teachers and students there seemed to be abnormal.

Immediately, he understood Chen Feng's way of transferring schools, and by the way felt sorry for Chen Feng, and formed a bad habit of studying, which would definitely be harmful to the healthy development of his body and mind.

Lin Ran silently added a task to himself, which is to reduce the time spent on Lao Gong's study, increase the amount of exercise, and must have a healthy body. He doesn't want his future boyfriend to turn into a bookworm like Wang Xu.

"Okay, college bully, I won't disturb your studies anymore, you...continue."

During the exercise time between classes, Lin Ran skipped, and went to the supermarket behind the teaching building with a few boys to buy snacks. In more than 20 minutes, he could do a lot of things. One of the boys was actually on their way back. , took out a pack of cigarettes, several people took one each, the boy deliberately took out one and handed it to Lin Ran, Lin Ran had no choice but to take it.

So, a few people hid in the grove behind the teaching building and smoked secretly. Lin Ran didn't expect that this group of students would gather together to smoke, and even attracted him!

Lin Ran didn't smoke before, until later when he went to Central China, that smoky and messy place, almost all of them were boys, and the rare girls were also like big sisters, fighting and smoking was common.As a gregarious and good student, Lin Ran learned to smoke naturally.

At this moment, he held the cigarette between his fingertips and brought it to his mouth to inhale slowly, feeling a bit vicissitudes. Lin Ran couldn't help thinking that if Chen Feng knew about this, he would definitely... Heh!It is estimated that there is no reaction!

After extinguishing the cigarette butt, Lin Ran also unzipped the zipper of his school uniform, fearing that there would be some smell of cigarette on his body, and those few people were similar, just counting the time, a small group of people walked slowly into the teaching building.

Chen Feng came back with the people from Class [-], and when he saw his deskmate, he sat firmly in his seat!No wonder he didn't see his figure just now, but it turned out that he didn't go out at all.

Lin Ran looked at Chen Feng sitting next to him with a smile, and then handed him a bottle of green tea-flavored drink from xx. He knew that this was Chen Feng's favorite water to buy. In fact, Chen Feng didn't like drinking the ones sold in supermarkets very much. Water, he doesn't like sweet taste, if it is necessary to buy, then he will definitely buy this kind.

Chen Feng should like it. Instead of refusing, he took it and unscrewed the cap. He raised his head slightly and took a sip, licking his moisturized lips, and said "thank you" softly.

Lin Ran couldn't stand him like this the most. He kept staring at him without missing a second, and a smile gradually crept onto his face. Seeing Lin Ran staring at him, Chen Feng felt a little uncomfortable, "What's the matter?" ?”

ah!The voice was too pleasant, Lin Ran's smile deepened, and suddenly he reached out and touched Chen Feng's side face in a bewildering manner, and leaned closer to Chen Feng and whispered, "You are so pretty."

Chen Feng stepped back a little, bringing the distance between the two closer, and the atmosphere was no longer so ambiguous. He didn't know what happened to his deskmate, and he was still holding the water that Lin Ran bought for him.

Seeing Chen Feng's blank expression again, Lin Ran knew that he must have said some nonsense again!He quickly retreated to his seat and sat down obediently, trying his best to pretend that nothing happened just now, but he couldn't help the corners of his mouth, showing a smirk.

It wasn't until the teacher of the next class came that the two of them didn't feel that uncomfortable. Chen Feng had the habit of listening to the class. Lin Ran couldn't bear to disturb her, so she could only turn on the phone silently, chatting with Wang Gang, and let him chat with her , Without saying a few words, the two of them opened the game interface and played the game together.

Lin Ran was complaining in his heart that Wang Gang "died" too quickly, but he didn't realize that the teacher had already quietly walked towards him, the danger was approaching, but Lin Ran didn't realize it, Chen Feng was still staring at the blackboard, and suddenly Seeing the teacher come down from the podium and go straight to their remote place, Chen Feng took a quick glance at Lin Ran, and sure enough, he was playing games under the table, and immediately slapped Lin Ran's left arm with his right hand. However, his IQ was not online, and he looked at his deskmate foolishly, with an innocent and pitiful expression on his face, Chen Feng motioned to look forward with his eyes, Lin Ran turned his head, and met the math teacher.

The math teacher is a relatively strong female teacher, but she is not fat, but the whole person gives the impression of being tall and big. Lin Ran is not tall, and she is still sitting, suppressed by the math teacher's aura, forgetting Quit the game, the math teacher has been paying attention to him since the class, and he hasn't gone too far, his head is about to fall to the bottom of the table.

Lin Ran spoke first, "Teacher..."

Lin Ran's small face was reflected in the math teacher's glasses, "A new student, what's your name?"

"Lin Ran."

"Don't listen to the class, what were you doing just now?"

"Nothing..." Lin Ran continued to lie.

The math teacher didn't want to talk nonsense with Lin Ran, so he grabbed the phone directly, and saw the game that hadn't exited in time, pursed his lips and looked at Lin Ran, "Go out."

Lin Ran was stunned, "Huh?"

"Ah what, let you go out and stand, hurry up, don't delay my class."

The math teacher turned around and took Lin Ran's cell phone away.

Lin Ran was dejected and alone, ran outside the door dejectedly, and stood obediently waiting for the end of get out of class.