The pursuit of rebirth is not easy

In the following time, Chen Feng has been "quietly" following Lin Ran, watching Lin Ran have many seemingly accidental encounters with his former "self"...

Chen Feng watched the serious "self" ruthlessly rejected the girl's confession, and felt endless shame in his heart, he never thought that he was such an ungentleman.

However, looking at Lin Ran who was standing aside watching the fun, with a smile on his face and full of joy in his eyes, Chen Feng felt a sense of satisfaction again. Fortunately, he looked like that at that time, otherwise he would Wouldn't the happy life in the future be gone?

Although I once imagined in my head what Lin Ran was like in the first year of senior high school, but seeing it with my own eyes, it was mixed with happiness and distress.Seeing Lin Ran secretly hiding in the crowd, peeking at himself from a distance.

Seeing him with slightly red cheeks, pretending to be nonchalant, walking past her, but not even daring to raise her head to look directly at her, she could only quickly turn around and take a hasty glance at the moment she walked by.

How many times did "I" raise my head the moment I noticed it, and Lin Ran hastily turned her head to pretend to talk to Wang Gang, and how many times Lin Ran could only grasp the opportunity when she could talk to "I" Clenching his fists and curling his lips, he looked aggrieved as if he didn't dare to step forward.

The sky gradually changed from clear to gloomy, and the sun was blocked by thick clouds, and it had long since disappeared.Chen Feng smiled wryly. He had never realized Lin Ran's grievance and rareness.

Gradually, as winter came, Chen Feng watched as Lin Ran's casual clothes changed into a heavy down jacket. The man was so small, huddled under the slightly oversized clothes, looking cute and tight.Seeing him standing still, stomping his feet, opening and closing his small mouth to talk to Wang Gang, white mist was constantly coming out of it.

Slowly, unconsciously, the state of mind changed, and was occupied by deep guilt and distress.Feeling sorry for Lin Ran, but also blaming himself.

This kind of psychology is especially serious when seeing Lin Ran's smiling innocent face.

Chen Feng smiled wryly, Xiao Ran, a silly boy!

One day, one week, one month... At a time and place that Chen Feng didn't know, how much Lin Ran had secretly paid, what he had experienced, and the vacancy of that year, without Chen Feng by his side.

A dream, or maybe this is not a dream, because it is so real that Chen Feng almost believes that this is the reality.

Chen Feng looked at Lin Ran in this too real dream.

It was another spring day, maybe Lin Ran had already met quite a few of his classmates, classmates from No. [-] High School, maybe at this time their school also had a certain understanding of Lin Ran, an outsider, and there might be a few of them. Lin Ran's new friend.But Chen Feng at that time didn't know.

Chen Feng suddenly thought that Lin Ran was also a student, and he could leave the classroom at any time, and he was never alone. The teachers in Central China might really not care about the students' grades.

Chen Feng's eyes darkened, thinking of Lin Ran's grades, his face darkened accordingly.In the past, although Lin Ran's grades were not among the best, he was still wandering in the middle and upper reaches. He did not expect that in just one year in Central China, he would become the last one.

Summer came quietly, followed by a long summer vacation. Chen Feng couldn't even remember how he spent that vacation. Now he only cares about how his Xiaoran spent his time holiday.

Chen Feng's light body followed Lin Ran's footsteps and came to Lin Ran's home.Lin Ran's "new home" was empty. Although it wasn't very messy, it wasn't clean either.Maybe because there is only one owner in this house, there are not many things.Lin Ran's bedroom is not big, as soon as he entered the door, Lin Ran threw his schoolbag on the bed, then threw himself on the bed and couldn't get up.

Chen Feng smiled, but this habit has not changed.

However, living in No. [-] Middle School helped to change a lot of bad habits. After all, the school's wooden beds really couldn't stand Lin Ran's torture.

The things in front of him were changing at an ever-increasing speed. When Chen Feng realized this, he had already understood how Lin Ran spent the whole summer vacation.The scene was changing rapidly, and in a flash, what I saw again was still the school.Chen Feng had already followed Lin Ran and left his home, thinking that this was the start of class again.

That is, when the second year of high school was just beginning, the two of them transferred to No. [-] Middle School.As a result, there was a beginning for the future. When Chen Feng thought of this, his heart was always full of gratitude.

Lin Ran's slender figure was reflected in his eyes. When he heard the news that he had transferred to another school, his facial expression immediately became tense, and his small face wrinkled into a bun.

Then the picture gradually became familiar, it was the day they met, the two were in the head teacher's office.On that day, the two once again became tablemates and each other's roommates.

At that time, Chen Feng didn't pay attention to a "strange" person, so naturally he didn't notice Lin Ran who was opposite at that time, his cheeks were slightly red, and he looked pink and cute. If it was now, Chen Feng would not be able to bear I can't help but want to reach out to hold that cute little face, and then kiss it tenderly...

Chen Feng, who was immersed in his fantasy, didn't notice that Lin Ran, who was by his side just now, had gradually moved away from him at this moment. When Chen Feng finally recovered, Lin Ran's figure had turned into a small The little black shadow, Chen Feng tried hard to run back, but found that he couldn't do it.

Chen Feng wanted to control his body, but he became weaker and weaker. An inexplicable force seemed to restrain him, making him unable to move.Suddenly, it was pitch black, and Lin Ran's figure had long since disappeared.

Opening his eyes again, he was in the small student dormitory where he and Lin Ran lived.Chen Feng propped up his body vigorously and sat up from the bed.

Looking around for a week, he didn't find anything unusual. Chen Feng pinched the flesh on his arm with one hand, and he woke up a little after feeling the pain.

"It shouldn't be a dream..." Chen Feng looked at Lin Ran's clean bed opposite him and muttered to himself.

The door was pushed open from the outside, and Lin Ran walked in with the lunch box brought back from the cafeteria. When he saw Chen Feng who had woken up, he was surprised, but then smiled.

"Get up, are you hungry?" Lin Ran put the things in his hand on the table beside him, then sat down next to Chen Feng's bed, and put his cool hand on Chen Feng's forehead.

Chen Feng looked up at Lin Ran with doubts, and at the same time took Lin Ran's hand and held it in his palm.

"Are you too tired, have you had a nightmare?"

Chen Feng usually doesn't sleep during the day, his work and rest has always been very standard, basically he won't sleep at this time.But anyway, there is nothing to do, and the midterm exam has just ended, maybe it is tiring.

Because he was afraid of disturbing Chen Feng, Lin Ran sat on his bed and watched his mobile phone quietly, not even playing games.From time to time, Lin Ran glanced at Chen Feng who was sleeping soundly opposite, only to find that the other party was frowning tightly in his sleep, and unconsciously grasping the other arm.

Lin Ran was a little worried, thinking that Chen Feng might be having a nightmare, so he walked over lightly, and then removed his hands from his arms.

After a while, Lin Ran saw that Chen Feng's state was no longer as nervous as before, so he went downstairs to buy food. Otherwise, if he waited for a while, maybe he and Chen Feng would not be able to eat...

Chen Feng shook his head, "It's okay, Xiaoran, you..."

Chen Feng's tone of voice was still the same as before, although indifferent but with a unique gentleness.That was the tenderness only for Lin Ran.

Lin Ran met Chen Feng's dark and deep eyes, and was deeply attracted, but couldn't understand the deep meaning in them.He didn't understand, but he knew that today's Chen Feng was different from usual...

"What's wrong with me?" Chen Feng only spoke halfway and stopped, Lin Ran could only ask.

Chen Feng's eyes fell on Lin Ran's brand-new face, but he saw Xiao Ran's previous appearance on this face that had gradually become familiar from strangers, and it didn't feel similar.

Seeing that Chen Feng didn't answer, Lin Ran grinned and said, "How are you doing today, eh?"

At this moment, Chen Feng hugged Lin Ran into his arms.

Lin Ran was hugged tightly by Chen Feng, even a little breathless, but he still put his arms around Chen Feng's back and put his chin on Chen Feng's shoulder.

Chen Feng closed his eyes, felt Lin Ran's heartbeat, absorbed the breath of Lin Ran's body, and heard Lin Ran's gentle breathing. It seemed like this, so he could be sure that Lin Ran really existed by his side .

Once again flashed in my mind, Lin Ran wearing a hat, Lin Ran standing beside a tree, Lin Ran wearing a padded coat with white mist coming out of his mouth, and Lin Ran hiding in a corner.

My heart hurts, but I am very satisfied.

The strength in Chen Feng's hands relaxed a bit, Lin Ran was freed, and the distance between the two was drawn. Chen Feng stared at Lin Ran carefully, the tenderness in his eyes seemed to overflow, Lin Ran could see clearly, and couldn't help but flushed cheeks.

The person in front of me is the person whom I have fallen in love with with all my indifference, and also the person I will never let go of, the love in my heart, the companion of my life!

Whether it is fate or a coincidence is not important anymore, the important thing is that the person is still around, and the love is as deep as before, and that is enough.

Lin Ran pursed his lips, but couldn't restrain the corners of his mouth from rising. He knew it clearly without saying anything.

It doesn't matter who loves whom more, as long as you understand each other's mind, that's enough.Chen Feng turned the guilt in his heart into love for Lin Ran, and only asked himself to love him more deeply in the future.He is not a sweet talker, nor would he say such things to please his lover, but he knows that Lin Ran understands.

Chen Feng's thoughts gradually drifted away, and Lin Ran's lips had already reached his own...

The fiery kiss, the love so much that it was about to explode, the body temperature of the two gradually rose, and their hands moved on each other's bodies. When Lin Ran was still rational, he kicked off the shoes on his feet. Just put Chen Feng on the bed...

But in the next second, with a flip, Chen Feng regained the initiative.

Lin Ran just smirked, as if he was still innocent and heartless, but Chen Feng's love was tight.

Chen Feng endured and endured, but still couldn't bear the evil fire in his body, and wanted to kiss him, but before he could move, Lin Ran covered his lips with his hand.

Lin Ran still smirked, "Brother Xiaofeng," the voice was sweet and greasy, still the taste in memory, "Let me move here!"

Chen Feng glared at the little pitiful who was pressed down below, grabbed his hand, and then dropped the word "no way", then blocked Lin Ran's small mouth, and swallowed everything he wanted go.

The author has something to say:

I’m done writing, I’m not good at writing, please forgive me, but I’m very grateful to the little cuties who read the text, this is the first book I’ve written, there are many things I can’t say and I can’t write well, I just rely on my feelings, It seems that there is no such thing as logic, thank you for the cute girls who collected it, thank you very much for clapping your hands!