The pursuit of rebirth is not easy

In the middle of the night, Lin Ran couldn't see Chen Feng's expression clearly, but he knew that he was very nervous.He could feel the sweat running down his cheeks, and the coolness swishing down his back.

"Chen Feng, I'm sorry for waking you up. I just now..." Lin Ran's voice trembled. While explaining what happened just now, he stepped back, but found that he couldn't move, and a hand on his shoulder was exerting force. hold him.

Chen Feng propped himself up with the other hand, and sat up from the quilt, but he still didn't let go of Lin Ran. From the very beginning, he didn't fall asleep, and his mind was always in a mess. Sometimes he thought about what happened during the day, and sometimes he remembered When he was in junior high school, he vaguely felt that Lin Ran was getting out of bed, and then Lin Ran's voice came from his ear. The voice was soft and soft, and the tone was also very familiar to him.

When he was kissed, Chen Feng didn't push Lin Ran away, and he didn't know why he didn't stop him, but in his heart, he had some expectations, if it was really what he thought...

At this moment, the atmosphere was a bit awkward. Chen Feng was sitting on the bed, but Lin Ran was still squatting beside the bed, and did not stand up. Neither of them spoke. Chen Feng was waiting for Lin Ran to give him an answer.

I don't know how long it took, Lin Ran felt his legs were numb, so he just sat cross-legged on the ground, looked up at Chen Feng, although he couldn't see anything clearly, "Chen Feng, I'm sorry, I just like you so much, I can't help it Just... you can hit me, scold me, as long as you don't ignore me..."

Chen Feng didn't want to hear Lin Ran's apology, so he interrupted him, "Lin Ran, can I ask you a few questions?"

Lin Ran nodded, "Yes, as long as you don't hate me, you can ask me anything."

"Okay, you have to tell the truth, you can't lie to me," Chen Feng paused, then continued, "Are you and I studying in the same junior high school?"

Lin Ran shook his head, he didn't lie, when he was not Lin Ran, who knew where Lin Ran went to school.

"Why do you like to call me Brother Xiaofeng?"

Lin Ran pouted, "I just like to call it that way. It sounds kind. If you don't like it, I won't say it in the future."

"You know that I had a boyfriend when I was in junior high school. Almost all the students in the thirteenth middle school know that I like men. I think you should have heard of some of them. His name is Chen Ran."

Speaking of Chen Ran's name, there was a subtle change in his usually calm and desolate voice, as if the snow at the end of winter was melting a little bit, bringing a rare temperature.In Lin Ran's ears, it was even more sour. How long had he not heard these two words.

"I know that you have someone you like very much in your heart, but this is completely different from liking you. You can't stop me from liking you just because you have someone you like. I didn't want to disturb your life, I just wanted to treat you That's all."

"He used to like to call me Brother Xiaofeng, just like you." After listening to Lin Ran's words, Chen Feng just said such a sentence.

Lin Ran was stunned, what did he mean?Did he know?Impossible, how could normal people think of going there, even if they thought of it, they probably wouldn't believe it.

Before Lin Ran could react, Chen Feng spoke again, "Lin Ran, your handwriting is almost exactly the same as Chen Ran, I have to doubt you..."

After Lin Ran heard the first half of Chen Feng's words, he was completely shocked. He didn't think about it at all, and he never thought that Chen Feng would recognize his handwriting. It has been a long time, and his mind is running fast. Running, thinking about what reason to use to trick Chen Feng over.

"What does the same words mean? It might just be a coincidence. Boys have similar words. Why do you doubt me?"

Chen Feng snorted coldly, "You know Chen Ran's existence, you know his writing habits, you know my preferences, even more detailed than my previous deskmate, and besides, they were all my little habits in junior high school. But you said just now that you are not from the same junior high school as me, you are lying to me."

Lin Ran's heart was beating wildly in his chest, he didn't know what to say, he had indeed lied to him, but it seemed that his understanding was different from Chen Feng's, he himself didn't know what was wrong, so there was nothing he could do refute.

"You must have inquired about me and Chen Ran everywhere, and then you transferred to my side, imitating Chen Ran's appearance every day, calling me brother Xiaofeng, writing the same words as Chen Ran, deliberately making me See, let me soften my heart, make me mistakenly think that you are Chen Ran, make me fall in love with you, right? You have really made a lot of preparations, but I still won't like you, I don't need a substitute for Chen Ran ~ body."

Chen Feng was obviously very excited, so he sped up his speech and his voice was a little louder. When talking about the substitute, he deliberately paused for Lin Ran to hear clearly.

As Chen Ran expected, Lin Ran was stimulated by the word substitute, he immediately stood up, grabbed Chen Feng's pajamas, and said fiercely to Chen Feng's face, "Chen Feng, I don't, I don't You speak so nastyly, such a villain, I just like you, I am not someone's substitute!"

Chen Feng was a little out of breath from being strangled by the clothes, but he still sneered, "You didn't? Then how do you explain what I said? Can you explain clearly? Do you think I will believe you? Liar!"

Lin Ranqi's eyes were red, but it was more of a grievance. How could he tell the sadness in his heart? He was so wronged that he wanted to cry. His brother Xiaofeng had never spoken to him in such a tone. That elder brother Xiaofeng who was so gentle and called him Xiaoran, now actually calls him a liar!

"I'm not a liar, I'm not lying, I'm not, I'm not..." Lin Ran shook his head vigorously, chanting these words all the time, his eyes became wet unconsciously, he was so wronged and sad .

Chen Feng pulled Lin Ran back, and what he said was even more sad, "Lin Ran, do you think I'm a fool, and will continue to be fooled by you? In my eyes, you are a clown, and I will always I won't like you, give up."

Tears finally couldn't be controlled and welled up from the eyes, and big drops fell on Chen Feng's quilt, blurring into a circle.Lin Ran whimpered, he couldn't hold on any longer, "I didn't lie to you, I am Chen Ran."

After saying that, Lin Ran didn't speak again, and kept crying, sobbing and couldn't stop, and finally the whole person who was crying was convulsed, and he couldn't even breathe.

Chen Feng frowned, did not speak, but clenched his hands tightly, with bulging veins, showing the master's mood at the moment.Did it finally come out...

Let go of Lin Ran's hand, and then raised his chin, "Look at me, are you really Chen Ran? He's already dead, do you know?"

Lin Ran cried out, "I'm really Chen Ran, please believe me, I'm really Xiao Ran!"

"Hmph, how do you prove that you are Chen Ran? Do you think I'll believe the resurrection from the dead?"

"The two of us have known each other since the first grade of junior high school. You were the class monitor. I was sitting next to you. At first you didn't like to talk to me, so I kept pestering you, borrowing your homework book and asking you to buy me snacks." , By the way, we were still wearing school uniforms at that time, and the two of us even asked Lin Jiayang to take a photo..."

Chen Feng listened to what Lin Ran said, one by one, all belonged to their rare past. The more he heard, the more Chen Feng's heart ached, and his nails sank deeply into his flesh. The pain it brought reminded him that this was not a dream.

Lin Ran said and shed tears again, "At the last moment before I died, what I regret most is that I met you so late. If I had met you earlier, would I have been able to get along with each other more and have more love? What a wonderful memory, after I get there, I won't be afraid to forget you."

Chen Feng covered Lin Ran's mouth with his hand, "Stop it, stop it, okay?" His voice was hoarse and deep, obviously crying.Chen Feng pulled Lin Ran onto the bed with all his strength, and hugged him tightly.Lin Ran cautiously stretched out his hand to touch Chen Feng's face, but it was wet and hot. It turned out that Chen Feng would also cry...

Back then, when Lin Ran was seriously ill, he lay in bed all day and couldn't move. Chen Feng stayed by his side every day when he didn't go to class.At that time, Lin Ran knew that there were not many days left, but he had never seen Chen Feng cry.

Now, Chen Feng was crying.Lin Ran's voice was already hoarse, and the words he spoke were hoarse and unpleasant, "Chen Feng, why are you crying?"

When Chen Feng cried, he didn't open his mouth to roar, but just cried silently, which made Lin Ran feel even more distressed.He wiped Chen Feng's tears clumsily with his hands, but found that he couldn't wipe them off.

This was the first time Lin Ran saw Chen Feng crying so hard, and he felt frightened, "Brother Xiao Feng, what's wrong with you, don't scare me, don't cry, okay?"

Chen Feng hugged Lin Ran even harder, as if he was afraid that he would disappear.Two beating hearts feel each other's existence through the chest, as if they are comforting each other.

What Lin Ran didn't know was that during his last period, every night, Chen Feng would cry silently in a corner he couldn't see.

Seeing that his favorite person is consuming the remaining life every day, and the remaining time is gradually shortening, Chen Feng wished that time would stop at that moment.

In the end, the person he loved the most turned into a small tombstone, and Chen Feng's heart was turned into ashes, and he no longer had the color of the past.

The tears still didn't stop, but Chen Feng was smiling, "My baby is finally back." He held Lin Ran's small face, searched for the position of his lips, and kissed her.

The two big boys who cried until they were in tears, finally calmed down their excited state gradually in the passionate kiss.Chen Feng touched Lin Ran's cool skin, and pulled off the quilt, "Xiao Ran, come in and sleep with me tonight."

Having been together for so long, Lin Ran naturally wouldn't be embarrassed, besides, the two just confessed their feelings, Lin Ran also wanted to get close to his brother Xiao Feng, so without further ado, he took off his pajama pants...

Although Chen Feng couldn't see it, he knew what Lin Ran was doing, and his face turned black. "I didn't make you take off your pants!"

Lin Ran smirked, "Sitting on the ground just now, your pants were dirty, otherwise your bed would have been dirty." Then he slid into Chen Feng's bed like a fish.

The single bed in the dormitory is more than enough to sleep one person, but it is a little bit reluctant to sleep two people, but they enjoy this kind of intimate contact very much.

After Lin Ran lay down, his mind suddenly flashed and he understood something, "Brother Xiaofeng, let me ask you, did you guess it was me a long time ago, so you deliberately said that I lied to you to provoke me?"

Chen Feng smiled and remained silent.

Lin Ran understood, and punched Chen Feng hard on the chest.