Whoever dotes on me will be the best in the world

In the quiet lounge, Xiao Luomo stood by the bed and looked up at Feng Wuyuan, his clear eyes were full of undisguised sadness.He pursed his red and thin lips tightly, and after asking the question, he didn't cry loudly like usual, but just stood there quietly, with tears rolling down his porcelain-white cheeks silently. The small cat ears are also drooping.

Feng Wuyuan stood with his fists clenched for a while, the intense pain in his chest hadn't stopped since the kitten began to cry, he took a deep breath, looked down at Xiao Luomo's eyes, the deep peach blossom eyes were extremely complicated, but vaguely There was a hint of sadness.

He let go of his clenched fist, and raised his hand to wipe the cat's tears, but was avoided. The tearful teenager just kept watching him with such quiet eyes, waiting for his answer persistently.

Feng Wuyuan's Adam's apple twitched as if he wanted to speak, but the comforting words rolled on the tip of his tongue, but he still didn't say it.

He is very clear that what the kitten needs is not gentle comfort and coaxing, and those nice words of love are meaningless at all.Xiao Luomo just needs an answer from him, and let him give a real response.

But what can Feng Wuyuan say?What Xiao Luomo said was not far from the truth, yes, but also not true.

Feng Wuyuan was young, his father was unknown, his mother was depressed, and he couldn't support his family life at all. As long as he could remember, he knew how to survive through labor and trading. He struggled at the bottom of society. Tried it all, got used to it.Until his mother became seriously ill, Feng Ming's mother appeared as a star who loves to do charity, and gave his mother a lot of help. Even if her mother still died of illness in the end, Feng Wuyuan was still grateful to the Feng family.He complied with his mother's last wish and made a deal with the head of the Feng family, Feng Li - pretending to be the eldest son of the Feng family, receiving elite education, supporting the entire Feng family for the young and frail Feng Ming, until Feng Ming became an adult.

The ten years of education were painful, with endless learning and physical training that exceeded the physical load, so that in the next few years after entering the army, the missions were difficult and dangerous, and there were assassinations from various forces. Countless times he thought he was It would be so dead, but they all survived.Tan Yan and Ren Xiao are not so much his subordinates as comrades-in-arms.

The reality and the past have given Feng Wuyuan too many shackles. The so-called restraint, stability and indifference disguise him as perfect and impeccable, and no one can shake his will.He is used to calmly calculating all the things around him and making judgments. Tan Yan and Ren Xiao are comrades-in-arms, and in his world view, they are brothers who need to support each other, even if he himself is already strong enough to no longer need their help.

But what should these things do when they encounter Xiao Luomo?Feng Wuyuan didn't know.

Only a palm-sized little black cat broke into his personal territory unexpectedly, delicate and fragile, kind and intelligent, beyond all his cognition.He didn't know how to take care of such a little guy, and he couldn't bear to drive him away, so he had to enter the territory to confine/raise him, greedily wanting to monopolize it, unable to extricate himself.

He had completely forgotten... If such an important existence conflicts with the rules of life he made, how should he choose?

Little Luomo is such a smart kitten, so sensitive to people's emotional reactions, he has long since discovered something that Feng Wuyuan didn't, that is: the rules he and the man set for himself are in complete conflict, even mutually exclusive. Allow.

Feng Wuyuan watched the world coldly, the actions of the Feng family father and son wiped out the last bit of warmth he had left.

Xiao Luomo said that he puts "morality" first because of his former military status, but the fact is completely opposite.In the face of countless betrayals, things like morality have long been insignificant. Who would have thought that a teammate who was fighting side by side one second would stab a knife into his stomach the next second?In the early years when the Feng family was not yet stable, the danger brought by the identity of the heir completely destroyed his trust in the hearts of the people.Not to mention that when he was in danger, no one in the Feng family would lend a helping hand to him.

Brothers and responsibilities have been calculated by him into a formula and become the execution standard of doing things. Feng Wuyuan doesn't care how the world sees him, let alone the reactions from others.His dictatorship and desire to control regards everything as something that can be manipulated, but ignores that the black cat is not within his control at all, nor can it be fully occupied by formula calculations and rules.

His cat is different from everyone he's ever met, but he doesn't realize it.

"Maomao." Feng Wuyuan stiffly raised his hand to cover his eyes, his hand that used to not tremble when holding a gun/killing/enemy during missions actually trembled slightly at this moment.

He frowned, and there was a look of pain on his handsome face for a moment, but it quickly returned to calm, leaving only deep and steady.

Xiao Luomo had a panoramic view of his emotional changes, and without speaking, he reached out the back of his thin white hand to wipe the tears on his face, not intending to wait any longer.

However, the kitten only moved a little, and Feng Wuyuan held down his shoulders and couldn't move. The other party didn't use much strength, but he couldn't break free.

Xiao Luomo frowned, he struggled but did not shake off, tears came to his eyes again, and his voice was softly crying, "Don't bully me, I won't be your cat anymore."

"Cat cat." Feng Wuyuan took a deep breath, he bent down and looked at the young man, his deep peach eyes showed a rare clear heartache, he held the young man's thin shoulder and gently stroked it, he was silent For a moment, regardless of Xiao Luomo's refusal, he leaned closer and kissed the kitten's soft lips.

While struggling, the kitten was unsteady on its feet, and sat directly on the bed behind, Feng Wuyuan followed suit, with cherishment and guilt, gently and slowly kissed the red lips bitten by the master After a while, he tilted his head and kissed away the teardrops on Xiao Luomo's face.

"sorry."

A deep and hoarse voice sounded in the quiet air, but it was more cautious and guilty than usual. Feng Wuyuan stared into Xiao Luomo's blue eyes, stepped back slightly, and put his hands on the young man's shoulders. Hesitating, he knelt down on one knee as soon as he lowered his eyes.

He has already lived like a walking dead with nothing, relying on the "rules" he made to continue his so-called "rational, healthy and successful" life, if Xiao Luomo hadn't appeared, he would have lived like that for the rest of his life, anyway, dictatorship / Or he only needs to control everything he should control, and the others are irrelevant.

If dictatorship, arrogance and desire for control make him lose himself and can't see his heart clearly, and equate the kitten with other people to make the cat feel wronged, then it's all broken.

"I'll tell you all if you're willing to listen to me."

The man's hoarse and pleasant voice sounded, and every sentence he spoke seemed to have been carefully thought out, with prudence and care.

"I'll tell you what the cat wants to know. It doesn't matter how much you say. You are more than a cat to me. Those people are different from you. You are unique. Because they don't matter, I don't care what to do with them, but When I acted according to the rules I was used to, I didn't pay attention to the cat's situation."

Feng Wuyuan raised his hand and touched the back of the kitten's head, with a sense of comfort and tenderness.

"Or, I actually noticed it at the time, but I ridiculously thought that you were within my territory and should compromise for my rules. That is the most absurd."

"Maomao deserves the best. I should have realized that you are different from other people and things. My code of conduct may be above other things, but it should and must be below you."

"Sorry for making Mao Mao so hard."

Xiao Luomo lowered his head, tears fell patter, he let Feng Wuyuan wipe his tears with distress, but he didn't respond to the other party.Seeing the man approaching to kiss him again, he stretched out his hand to push him away, scolding him angrily and aggrievedly:

"Don't kiss me, the big villain will know to bully me, I won't talk to you."

Feng Wuyuan had no choice but to stand up and hug him, but was pushed away by his chest again.

"Maomao, I won't bully you." Feng Wuyuan simply knelt down and held his hand, trying to admit his mistake, "Whatever you say, don't cry, your eyes are swollen."

Xiao Luomo frowned, and upon hearing the words, he raised his head and looked straight at Feng Wuyuan, neither dodging nor avoiding, and said softly: "Look at me breaking my leg, and you won't help me avenge you. You don't like me."

"I'm sorry. Ren Luoluo has already been sent abroad. Tell me how Maomao wants to get revenge. Next week, I will ask Ren Xiao to bring her back to vent your anger on you, okay?" Feng Wuyuan patted his back softly.

Xiao Luomo was noncommittal, and said again: "Tan Xu wants to arrest me, you just warn her. You don't like me."

"I didn't take her seriously at all. I just thought that Tan Yan cared about his sister and left him to deal with it. But one thing I did wrong was to equate Maomao with other people. I am the only one who wants to control everything , the injury you suffered was ignored instead. I’m sorry.” This is the thing Feng Wuyuan regrets the most, even if he later came to his senses and destroyed all Tan Xu’s delusions and expectations in public at the hospital, it still couldn’t make up for the cat. Injuries suffered by cats.

Little Luomo was so compromising and gentle that he couldn't stop crying. He was so angry that he didn't want to talk. He wasn't a willful cat, but Feng Wuyuan would reflect on himself and apologize to him when he saw him crying. , Even if you want to quarrel, you can't quarrel.Thinking of this, the kitten felt even more wronged. He was too embarrassed to lose his temper. He was not a happy cat at all.

However, just like Xiao Luomo sometimes can't figure out Feng Wuyuan, Feng Wuyuan really can't figure out what Maomao is thinking at this moment, so he can only coax him sincerely.Seeing that the person stopped crying, he went up and hugged the boy, and put him in his arms tightly.

Xiao Luomo let him hug him, only frowned and didn't speak.No matter how Feng Wuyuan coaxed him later, he really followed what he said, and he refused to say a word to Feng Wuyuan.

***

When Secretary An was about to leave work, seeing that the light in the president's office was still on, he took out the key and opened the door to enter.

The room was silent, she walked to the desk, and found Feng Wuyuan's suit jacket and the little yellow chicken doll in ink were still there, but no one was there, thinking that Feng Wuyuan had left in a hurry and forgot to turn off the lights, so she planned to Turn off the lights and leave, after all Feng Wuyuan said at noon that he would leave work early and take Xiao Luomo to dinner.

However, when she passed by the lounge, she glanced at it unintentionally, only to find that the door that was supposed to be closed was opened a crack at the moment, and a warm yellow light was coming from inside.

Secretary An didn't think much about it, and walked over to turn off the lights, but saw Feng Wuyuan.

The man was facing the door sideways, slightly bent over and hugging the person wrapped in a blanket in his arms, looking like a small Luomo, with one hand on the back of the person in his arms, gently and slowly stroking.

His face was very close to Xiao Luomo's, and his thin lips were pressed against the boy's protruding cat ears, as if he was whispering something, and his side face looked extraordinarily gentle.

Secretary An's hand reaching out to turn off the light stopped, knocked on the door lightly, met Feng Wuyuan's gaze, and raised his finger to point to the watch.

Seeing Feng Wuyuan walking out with someone in his arms, Secretary An hurriedly followed with a suit jacket, she lowered her voice and asked, "Young master fell asleep? It's already dinner time, if you sleep now, you won't be able to sleep at night."

Feng Wuyuan shook his head, lifted the blanket to look at Xiao Luomo, and said in a low voice: "I made Maomao angry. Let the board of directors be responsible for tomorrow's meeting, and the invitation to the Qi family's banquet in the afternoon will also be declined."

"Ah, yes." Secretary An quickly agreed, she followed Feng Wuyuan to the underground parking lot, watched the man carefully carry him into the car, then took a step back to say goodbye, watched the car leave, and murmured in confusion He said, "How do you feel that Mr. Feng is different today... seems to be a little more down-to-earth?"

She has worked with Feng Wuyuan for several years, and she always feels that men give people a very unreal feeling, like standing on a high place overlooking the world, with amazing talent and indifference.Obviously he is the proud son of heaven in every aspect, as long as he is willing, he will not worry about not having friends and lovers at all, but those things always seem to be irrelevant in Feng Wuyuan's eyes, he can look at Feng Ming and Tan Xubang like a clown , but she didn't have the desire/desire to clean up the other party. Her disregard for the world was so strong that it frightened her.

Today is a bit strange... Secretary An shook her head amusedly, she thought, for their followers, the existence of Feng Wuyuan is a belief, if you use a more literary term, it is probably like the god has finally stepped down altar.

The author has something to say: Little Theater:

Little Black Cat: I'm going to run away from home, meow meow!

Feng Wuyuan: ...

The system that is suffering: I even abandoned the character design of the big villain, desperate bb, so many words to let you through the back door, and you just ran away from home like this? ? ?Do you know that the villain died because of talking too much, if it wasn't for you, a silly cat, I wouldn't talk!

Little Black Cat: Report, it was not my fault, it was voluntary by the system.

Feng Wuyuan: Yes.That's his death, don't worry I won't be soft.