There are many treasures in this country

(One)

"Take care of me..."

"Don't you miss me?"

"I miss you!"

"I'm sorry, I know I'm wrong, don't be angry. Just deal with me, huh?"

Facing Shen Yan's croaking like cicadas, Xiao Suo turned a deaf ear and closed his eyes to listen, just hugged his body and closed his eyes to rest his mind.The carriage is like a cradle, swaying slowly, and if you master the rhythm, you won't feel dizzy.

Three days have passed since Shen Yan suddenly appeared before the carriage.For the past three days, he has been like this, chirping again and again, so annoying that people's ears are calloused, wishing to sew his mouth shut.

Xiao Xiao nestled in his father's arms timidly, looking at the other father beside him with watery eyes, he was not born as a good person.

Huaiyu was no better than him, naturally mischievous and naturally familiar, Shen Yan fed her a piece of cake, and the little girl immediately changed her name to "Daddy", just like "If you have milk, you are a mother".

"Is this Zhang Yunjian's little girl?" He pinched Huaiyu's puffy little face, "She doesn't look like him, she's quite pretty. I didn't expect this old fellow to give birth to such a fun little thing."

No one answered.

"At the speed we are going, it may take two days to get home." Shen Yan rubbed the bridge of his nose and said, "Hey, I have packed up the house in Yunzhong County, which is smaller than the General's Mansion, but The yard is big, and there is a tea mountain in the back, surrounded by clouds and mist, and there is a bamboo forest next to it. It’s because I don’t know the way to do it, but everyone agrees that Qianjin won’t let him go.”

Xiao Suo remained motionless, Shen Yan cautiously stretched out his index finger, and touched his breath.

The corner of his mouth suddenly twitched, and Shen Yan quickly withdrew his hand in fright, and said resentfully: "I... Well, if you don't want to grow tea, our family started a business, and now there is still a shop, and the shopkeepers are all ready-made. There is no shortage of silver, and it is easy to take over now.

"You can open a school. I think you probably like teaching. We don't want money, we just teach children to read. It's pretty good. With your reputation as Zhishigetai and Jinke champion, it is estimated that four Everyone in Liba Township has to send their children here. Maybe you will open the No. [-] Academy of this Dynasty with this business.

"otherwise……"

"Father." Huaiyu called him with a little cake crumbs on his lips, frowning, "Stop making noise, Dubao Daddy doesn't want to talk to you anymore!"

"Then what should we do?" Shen Yan took the opportunity to instigate, "Otherwise, you can say something nice for father, tell Dubao father not to be angry again, and say that father knew that he was wrong, and let him beat and scold you, as long as you don't ignore it." Father."

Huaiyu tilted his head and thought for a while, then shook his head and said, "No, unless... give Yu'er another piece of cake."

"You know how to bargain." Shen Yan spread his hands, "But there is no cake in the car, and I will buy you another catty when you stay at the store at night, okay?"

"Then let's talk about it at that time." Huaiyu refused to suffer at all.

Shen Yan sighed, stayed an inch away from Dubao, wanted to get closer, but didn't dare to get closer, holding Huaiyu in his hand to tease, but his eyes drifted there.After a while, even the little girl was dissatisfied, and she pouted and sulked.

Finally at night, the carriage stopped outside the post station, Shen Yan hurriedly jumped down, first put the two small ones on the ground, and then stretched out his hands to hug the big one with a shy face.

Xiao Suo didn't hide, let him hold him down, and walked inside without saying a word.Disheng was held in Shen Yan's arms, and the child recognized him, crying "wow", leaning forward to ask Dubao's father.

Shen Yan had no choice but to let him go.The little guy ran tremblingly towards the counter.After paying the money, Xiao Suo took the house card, bent down and picked him up, and said in a warm voice: "You are a good boy, Daddy is holding him, don't cry."

Huaiyu curled her mouth, brushed her cheek with her index finger and said, "Shame, shame, big puddle, weeping village after village. Rubbish is cheap, kiln sisters are cheap, not as cheap as the tears born by washing."

"Hey, little girl, how can you say such things!" Shen Yan scolded her by pinching her face.

Huaiyu grew up in the other courtyard occupied by Zhang Yunjian near Xuanhuafang.Her mother was originally a sister in the Chunfeng Building, and later she followed the Shangshu, flew up a branch and turned into a peacock, and since then raised the child without leaving the door.

But she wasn't Mei Qi's kind of high-class virtuoso who is proficient in everything from piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, so she was limited in poetry and books, and her life was bitter, and she saw all the vulgarities, so she opened her mouth to speak such vulgar language, even with a bit of rigidity. Huaiyu, who can talk, also learned a lot.

On the day when Zhang Yunjian was in trouble, Xiao Suo took over all the power, sentenced him to beheaded, and made him a wish before he died.Although he behaved badly and was narrow-minded, he still had a bit of affection and responsibility. He did not covet life and beg for mercy, but asked to let his wife, concubine and children go.

When Xiao Suo ransacked the house, he dismissed all the children and women, but Huaiyu's mother left her early and went back to her old job, so he took her back and recognized her as his daughter.

Huaiyu heard Shen Yan's scolding, hummed, and said, "I won't help you!"

Disheng has recently changed his teeth, only the upper and lower front teeth are still there, and now his mouth is slightly open, showing small white teeth, black grape-like eyes dripping with tears, Xiao Suo's heart aches when he sees it.

He went upstairs with his arms in his arms, leaving Huaiyu and Shen Yan staring at each other.The latter couldn't do it, so he spent money to open a few rooms, arranged for Shen San'er and others to live there, and took Huaiyu to knock on Dubao's door.

There was no response from inside, Shen Yan didn't dare to go in rashly to disturb, and sat at the stairs with Huaiyu, holding his chin in a daze.

General Shen is also pitiful, trapped outside the gate and sleepless at night.

Suddenly hearing the sound of a wooden latch behind him, he looked back at the Prime Minister and was at a loss.

(two)

"Father, why did Dubao's father ignore you?" Huaiyu followed suit, looking at him with his hands and asking.

"Because Dad did something wrong. He went out for too long and came home late." Shen Yan said with emotion in a helpless tone, "Just like Yu'er, if Dad doesn't come back after going out to play, Dad will be angry."

"How long is father late?" Huaiyu felt that Dubao's father was so angry, it must be very late.

Shen Yan pondered slightly: "...more than four years."

"It's been so long!" For children, a few years is like a lifetime. "Then you are playing crazy, why don't you come back?"

Shen Yan was at a loss for words for a while, and didn't know how to answer. After speaking for a long time, he replied: "Because... Dad has a lot of homework to do, and these homework is very difficult, and it will take a long, long time to do it well. And everyone knows Dad If Dad is not at home, then Dad will not be able to go home, and we can only meet outside when Dubao's Dad comes out."

"But we're going home now, Dad, what if you can't go back?" Huaiyu felt that his words didn't make sense.

"It doesn't matter, as long as you are here, 'take the sky as your cover and the earth as your hut', you will be home everywhere." Shen Yan said with a smile, "Isn't it good for us to make another home outside?"

Huaiyu blinked, and then asked: "The homework that Dad did is to go to settle down?"

"You're so smart." Shen Yan patted her head. "I just like you to be lively, like a boy. Dad has a friend, and there is a little girl in his family who is also like you, but not as pungent as you. She is a lady of everyone, and she still has a certain style. "

"Daddy likes me more, or does she like her more?" Huaiyu has been obsessed with it since she was a child, and she is very jealous. "Father, tell me!"

Shen Yan hugged him into her lap, thought about it seriously, and said, "I like both of them, but now you are by my father's side, so naturally I like you more. As for Xisheng, she also has someone who loves her."

"Doesn't she have a mother?" Huaiyu was only over one year old when he entered the general's mansion, he just started to talk, and at first he missed his mother, and often cried at night, Xiao Suo often wanted to hug her to sleep, and coaxed her all night long.Then it gradually faded away, but there were still a few traces of strange emotions in my young heart.

"Her parents have passed away long ago, and she is the only one left." Shen Yan patted her and said, "You are different, you have Dubao's father and father, you will be fine, we all love you. "

Huaiyu frowned and said: "Daddy loves Baosheng, daddy loves Yu'er. I don't like daddy, daddy only loves me, okay?"

"Why don't you like students?" Shen Yan asked without answering.

Huaiyu puffed up his cheeks and said, "Dasheng is always crying, and always sick. When he was young, whenever he was sick, his father would cry secretly, and he would say that Wenyu was not around, and no one loved him. It is obvious that he is loved by others, because If I'm not sick, don't hurt me!"

"Does your Dubao father always cry in secret?" Shen Yan focused on it clearly.

"Father, I said that no one hurts me!" Huaiyu was rather dissatisfied.

Shen Yan hugged her tighter, and said with a smile: "Someone loves her. Daddy Dubao actually loves Yu'er very much, but he is sick and weak, so you have to worry about it. He is an older brother and you are a younger sister. In the future, he will love you too. Let's There are three people in the family who love you."

"Aren't you coaxing me?" Huaiyu was dubious.

"Of course I won't lie to you. A man keeps his word and will never break his word." Shen Yan shook her little hand, "Let's high-five to make an alliance."

Huaiyu giggled and said, "Okay, form an alliance!" Then he asked, "Father...are you still leaving?"

"I won't leave, and I won't leave in the future." Shen Yan lowered his head and kissed her forehead, "Now Yu'er tells dad how your Dubao dad is doing. Does he often cry in secret? Who do you see often and how do you feel?"

"Is there any cake to eat?" Huaiyu's eyes were shining brightly, extremely cunning.

Shen Yan said coquettishly: "If you answer any questions, you can buy a catty; if you hesitate, you can only buy a piece."

"I told you all!" Huaiyu straightened up immediately, "Daddy often cries, but I quietly hid behind the pillars and saw them all. Sometimes I sighed, sometimes I wiped my eyes with my sleeve, and I was always staring at the envelope. Oh... Daddy said, um... He said that there are many people who don’t like Father Wenyu, he hates those people, and when they get rid of them, he will take me and Disheng back to my hometown. Daddy also said, eat well, drink medicine well, sleep well, and Be obedient. Daddy...Uncle Liu told me that Daddy worked very hard and told me not to be naughty."

"But you are not obedient, are you?" Shen Yan nodded her nose, "Your Dubao father is indeed very hard. He is so steady and decisive in front of others, and he will be the same as you in the future. painful."

"Daddy is a double-faced man!" Huaiyu widened his eyes and said in amazement, "Uncle Wang's ghost story said that there is a ghost who pretends to be a human being in the daytime. Laugh at the one you like."

Shen Yan laughed at her sullenly: "You should not listen to Uncle Wang's ghost stories well, so as not to be afraid in your dreams at night. What he said is right and wrong. In fact, each of us is a man with thousands of faces, children and adults , all of them."

Huaiyu was stunned, Shen Yan explained: "Yu'er think about it, you are a pampered little naughty in front of your father, you are an obedient little girl in front of your master, and a little adult in front of your friends. When you are sick and take medicine , has become a crying baby again. Don’t you think so?”

"It seems... I didn't cry." Huaiyu muttered.

Shen Yan didn't expect her to understand at such a young age, rubbed her face, got up and said: "Your Dubao daddy will always be a baby in front of me."

He persevered in knocking on the copper ring, and finally kept it until the clouds opened to see the moon, and Xiao Suo opened the door.

"Dubao, I'm tired of standing!" Shen Yan said with a chuckle.

Huaiyu immediately exposed it: "Father is lying, he was sitting just now!"

(three)

Xiao Suo smiled at Huaiyu, hugged the little girl, turned around and walked back, leaving the door open.Shen Yan sees the needle, sneaks into the room sideways, rubs to the side of the bathtub and says, "I'll wash her, you can take a rest while you have free time, I haven't washed her yet."

"Daddy, daddy asked you something, why didn't you answer?" Huaiyu sat on the small stool in the bathtub, holding a splash of water and said with a smile: "Daddy, you can't talk anymore, daddy?"

Xiao Suo supported the side of the basin to wipe her body. Hearing this, he glared at her and said in a low voice, "You are not allowed to talk while taking a bath."

"Everyone talks, daddy knows he loves him and not me." Huaiyu lowered his eyes and said, "Daddy likes me, I want daddy to wash me."

Xiao Suo didn't wait for Father to start, quickly washed her clean, took a big bath towel to wrap her up, and whispered to her: "Little traitor, I bought you with a piece of cake."

"It's a catty cake!" Huaiyu stretched out a short index finger. "I'll keep it for Daddy, Daddy, will you praise me?"

"Of course I praise you, Yu'er is the most considerate." Xiao Suo glanced behind him, and Shen Yanchu, who was punished to stand by himself, did not dare to move. "Yu'er is so obedient, and she sleeps faster, better than Disheng, isn't she?"

After all, Huaiyu was too young to stand the excitement of his two words, so she closed her eyes and said, "I'm going to sleep, Daddy will sing to me longer than Dasheng!"

"Okay, Daddy will sing for you." Xiao Suo patted her and hummed a tune softly, which was "Night Rain and Hearing the Bell" that Yan Jun listened to at the top of Hongjian's building.

Shen Yan's heart was touched, and his face darkened unconsciously.

He came too late, no wonder he was angry.

Xiao Suo coaxed Huaiyu to sleep, passed Shen Yan who was standing there like a tree, went to bed and rested after washing.Neither did Shen Yanjin, nor did he retreat, tiptoely tore off his clothes, and lay beside him, not daring to cross the distance of a book.

He had never seen Dubao angry before, and he didn't know that he was really angry, so unbearable—neither cold nor cold, just leaving you alone, as if you were air, invisible and intangible.

Cold wars are more painful than quarrels because they refuse to communicate.

Emotions can't be vented, they are held in their hearts, and their will is wasted. Day after day, they are born.

Shen Yan froze in a posture and didn't dare to move. When he got up the next day, he fell into a pillow as expected, his neck felt sore and sore as if he had been pressed at the entrance of the vegetable market and chopped.

With this illness, he recalled the past, scolded himself for being stupid, and yelled, "San'er, call a doctor quickly, my head is about to fall off!"

Xiao Suo looked at him, dressed Disheng and Huaiyu on his own, and ignored him.The two little guys stared in a daze, quarreling in the quilt and refusing to obey. They had been spoiled by their loving father for a long time, and they had no fear at all.

Shen Yan fished out Bisheng, put a small shirt on his pocket, and said with a smile: "Good boy, I'll listen to you calling daddy."

Di Sheng stared at him for a moment, then burst into tears.

Xiao Suo hugged him quickly, and coaxed him patiently: "Don't be afraid of life, Daddy is here, I'll give you sweets, okay?"

Huaiyu crawled to Shen Yan's lap with a dark face, and said Nuoxuo: "Father... buy me cakes, you promised yesterday."

"Then you put on your own clothes and get up to wash up." Shen Yan was extremely depressed. He used to be a baby at the front line, but now he is two children.

After breakfast, Shen Yan and the shopkeeper weighed a catty of cakes to distribute to Huaiyu and Disheng, and told them to go to the carriage behind and play with Shen San'er and the others.

Huaiyu is fine, she is just trying to learn how to ride a horse.But Disheng was unwilling, he didn't even want the cake, and looked around to find his father.Shen Yan twisted his mind and lied, "Your Dubao daddy went to the front town to buy you sugar figurines, and he will be back later, you go to the back and wait, he will find you soon."

Disheng was dubious, and Shen San'er hugged him into the car without looking back at every step.Xiao Suo packed his things and came out of the post station, seeing that the two younger ones were not there, he guessed half or so in his heart, but he didn't say anything.

In this way, there were only two people left in the carriage, so Shen Yan showed his old kung fu of salivating, and clung to him and nagged: "Dubao, please take care of me. I feel bad about it. Ah yes! I feel bad about it." It's tight, it's still not good. You ignore me like this, what should I do? Dubao, Dubao, Dubao, Dubao..."

(four)

Xiao Suo was so annoyed that he opened the window and put half his face out to see the scenery.

The flowers are similar every year, and the people are the same every year. He finally came back.

Shen Yan was not discouraged, and leaned on him and said to himself: "I know you are angry, I was wrong, but I really didn't mean it. I thought I was dead at the time, who knows that I am quite strong, Ji Ziyang The styptic powder is also very effective. I woke up after lying in a coffin for a few days. But you have ordered someone to send a funeral message to the court. If I come out, you will be guilty of deceiving the emperor. I can only pretend .

"I also thought about whether to tell you, but I thought, since you have accepted my death, it is just right for me to take the opportunity to get away. If I tell you that I am not dead, once I leave, you must be very concerned about it, and you will not be cruel. , to do what you have always wanted to do but hesitated to do. I took the fake death drug, and the golden cicada escaped its shell. Oh, by the way, I haven't had time to tell you about the fake death drug.

"Do you still remember what Ruan Tong said in my ear before he died? He said he left me a letter and asked me to pick it up. There was a big secret in it. There was another letter in his box The note said that he gave you the first incense for Daogui, burned it as incense, and took it as medicine. He has already mixed the fake death medicine into the spices for you, hoping that one day it will be perfect for you and me.

"Thinking about it, he is proficient in fragrant medicines, so he will naturally do these mysterious things. The person who can dispense medicines that Nan'an people found in Beijing is naturally Ruan Tong who has been working as an undercover agent for me. He is also pitiful. He was sent to Nan'an country. The journey was far away, and his family was hard to find. It took more than a year and nearly two years to go back and forth.

"I went to my hometown to arrange the relevant matters, so I wrote that letter to you. I hoped that you would quickly finish the affairs of the court and come back to meet me. How did you know that the emperor sealed you as a pavilion and asked you to do it?" Before the death of the late emperor, I didn't have time to do the matter of giving credit to the fire consumption. I was afraid that it would delay your important work, so I had to watch secretly to help you deal with those people with evil intentions.

"You don't know yet. You have offended many people by doing this. They don't dare to do anything against your power, but secretly want to kill you. How many times have you walked foolishly, and there are people behind you?" The assassin followed. It's all Eleven's fault, and I don't know how to stay to protect you. When I find him, I will definitely punish him.

"Hey... We have been delayed for so many years, and now we finally meet again, do we need to waste any more time?"

Xiao Suo remained silent, Shen Yan turned over, put his hand on his waist dishonestly, opened his belt, and slowly touched it.

His subordinates didn't respond, he became more and more courageous, and pulled him violently, pulling him into his arms.

"I'm crying again, and I will follow you." Shen Yan leaned over and kissed his cheek, licking away his salty tears with the tip of his tongue, and said in a warm voice: "When your eyes turn red from crying, you really become a bunny, still so delicate.

"I'm sorry... Please forgive me. I deserve to die, but I don't dare to die. How can I rest assured that you are left alone in this world. We will have a good life in the future, and I dare not complain. I will be your cow and horse for the rest of my life Atonement, okay?"

In the final analysis, he once thought the parting between life and death back then was true.

Xiao Suo turned his face sideways, pinched his fingertips, and said indifferently: "I will forgive you only after staying with me for the rest of my life."

(Fives)

For a moment, Shen Yan even suspected that there was something wrong with her ears.

"Are you... are you serious?" He broke Dubao's face, "Are you really willing to forgive me?"

Xiao Suo pursed his mouth, clenched his fist and beat his chest, and couldn't help crying: "No... I will forgive you when you are old!"

"I'm getting old now!" Shen Yan parted his hair, pulled the left side of the back of his head to the front, rummaged for a long time and pulled out a white hair to show him, "Look, I'm all gray I sent it. I was shocked when I found it, and I was depressed for a long time, and then I decided to keep it carefully, thinking that when I see you in the future, if I don’t get forgiveness, I will show it to you, so that I can deceive your heart.”

It is a pity that it happened in vain to end the affairs of the king and win the fame of life and death.

Xiao Suo was sobbing and crying with a stuffy nose, but he couldn't help breaking down into laughter when he heard the words: "You are really... bad."

"I will only be bad to you in the future." Shen Yan picked up the man and hugged him like he hugged Sheng Sheng when he was a child, "Don't wait for the future, I will only be bad to you now. From today on, let's go Don’t look forward to the future, every day is now, a good time, a good day.”

"It's not once or twice that you are glib, how can I trust you?" Xiao Suo nestled in his arms, his heart was at peace, "You also said such things before, why didn't you leave and scare me, do you know how sad I am? "

At that time, he thought that Shen Yan had let go, but the incident was so sudden that he was still dumbfounded after crying.Shen Yan's body was lying on the couch, still warm, covered in blood, and breathless.

I always feel that he can still wake up, I always feel that he has not left yet, I always feel that as long as I wait, he will get up and hug me, and call out in a low voice: "Dubao."

Time passed like running water, bit by bit, and he gradually cooled down, his hands and feet were also cold, and his heart was also cold.

He also tried his best to warm him, wrapped him in clothes, covered him with a quilt, and poured him strong wine, but nothing worked.

Xiao Suo finally realized that Shen Yan had gone and would never wake up again.

Most of the blood loss is cold, but he doesn't understand, he doesn't understand.He lay beside him, motionless, the brazier was extinguished, and the candles were burned out. He never slept, staring at the tent blankly.

The ancients turned gray all night, and he felt that it didn't make sense. Any mourning that can be uttered can't be called pain!

But he must be obedient, take good care of his life, and avenge Shen Yan, and he must not die, collapse, or remain silent.

The moment he slit Song Tang's throat open, he finally understood why warriors from ancient times were willing to kill their enemies with their own hands - it really relieved their anger!

The people of Tu Shanguo invaded the frontier, causing the army to go out to fight, and their lives were ruined;

Xiao Suo is extremely calm and clear, Tu Shan needs to pay with blood, Qing Liu needs to pay with life, and Du Bao needs to pay him back with day and night torment.

Sneaked into the night wind, moisten things silently.

I don't know when he has become cautious and tough.Xu was in the prison of the Ministry of Criminal Justice, Xu was when he left him for the first time, Xu was on the day Xu Ling ransacked his house, and Xu was mentioning the eldest prince's seizure of the heir apparent.

In the ups and downs of the officialdom, who can get out of the mud without being stained?

Shen Yan is dead, no one is worthy of his softness, no one is worthy of his sincere meeting.

No matter Yao Guifei or Liang Taifu, he is Xiao Suo, but there are only a few grains of sand in the Ganges River, just a speck of dust in history.How about leaving a name in history, and what about being alone?

Finally lost in the torrent.

Others said that he Xiao Suo kept a low profile, was deeply scheming, experienced life and death, and changed his mind drastically.It's really ridiculous, how did they know that he just turned his back.

The softness is left to Shen Yan, and the sharpness is left to the world.

No one in the world can hurt him anymore, and those who are not afraid of the dead have nothing to fear. He finally realized that Ruan Tong's sentence "There is nothing to be afraid of" before his death turned out to be so embarrassing.

is this okay?

he does not know.

It's not good, and it doesn't matter.

who cares?

"I care." Shen Yan hugged him tightly, "I care!"

Xiao Suo held his face, his eyes were burning, and he said, "I love you."