There are many treasures in this country

Shen Yan folded the letter paper, put it back into the envelope, took the box and walked back to the bed, but Xiao Suo disappeared.He held up the candlestick and searched around, turned around the screen, and found him in the side hall.

Probably because he had just left his mother, Disheng suddenly started crying in the middle of the night.Pushing off the quilt with small hands and feet, tears hung on the thick and long eyelashes, making the eyeballs even more sparkling.

Xiao Suo picked him up and patted him helplessly, not knowing what to say to coax him.At such a young age, he still cannot learn a language, let alone speak complete sentences.It is impossible to reason with him, but Xiao Suo is best at reasoning.

"Stop crying, Shi Sheng, don't cry." Just this one sentence over and over again, Xiao Suo felt extremely frustrated, "Are you hungry, or do you want to go to the toilet?"

Shen Yan couldn't help laughing and said: "He's still going to the toilet, you just say he's done peeing." He took the little guy and sent his arms to the left, almost throwing him out.

"Don't—" Xiao Suo was startled, "What are you doing, you'll throw him!"

Shen Yan withdrew his hand and swung to the right again.After doing this two or three times, the villain in the arms was not only not afraid, but "giggled" and laughed.

"How, did you fall?" He proudly showed off.

Xiao Suo hurriedly snatched him away, seeing his white and tender face, he began to cry again, flattened his mouth and said: "He likes you more."

"Who said that?" Shen Yan roused the servants to have a pot of goat's milk boiled, and handed it to him, "You feed him, he also likes you if you take care of him."

Xiao Suo tested the temperature, poured milk into a bowl, put on a bib for him, and fed him spoonfuls.Sure enough, the little guy immediately smiled, licked the wooden spoon reluctantly, and occasionally spit bubbles with his mouth open.

"Look at what I said, right?" Shen Yan deeply felt that he was wise.

"Well, you are amazing, everything is right." Xiao Suo praised sincerely. "Wipe him and put him to sleep, it's late."

Shen Yan pulled the handkerchief beside him, carefully wiped him clean, and put him in the cradle.While shaking his body, Xiao Suo whispered: "Go in and sleep, I'll watch over here."

"Let's not raise him anymore. If you look like this every day, wouldn't I be unable to hug him at night?" Shen Yan was quite dissatisfied, "It's fine to put him to sleep, and you still need to guard him, why are you so delicate!"

Xiao Suo remained unmoved, still sat there, looked at him eagerly and said: "Then you sit across from me and talk to me, and I will go with you after he falls asleep."

Shen Yan sighed, had no choice but to sit down, and said: "Raising him is like raising a little rival in love, feeding him, drinking for him, and even robbing my little wife."

"It's your husband—it's not your little daughter-in-law." Xiao Suo lowered his eyes, stared at the snowball-like body and said, "Look at him, he is so beautiful and cute, so nice. Today's life is really good, think about it When I first met you in the past, I was still homeless, I was burdened with a sea of ​​blood, and it was difficult to even make ends meet. In just two years, it is really unimaginable that my life would be so perfect. This is all Because I met you, I..."

"That's not what you said." Shen Yan interrupted him, "You have never relied on me, you have always relied on yourself. Meeting me is the icing on the cake, even if you didn't meet, it would not be bad. I just helped you to avenge your grievances. I brought you into the capital again. But in the final analysis, I also caused you a lot of disasters. If you want to thank me, I would like to thank myself who studied hard for 24 years and never gave up no matter how hard it was. Without me, I would never give up Your talent and perseverance, sooner or later you will enter the official career, and sooner or later you will have everything you have now. When you won the first prize, you were not in front of me. It's just a pity, I'm afraid you won't be able to have a good time with me!"

"You are not serious." Xiao Suo listened seriously at first, but he didn't want to say those things again in the last sentence. "Anyway, without you, I couldn't live in my hometown. Now I am very satisfied, and I only hope that this life can continue. I am very greedy, and I want to be like this for a long time. But I am also very afraid, It’s just that it’s too good to be true. These days I’m very flustered, and I always feel that I shouldn’t have these things.”

Probably because I am used to swallowing my anger and the world is unsatisfactory, so the days are so smooth and perfect, but I feel uneasy, feeling that I am not worthy, as if quicksand is placed in the palm of my hand, and fireworks are blooming in the sky, but it is just a fleeting prosperity and a fleeting splendor.

"The biggest problem with you is cranky thinking." Shen Yan never believed in these things, nor did he have such fine-grained melancholy, "Am I a big living person here, and Disheng is a small living person here? In front of your eyes, why is it not true? And you... I can't remember that word, how do you say it?"

"Belittle yourself?" Xiao Suo reminded in a low voice.

"Yes, it's self-deprecating." Shen Yan raised his voice unknowingly, and seeing Du Bao pointing his lips with his fingertips and his eyes looking at his body to signal, he said softly, "I hate this the most, why don't you deserve it? You are different from others, not one nose and two eyes? Others deserve it, but you are not worthy? Don’t tell me that you have no status. You are the number one scholar and Zuodu Yushi. Those who are born noble are much more powerful."

Xiao Suo pursed his lips, got up and said, "I will change it, go to sleep."

"I talk about changing it all day long, but I don't really change it." Shen Yan snorted, and walked back with his arms around him. "We have nothing to do in the past two days, so we just hang around here. Wherever you want to go, I will take you there. When the letter from the imperial court arrives, we will get busy. You can also take students around the city, so Small people have to learn not to recognize life. Hey, crying out loudly, I really feel bad, you can give him a nickname, just like Dubao is very good."

"You dislike the name I gave you." Xiao Suo took off his shoes, climbed into the bed and asked him, "Is your health not good?"

Shen Yan put down the candlestick and turned over: "It's not bad, it just sounds like a cursive script, not kind. Your parents are very foresighted, your word is very good, and it's catchy when you call it, it's unique."

"Stop yelling." Xiao Suo covered his mouth and said, "Only you think it's good. Since I was a child, others have laughed at me. Up to now, the officials in Yushitai still use this as a joke in private."

Shen Yan said with a smile: "That's because they have bad eyesight. What a good word. As soon as you hear it, you are an obedient and sensible boy. I can't do it anymore. When people see me, they think my words are bragging. In fact, they don't know much. This one is called Wenyu. I'm not asking you to change the name of Disheng now, but to give you a baby name, which is fun and easy to support."

"Then I can't think of it." Xiao Suo shook his head and said, "You get up. What is the name of Xi Sheng from Mr. Preface's house? You can refer to it."

"She's a little girl, how could she give me her baby name." Shen Yan thought for a while, and suddenly his eyes lit up, "Hey...it's called Fugua, how about it, isn't it very good? It's festive and interesting, and it sounds nice. It's also catchy when you stand up."

"Fu... Fugua." Xiao Suo laughed dryly, and said seriously: "I think it's better not to have a baby name, so as not to hate us in the future."

Shen Yan's face darkened, and he pinched his buttocks to threaten: "Why, do you think my name is not good?"

"No, no... I really don't dare." Xiao Suo knew the current affairs very well, and quickly admitted his mistake, "I was wrong, the name you chose is very good, I... I won't lie..."

Shen Yan snorted, stuffed him into the quilt, and pressed him hard: "Sleep!"

Xiao Suo reluctantly rubbed his head, and said sullenly: "I can't breathe anymore."

"Then hold on." He loosened his arms and lifted the corner of the quilt, still not forgetting to speak hard.

"Hold it, can't hold it back..." Xiao Suo arched his body upwards, yawned, found a comfortable position in his shoulder socket, closed his eyes and muttered: "I promised to be good to me forever, but now it's changed."

Before Shen Yan could answer, he had already fallen asleep, obviously extremely sleepy.

What a fool, if he wants to treat him badly, how can he be willing.

Before dawn the next day, Disheng began to cry.Shen Yan has only been served by himself in his life, and has never served anyone else. He is Xiao Suo, who at most can be regarded as courteous or caring, so he is very irritable and complains while curling up in the quilt.

After coaxing the older ones, Xiao Suo hurriedly put on his clothes and put on his shoes to coax the younger ones.It's time for Chenpai to feed Disheng and let him lie in the cradle and play with his fingers.

After Shen Yan got enough sleep, stretched his waist and finished washing, he came over refreshed and called him to have breakfast.

Xiao Suo has always been silent when he eats and sleeps, although he indulges occasionally, but the old habit is hard to change.Shen Yan was not used to following the rules, so he handed him a piece of broomcorn cake and said, "I have this today, but you can eat it if you want to eat it that day."

This was the first thing Xu Shi ate when he was hungry, Xiao Suo now has special feelings for it, and the delicacies of mountains and seas are not as sweet as it.

"I think what the emperor means is that he wants us to negotiate with the Tu Shan people." Shen Yan put down the bowl and said coldly, "It was agreed before we came here that if we can capture Wuyun City, we will take advantage of the victory and pursue Tu Shan in one fell swoop." People rushed to the Tianshan Mountains. It’s good now, but they changed their minds again. These people are extremely cunning, if we let them go, they will still be a disaster in the future.”

Xiao Suo couldn't help but want to speak for the king, and said earnestly and earnestly: "The emperor is sick, and his health is getting worse. He only hopes to end the war soon. Naturally, he doesn't want to fight any more. I can understand it. If you do what you say, I'm afraid it will happen sooner or later." How can the emperor wait for this battle to be over for a year. No matter how far we drive them away, it will be useless if we can't hold them here in the desert. Moreover, they threatened us when we negotiated peace in the past. The alliance under the city is not easy to decide. It's different now, we've choked them by the throat, it's beneficial but not harmful. Besides, isn't General Fan still in their hands?"

"That's true." Shen Yan said, "I thought General Fan was in the city, but they were so cunning that they had already transferred people. Now General Fan is their bargaining chip, and they will not let it go easily. In public and private, we They were all saved. Yu Si, he has been my boss for many years, and he has been kind to me. Yu Gong, if we don’t save him, I’m afraid it will chill the hearts of soldiers on the battlefield, and who will work for the court in the future!”

Xiao Suo nodded: "That's true, but I think...it's good to negotiate peace with them. Don't be angry, I know you don't like to negotiate peace, I just don't want to fight anymore...I'm afraid."

"I'll be fine." Shen Yan patted him on the shoulder and comforted him: "When we go back, I will ask the emperor to resign."

"The emperor will never agree." Xiao Suo asserted, "He still wants you to support the eldest prince to ascend the throne, so how could he be willing to let you go. The emperor really loves you, and at this point, he still wants you to be a justifiable supporter Minister, this is clearly protecting your future wealth and honor."

"You are too kind-hearted, so you always think of the best." Shen Yan disagrees, "You don't even think about it, if the eldest prince ascends the throne, I will be the number one minister in this dynasty, and when the time comes, I will be the king of power, what will happen to me? Your Majesty Even Yan Jun has been dealt with, do you think I can get it back this time when I go back? Besides, he entrusted me because he was worried about others supporting his son besides me. To put it bluntly, it was for the sake of the royal family and his son. Even He has the intention of flattering me, which is also the most important thing. I don't accept this favor. He treats me as much as a mountain, but not this time. "

Xiao Suo was silent for a long time, then murmured: "You can't say that about the emperor."

Shen Yan smiled, but didn't make a sound.

Come in at [-]:[-], and say: "Master, the wood is covered with oil, Mr. Ruan has also carried it over, when will the fire be lit?"

Xiao Suo knew what he was talking about, and his mood suddenly fell to the bottom, his head drooped, and he lost his appetite.

Seeing this, Shen Yan rubbed his hair and said, "I'll send him off for the last time. If you're timid, don't go there."

Fang took two steps, Xiao Suo suddenly remembered something, and shouted: "Wait, put this in the Sheng Lian him... bottle." Then he took out a sachet from his pocket.

Shen Yan took it and strode out.

A high platform was set up in the empty courtyard in front of the hall, and Ruan Tongan lay quietly on it, surrounded by wood.There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, as if he was alive, flirtatious and unparalleled, his expression seemed to be extremely peaceful.

Shen Yan put the letter he left in his hand, lit the torch himself, and threw it over.

Flames exploded, dyeing half of the clouds red.

Not long after, Eleven put the snow-white ashes into a porcelain jar and handed it to Shen Yan.The latter put the sachet given by Xiao Suo on top and sealed the lid.

Come and go like smoke, but in the end it's just a handful of dust.

Shen Yan raised his eyes to look at the clouds. Gathering and dispersing are impermanent, and this is roughly the case in a person's life.

"I know that life is not a delusion! I know that death is not a weak one who doesn't know where to go! I know that the dead don't regret the birth?" Xiao Suo didn't know when he came to him. Behind it, "This time, I don't know if it's not rebirth, maybe I can really be liberated, and I don't know."

"I don't understand what you're talking about." Shen Yan smiled and looked back at him, "I'll just believe what you said."

"That's fine."

The author has something to say:

This passage from Xiao Suo comes from "Zhuangzi Neipian Qiwulun", which means—how do I know that being greedy for life is not a mistake?How do I know that people's fear of death is not like wandering outside in childhood and not knowing how to return to their hometown?How do I know that a dead person will not regret that he once lived?

The countdown to the end is over, there may be two or three chapters left, and so is the extra episode.