Bad treatment center

Ji Jie has indeed a lot of love history, he has had many girlfriends, and they all ended up breaking up. Ji Jie does not think he is a qualified boyfriend, nor will he deny his "scum", at least for now.Just like the moment the paper airplane leaves your hand, no one knows where it will fly, what kind of trajectory it will have, whether it will slide to the distance with a beautiful curve, or turn back to your side, no one knows.

Middle school, a period of ignorance and innocence, and love is like an attractive candy with a beautiful coat guarding the door, sneaking into the hearts of every girl who passes by, bit by bit, the sweetness begins to disperse, the girls Start to learn how to dress up, start to fantasize about meeting a handsome and brave Prince Charming, who only loves himself, rides a horse that only carries himself, and wields a sword that is only used to protect himself.

And the appearance of Ji Jie, handsome and aloof, made some girls see the prince who only existed in their fantasy, so they were delighted, throbbing, and couldn't wait to paint their own fairy tales with their own hands.

Ji Jie is just a teenager, rebellious and withdrawn, independent, but he also enjoys the superiority of being liked from the bottom of his heart.

Later, he also met a girl he liked better. It was in the first year of high school. She broke into his heart unscrupulously like a ray of light, and he also pampered her like a princess. It was the first taste of love. It's very sweet.

But slowly, I don't know from which day, the girl began to become a little depressed, and she talked less, until one day, she appeared in front of him with a wound on her face, crying and saying that a little gangster stopped her from school On the way, they threatened her not to let her be with him, but she didn't listen, and then they beat her.

Ji Jie was very angry, found those little gangsters, beat them up, and warned them not to trouble that girl again, otherwise they would never go around them.

Since then, Ji Jie also began to accompany the girl home, and the situation seemed to have calmed down, and the girl's face began to restore the old smile, which is one of the reasons why Ji Jie likes her very much.

But at the end of a subsequent weekend, the girl never came to school.

The girl seemed to have withdrawn from his world so suddenly. Ji Jie went to her house, but was told by the neighbor that she had moved, saying that something happened to the little girl, and saw the police coming, but it seemed that nothing happened in the end. explain.

Ji Jie finally found out what had happened to the girl. He acted like he was going crazy, and finally found a nearby car repair shop, and the gangsters there seemed to be ready early, waiting for him to hit him with guns. .

The gangsters in the garage are different from the ones they encountered before. They are all adults who dropped out of school early to mix society, and because they are "like-minded", they get together.

Whether there were many people on the opposite side, or whether there were tools, Ji Jie didn't think about anything, he scolded the beasts at them viciously, and then rushed up with his bare hands, tearing and wrestling with them. It was getting darker and darker, and it seemed to be covered with a layer of orange red. It was dark for a while, and red for a while. In a trance, Ji Jie thought he had reached the entrance of hell.

Ji Jie was lying on the ground exhausted, his eyes were completely red, and his body was covered with blood, some of his own and some of those gangsters. At that time, he thought he was going to die there, but in his hazy consciousness, he seemed to see blood. Seeing a figure, it should be that person who sent him to the hospital.

At that time, Ji Jie was just a middle school student, and those gangsters didn't take him seriously at all, but he used an almost crazy fight to make those gangsters who had already entered the society remember Ji Jie. The name Jay.

Since then, Ji Jie has also started to have some pony boys around him, although Ji Jie never admits them.

And after that incident, what can be clearly felt is that Ji Jie has become more withdrawn, and seems to be more lonely than before. The surrounding area seems to be covered with a thick layer of ice, making it difficult to approach.

Later, he received a love letter from a girl, and that girl's name had appeared in the mouths of those gangsters, Gu Yuyu.

Ji Jie felt that he was almost out of anger, but this kind of anger also made him feel his own existence and his fluctuating emotions.

Maybe it was dominated by that anger, Ji Jie agreed to her.

Gu Yuyu was very happy, circling around him every day, but she couldn't see Ji Jie's mind at all.

Sometimes looking at her smile, Ji Jie would have a feeling of floating in the air, his limbs seemed to be limp and uncontrollable, without a fulcrum, unable to fall, like a puppet being manipulated by silk threads.

Ji Jie didn't know what to do, his heart was full of hatred, her smile reminded him of that sweet and clean smile, and his hatred became heavier, and it was also this smile that made him feel A sense of guilt, contradictions criss-crossed, he suddenly wished that he was a puppet, hoped that someone could control him, tell him which part to move, how many angles to move, what kind of expression on his face, and what to smile. To what extent is it maintained.

The fatigue almost made Ji Jie unable to breathe, he finally chose to give up, broke up with the girl, and tried to let go of everything in the past.

It is obviously not that easy to erase a memory, but it is not very difficult to pretend to forget.

With this dividing point, the complicated knots entangled in the heart gradually loosened, and the order gradually became clear, and life seemed to return to the normal track little by little.

Ji Jie thought so.

But for a while, Ji Jie suddenly became the object of talk and criticism among the students.

Ji Jie probably guessed the reason, but he didn't bother to defend himself, so let's just leave it at that, anyway, for his life, it was just an inconspicuous pebble, which couldn't cause any waves.

But the rumors became more and more raging, which alarmed the school, and Ji Jie was called to the office. The school's office is grade-based, and it happened that all the third-year teachers were there that day.

The head teacher was a middle-aged man in his 40s. When he saw Ji Jie coming, he frowned deeply and asked what was going on with Ji Jie and that girl.

Ji Jie stood with his hands in his pockets, a little askew, "I've been in love for a while."

"that's it?"

"Ah."

The class teacher slapped the book on the desk and made a "bang" sound, and the eyes of other teachers around were also looking at this side.

"You look like you're fooling around all day long, you're not up to the mark, or if you say that you can do that kind of animal thing, I really don't doubt it at all."

Ji Jie frowned and didn't respond.

The teacher in charge stood up, walked to Ji Jie's side, stretched out his hand and poked Ji Jie a few times, "You look good, don't you act maverick, don't you think you're cool, don't you think I'm cool, I'll just leave it here today , a student like you, Ji Jie, will never be successful. In this school, you think you are someone. When you leave the school, let me tell you, you are a fart, and you have a good-looking face. Well, tell me what's the use, even if you find a rich woman to make a fool of yourself, no one will want you."

As soon as the head teacher finished speaking, Ji Jie's expression changed instantly. He looked, or rather glared at the head teacher, his eyes were full of anger.

The head teacher snorted coldly, "What are you staring at? Am I wrong? You can even do such a thing as a female classmate. Really, it's a good thing that he is clever and didn't let you succeed. Otherwise, you Forget it, it almost ruined a girl's life."

After listening, Ji Jie was stunned for a while before straightening out his words, and finally figured out what Gu Yuyu was doing behind the scenes.

He clenched his fists, and then walked straight out the door, ignoring the teacher's scrutiny.

Behind him, the head teacher yelled "Hey".

Ji Jie stopped, turned back, walked in front of him, gritted his teeth, and punched him hard, "I don't know if I'm good or not, but you are a fucking bad teacher."

The news about Ji Jie beating the teacher spread, and Ji Jie became a famous figure in the school. Many students were eager to join his circle of friends, but they were all a bit afraid.

As for the love letters received, on the contrary, there have been more love letters, and many of them have fallen into the hands of the class teacher. Unfortunately, the love letters that have not yet emerged died early.

Not long after, Ji Jie had a new girlfriend who was Gu Yuyu's good friend.

Ji Jie made it very clear to her that he didn't like her, he just wanted Gu Yuyu to suffer, and the girl knew it very well, saying that she just wanted to have a relationship with him and give the little theater in her heart a happy ending. By the way, enrich my somewhat monotonous youth.

Gradually, Ji Jie seemed to see it. He no longer used his fragmented emotions to collide with the world, but accepted everything calmly, trying to make himself happier.

So, he began to change girlfriends frequently and at a loss, and said all kinds of sweet words, casually.What kind of words, what kind of actions will make girls blush, and what kind of smiles will make girls' hearts flutter, he has everything at his fingertips, or maybe it's just because he did these things, so those girls like them.

He seemed to have really become a puppet. It wasn't him in front of the girls, but the man playing with the silk thread behind his back.

And in high school, the last girlfriend he had was a sweet-looking girl who had two dimples when she smiled. Once when the two of them went shopping, the girl suddenly took his hand and said that she would take him somewhere. After arriving, Ji Jie discovered that it was a hotel.

Some very bad memories were instantly brought back from the depths of his mind, Ji Jie frowned, shook off her hand, told her to stay away from him in the future, and don't get close to him, then turned and left.

Later, the photos of them in front of the hotel were exposed, which caused an uproar in the school again. Whether it was the girls who had been rejected or the boys who were jealous, they were all waiting to see Ji Jie's jokes.

For the school, it is just to adjust the monitoring and make a clarification, but for those who do not want to believe, you will never be able to wipe the dirt from their eyes.

Regarding this incident, Ji Jie didn't take it too seriously, but he heard that this incident caused a great blow to that girl.

That was the second semester of high school.

Since then, Ji Jie has never had a girlfriend again, probably because of this, his grades have improved a lot, and his grades, which were barely at the undergraduate level, have gradually reached the threshold of a book.

The teachers also discussed it in private, thinking it was incredible, but in fact only Ji Jie knew that no matter how badly he behaved, he never slacked off on his studies, because he had a university that he definitely wanted to go to, and a A commitment that you must want to fulfill.

It's just that at this right age, with a reckless youthful spirit, he met some wrong people, leaving ugly scars that can't go away.

During the three years of high school, Ji Jie had a distorted and biased understanding of the word love, and had an indelible prejudice against "girls".

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And when he first met Luo Qin that day, Ji Jie did not deny that he felt like he was back in high school. He didn't really like Luo Qin, but that feeling was like a suppressed beast that suddenly broke through the confinement. Then he firmly controlled Ji Jie's body.

Ji Jie didn't like this, but he couldn't resist. There seemed to be another stronger and darker self deep in his heart.

After a short time together that day, after calming down, Ji Jie's consciousness gradually became clear.

If you ask him what he thinks of Luo Qin, Luo Qin is indeed a very good girl, gentle and considerate, generous and decent, very likable.But he knew that he was not really tempted, and those old scars had formed a thick scab in his heart, and he didn't want to open it easily, and he didn't want to touch the so-called love easily, so In the end, he chose to take the initiative to shield Luo Qin from his own world.