Cleanliness

At three o'clock in the morning, Yu Qinghan tossed and turned on the bed unable to sleep, put on some clothes and got out of bed, went out of the room, looked around in the corridor, confirmed the direction, then turned left, walked forward along the dim light, turned again He turned a few turns and stopped at the door of a ward.

"Second Miss." A bodyguard on night shift leaned against the corner and stood like a stake. Seeing Yu Qinghan coming, he walked out of the corner and greeted her.

"Xiao Tong is asleep?" Yu Qinghan asked.

"I went to bed after ten o'clock, so don't worry about the second lady."

"Understood." Yu Qinghan waved his hand, and the bodyguard retreated back to the dark place.

Yu Qinghan stood at the door for a few minutes before pushing the door open and going in.

The corridor is very dark, but the room is bright. Xiao Tong is afraid of the dark. The big lights and small lights in the ward are on 24 hours a day. They have not been turned off since Xiao Tong came in. Even the floor light by the bathroom door is always on 24 hours a day.Even so, Xiao Tong did not sleep peacefully. Even when she entered a deep sleep under the influence of sedatives, her brows were always wrinkled. When she woke up, her expression was dull, so she brought all the sorrows into her dreams. .

Tonight was uncharacteristically.

Yu Qinghan squatted beside Xiao Tong's bed, lying on the edge of the bed and quietly watching Xiao Tong's sleeping face, no sedative was used tonight, Xiao Tong fell asleep by himself, sleeping very peacefully, without frowning anymore, Her face was no longer bitter, and even the corners of her mouth were obviously curled up, as if she was having a sweet dream.Yu Qinghan's movements became lighter, and he couldn't bear to wake her up.

Xiao Tong likes to sleep with his body arched, his whole body huddled into a ball, only occupying a small bulge at the corner of the bed, with his hands on his chest, slightly grasping his fists, his nose slightly flaring, in a sleeping position like a baby.

Yu Qinghan brushed her long hair scattered on her face behind her ears, touched her forehead with her palm and stroked it, and finally stopped on her cheek, and couldn't help but lightly touched the corner of her mouth with her thumb.Not eating for many days has made her weak, her lips are white and dry, and she has a little skin. Yu Qinghan's thumb strokes it, but it doesn't feel painful. , would like to use their own lips to personally feel such a wonderful touch.

She has always been an actionist, she lowered her head and approached, and was about to touch those dry lips, but stopped abruptly, and backed away.

Xiao Tong managed to sleep naturally, if he woke up, he might have to rely on medicine to fall asleep again.

Chen Luo said that that thing is easy to become addicted, and it can also cause chronic poisoning. Using it one more time will cause more damage to Xiao Tong's body. Everyone said that Yu Qinghan deliberately killed Xiao Tong, as long as Xiao Tong Hold it in your own hands, even if she dies, you can count as your wish fulfilled.

Yu Qinghan smiled wryly, who would have thought that she still has some sincerity towards Xiao Tong, as long as she can live, of course she doesn't want her to die.

In the end, Yu Qinghan's kiss only fell on the side of Xiao Tong's face, a superficial kiss, just a light touch, like a feather passing by.It's just like this, Yu Qinghan already felt that sweetness began to appear on the tip of his bitter tongue.

Xiao Tong probably felt it, moved uncomfortably, raised his hand and scratched the side face kissed by Yu Qinghan, continued her sweet dream, dropped his hand outside the quilt and did not take it back.

The hand that fell outside had clear veins on the back of the hand, dotted with needle holes, and the five fingers were like branches covered with a layer of pale human skin, terrifying and fragile.

Yu Qinghan held that hand, it was cold, if he could not feel the weak pulse, he would really be dead.In summer, the temperature is so high that Xiao Tong's room doesn't even turn on the air conditioner, but this hand is so cold that Yu Qinghan's heart is also half-cold from the cold.

Yu Qinghan remembered the multiple choice question Mo Xiyuan gave her: let Xiao Tong die in front of her eyes, or let her live away from her.

Yu Qinghan didn't want Xiao Tong to die, and she didn't want Xiao Tong to leave far away. She didn't understand why this could be an either-or multiple-choice question. Could it be that Xiao Tong couldn't live well and stay by her side?She and Xiao Tong have been together for so many years, what's wrong with being together for the rest of the year.

But Xiao Tong's extremely cold hand was held in Yu Qinghan's palm, and she faintly felt that maybe Mo Xiyuan's multiple choice question was right.

Xiao Tong's life will only pass away by his side, Xiao Tong can only live if he is far away, so far away that Xiao Tong can no longer see him.

Yu Qinghan felt that she was a vine clinging to Xiao Tong's body, day after day, year after year, and finally sucked Xiao Tong's life dry.Not only life, but also her will to live were sucked dry.

"Xiao Tong, give me another chance, I will definitely love you very much." Yu Qinghan lay on Xiao Tong's bedside, holding her hand and whispering.

But because she disturbed his dream, Xiao Tong unconsciously withdrew his hand from her palm, turned over, and turned his back to Yu Qinghan.

Yu Qinghan has long since disappeared from Xiao Tong's dream.

Probably worrying about gains and losses is like this, even Xiao Tong's unconscious dodge can make Yu Qinghan's heart ache.

Xiao Tong bowed his body and shrunk to the corner of the bed, leaving a huge space, even though he knew she didn't mean that, but Yu Qinghan still couldn't help thinking that this was probably an invitation.Yu Qinghan has been hit to despair by one fact after another these days, and she always needs to find something to comfort herself, otherwise she is afraid that she will not be able to hold on.

Was it the same for Xiao Tong in the past, she could treat any random action of hers as a meaningless hope, and she lasted for so many years?

Thinking of this, Yu Qinghan's heart hurts even more, and the long and deep pain hits him in bursts, like being sharpened bit by bit with a blunt knife.

Yu Qinghan couldn't stand the pain all of a sudden, but Xiao Tong has been in pain for so many years.

No wonder Xiao Tong got sick that day, and all he could say was "I'm in so much pain".

Over and over again, heartbroken.

Until now, Yu Qinghan didn't know that those cries that seemed crazy were all true.It's just that I never felt the same way, so I ignored it.

Yu Qinghan kicked off her slippers, and sneaked into Xiao Tong's bed lightly.

There was only some faint warmth in the quilt, Yu Qinghan lay on her side against Xiao Tong's back, just lying down, Xiao Tong turned over again, and voluntarily and consciously pressed into her arms.

Yu Qinghan was so frightened that she froze all over, thinking that Xiao Tong was about to wake up, she dared not move for a long time.

It wasn't until Xiao Tong's even and long breath passed through Yu Qinghan's eardrums that Yu Qinghan's stiff back gradually relaxed, and what followed was overjoyed, that in this life, he could still wait until the day when Xiao Tong threw himself into his arms. Unbelievable, Yu Qinghan was so nervous that she forgot to breathe, slowly and little by little she wrapped her arms around Xiao Tong, until she completely wrapped her in her arms and buried her face in Xiao Tong's hair, then she silently let out a satisfied cry. Sigh.

Yu Qinghan felt that half of her bloody heart had finally returned to her chest cavity, and the heat from her heart became warm and real.

Yu Qinghan's body temperature is usually higher than ordinary people, but now he still has symptoms of a low-grade fever. Xiao Tong's body temperature is low, he found the heat source, squeezed closer to Yu Qinghan's arms, and pressed his face against Yu Qinghan's heart The location, sleep more and more at ease.

She hated and feared Yu Qinghan in her heart, her body felt Yu Qinghan's body temperature for so many years, but she had already developed a dependence, and would actively and consciously look for the heat source.

So the two hugged each other like this and slept all night.

In Xiao Tong's dream is the sunny and warm grass and the sweet candied haws in his mouth. In Yu Qinghan's dream is the shy and innocent Xiao Tong who used to smile.

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The next day, Yu Qinghan was kicked out of bed by Xiao Tong screaming.

Yu Qinghan was still in the dream, only heard a high-pitched cry, and then a dull pain in her stomach, with a "boom", and when she realized it, she had already fallen on the floor, and the pain along with her stomach was like falling Cracked tailbone.

Yu Qinghan supported the edge of the bed, and Xiao Tong's slap in the stomach, the tailbone came into close contact with the cold and hard floor, cold sweat broke out, she stood up with her teeth in her canthus, crawled onto the bed and lay on her stomach, After stiffening for a while, he took a breath.

"Second Miss, are you alright?" The bodyguard has good ears and heard the movement a long time ago. He was afraid that something would happen to Yu Qinghan, so he didn't dare to go in, so he had to ask loudly outside.

"No...it's okay..." Yu Qinghan took a deep breath, gritted his teeth and said, "Go... find a surgeon..."

"Can Dr. Sun do it?" the bodyguard asked.

"Whatever, just be a surgeon anyway!" Yu Qinghan roared, "Go as soon as I tell you, what are you talking about?"

The bodyguard didn't dare to delay, so he hurried to contact the doctor.

After Yu Qinghan yelled this sentence, she was dizzy with pain. She tilted her head to look at Xiao Tong, only to see the culprit crouching against the corner of the wall, as if not daring to breathe. I shivered deeply.

Yu Qinghan thought about how yesterday this person was talking and laughing with Jing Xing, her heart ached and her tailbone hurt, and the kick on her stomach also hurt faintly, in short, she felt uncomfortable everywhere.

"Okay, at least you have reacted to me a little bit." Yu Qinghan laughed at himself, and laughed at Xiao Tong.

Xiao Tong felt that Yu Qinghan was about to swallow her with his mouth open.

Dr. Sun is an orthopedic doctor in the private hospital of Yu's family. He is still at the other side of the city. Even if he rushes over now, it will be several hours later. The bodyguards were afraid that Yu Qinghan would be in danger if he delayed the time, so he randomly arrested two people in the second hospital. A surgeon came over. The bodyguard was a strong man with a height of nearly 1.9 meters. He kicked open the door of the doctor's office, grabbed the hapless surgeon by the collar and drove him out. The two doctors were frightened and foolish, thinking that they were being kidnapped in broad daylight. He didn't dare to breathe out, and was carried into Xiao Tong's ward by the bodyguards.

"..." Yu Qinghan looked at the doctors in the bodyguard's hands, and the veins on his forehead were about to pop out.

"I hurt my tailbone, what the hell do you mean by asking two male doctors to come over? Get lost! Find a woman to come over!"

"..." The bodyguard was also very wronged in his heart, thinking that as long as he could cure diseases, why should he pay attention to male and female doctors?Aren't they all doctors?It seems that it's not a life-threatening disease. Hearing Miss Yu's roar, I'm afraid she's more angry than herself.However, I still listened to Yu Qinghan's order, politely invited the two unlucky doctors out of the ward, bowed and apologized again and again, "Sorry, I thought the situation was critical and rushed to save people, and disturbed the two doctors, please You forgive me. Don't worry, you two, someone will come to discuss compensation with you later, sorry again."

"No, it doesn't matter." The two doctors were also frightened. You pushed each other and slipped away. It's still a matter of life, so it doesn't matter whether they pay compensation or not.

The bodyguards learned their lesson this time, and politely invited a 35-year-old female doctor over. The doctor took a look and asked Yu Qinghan to take an X-ray to confirm that there was no bone injury. Take the plaster for swelling and pain and leave.

The room was noisy and silent, repeated several times, and finally only Yu Qinghan and Xiao Tong were left.

Xiao Tong remained silent in the corner, just like when he was obsessed with Mu Mu before, he couldn't tell whether it was real or just pretending.

Yu Qinghan was still lying on her stomach, looking at Xiao Tong like that, she was angry and wanted to laugh, and finally pouted her mouth, aggrieved and coquettish with Xiao Tong: "Xiao Tong, you kicked me, it hurts to death, give me Knead, okay?"

"Xiao Tong, I'm really in pain, I'm dying of pain..." Yu Qinghan raised his hand to Xiao Tong, as if he wanted Xiao Tong to come to her.

But Xiao Tong just looked at her, and said hoarsely: "Don't come here."

Yu Qinghan stopped his hands in the air, and the smile on his lips became cold.

The author has something to say: I seem to have forgotten to write the title of the last chapter...too stupid...