Cleanliness

"Xiao Tong, I went home today, guess what I found at home?"

Yu Qinghan was washing Xiao Tong's hair.She had someone custom-made a low bed and put it in the bathroom. When she washed Xiao Tong's hair, she carried her to the low bed in the bathroom and lay her head on her lap. Fortunately, Xiao Tong only resisted taking a bath. He didn't have that much fear of washing his hair, and silently lay his pillow on Yu Qinghan's thigh, without much resistance, and didn't even change his posture.Yu Qinghan took the shower to test the water temperature, and while pouring water on her long hair, she talked in a rambling manner.

"I found the photos of us when we were in high school. The photo stickers, hehe, are caught in your favorite book, and they are all yellowed."

The long hair was completely soaked, Yu Qinghan put down the shower, squeezed some shampoo into her hands, rubbed out bubbles and hit Xiao Tong's hair, "That's the first time we took a photo together, right? The photo was taken in the video game city , At that time, it seemed to be very popular to take photo photos, right? The two of them were squeezed into a small machine, surrounded by colorful backgrounds, and even pressed the shutter by themselves. I couldn’t help laughing when I turned it out today. , It's too rustic, so stupid."

Xiao Tong was lying flat, his eyes seemed to be looking at the ceiling of the bathroom, but he didn't seem to be looking at it.What Yu Qinghan rubbed on her head was full of white foam, as if her head was covered with snow.Xiao Tong's hair has not been trimmed for a long time, it has grown to waist length, it is really inconvenient to wash, Yu Qinghan squeezed the shampoo three times, washed it little by little, and then lathered all her hair once.The nurse saw it a few times and persuaded Yu Qinghan a few times. In summer, the hair is so long that it takes an afternoon to wash it. It's better to cut it short. It's also convenient for Yu Qinghan, but Yu Qinghan ignored it.

She likes to see Xiao Tong's waist-length hair.

Xiao Tong's hair is naturally straight, it is gentle and soft when it is loose, and it looks beautiful as if it came out of the painting.

Anyway, Yu Qinghan has plenty of time, so he is not in a hurry.

"deceived you"

"You are not stupid at all. I remember that I wanted to kiss you at that time, but you refused to let me hide for a while, my face was blushing, and it was very beautiful."

"It's me who is stupid, not only stupid, but also bad. Xiao Tong, do you think I'm really bad?"

Of course Xiao Tong would ignore her, Yu Qinghan picked up the shower again and rinsed off the foam from Xiao Tong's hair little by little, "I remember we took several sets of photos at that time, right? I don't know where to throw those photos I went, I didn't expect you to stay."

"I was wrong just now." Yu Qinghan laughed in a low voice, "Xiao Tong, you are quite stupid."

Yu Qinghan was afraid that water would get into Xiao Tong's eyes, so the shower was turned on very small and the washing was very slow. Even though there was a towel on her lap, it was still wet a lot, but now that the weather is hot, it's okay. It doesn't feel cold either.She rinsed off the shampoo foam, took a dry towel, slowly wiped Xiao Tong's hair half-dry, applied another layer of conditioner, waited for a few minutes, picked up the shower again, this time the water was flowing If it is a little bigger, rinse out the conditioner, run your fingers through the long hair, stop when you encounter a knotted hair, untie it carefully, and then rinse.

It took more than three hours to wash her hair. After washing, Yu Qinghan's trousers were almost useless, but Xiao Tong was not wet at all. She wiped her hands, carried Xiao Tong back to the hospital bed, and took the hair dryer for her. Xiao Tong was blowing his hair, at this moment, Chen Luo came to make rounds.

"Yo, your pants are all wet? What are you playing?" Chen Luo was wearing a white coat, holding a clipboard, and a pen pinned to his pocket. Come from another ward.

As soon as she entered the door, she saw Yu Qinghan whose pants were all soaked, and couldn't help but tease her, but her dress was so dignified that Yu Qinghan wasn't sure if she was serious when she said this. Or just opened a yellow accent.

"Did Xiao Tong's mood change today?" Chen Luo asked.

"I had cramps in my legs last night, and I woke up half an hour earlier than usual this morning." Yu Qinghan took a pillow and put it behind Xiao Tong's back for her to lean against her waist, turned on the hair dryer to the lowest setting for warm air, and left Dry her hair from a distance.

"It may be drug resistance." Chen Luo recorded on the splint, "It is not an option to continue like this. Sooner or later, it will be chronically poisoned, and I am afraid that even the nerves will be damaged."

"Then what should we do? Can we reduce the dosage?"

"Now she has developed drug resistance. Reduce the dosage, can she still sleep? Keeping her brain highly excited for a long time is more likely to cause sudden death." Chen Luo said, "If you want her to get rid of it earlier, this is a good way."

Yu Qinghan was startled when he heard the word "dead", the hair dryer almost fell to the ground, "Is there no other way?"

"There is a way, it depends on whether you accept it or not."

"If you let me say that..."

"No."

no?Yu Qinghan turned to look at her, "Then what else can you do?"

Chen Luo asked, "Do you know Jing Xing?"

Hearing this name, Yu Qinghan's expression turned ugly. She didn't want to hear this name, so she turned back and continued to blow Xiao Tong's hair, and asked coldly: "Why do you mention her?"

"That means we know each other." Chen Luo smiled slightly, "She wants to see Xiao Tong."

"No." Yu Qinghan refused straight away, "I don't think this person will help Xiao Tong's condition."

"How do you know if you don't try?"

"What if the condition she stimulates Xiao Tong gets worse?" Yu Qinghan asked back.

Chen Luo almost laughed out loud, and sarcastically said: "You are stimulating here every day, and Xiao Tong's condition hasn't gotten worse, let alone someone who treats her well?"

Yu Qinghan was speechless by her choking, so she had no choice but to stick her neck and say: "No way, no way, I will never let Xiao Tong see her."

"Okay." Chen Luo nodded, "Then let Xiao Tong go on like this, but continue to increase the amount of tranquilizers, anyway, tranquilizer addiction and chronic poisoning are not a serious disease, do not eat or drink It's nothing, there is a nutritional needle hanging on, and I won't die for a while, Miss Yu, as a family member of the patient, doesn't care, and I don't need to worry about it."

She stopped recording, put the cap on the pen, put it back into her pocket, and said indifferently: "That's right, maybe the current Xiao Tong is more in line with Ms. Yu's wishes, neither rejecting nor resisting, like a doll who can't speak or move , it’s quite beautiful, just play it like a house, play it for seven or eight years, when you get tired of it, Xiao Tong will die, just die cleanly, let you find a new doll, how good it is.”

Yu Qinghan lowered her head and carefully blew Xiao Tong's hair, her expression was as usual, as if she was completely unaffected by Chen Luo's words.

When Chen Luo turned around and was about to leave, Yu Qinghan asked, "How do you know Jing Xing?"

Chen Luo smiled and said, "Who do you think brought Xiao Tong here for treatment?"

Yu Qinghan understood.

Of course, Xiao Tong's friends are pitifully few, Jing Xing is the only one who has been close to him for so many years, if he has this disease, if Jing Xing hadn't brought her here, wouldn't it be she who came to see her?

Yu Qinghan said: "Anyone can do it, but Jing Xing can't." Yu Qinghan finally snatched Xiao Tong back from Jing Xing, how could he give it back?Besides, it's not that Yu Qinghan has never seen Jing Xing and Xiao Tong's way of getting along, it's so natural and harmonious, Jing Xing doesn't look at Xiao Tong in the right way, it's definitely not the way he looks at a friend, now he pushes Xiao Tong to Jing Xing, Then my last hope was gone.

No, absolutely not.

Chen Luo glanced at Yu Qinghan, and suddenly understood how Xiao Tong came to this field.Chen Luo saw all the coldness of the world in the hospital, and he never met a few people who were more selfish and colder than Yu Qinghan.

Such a person also has someone who is desperate for her?

What a pathetic fool.

After Chen Luo left, Yu Qinghan continued to blow Xiao Tong's hair, strand by strand, and combed neatly. Yu Qinghan's trousers were almost dry, but she still took a bath again and changed into a clean body Clothes, sat next to Xiao Tong when he came out, and continued the previous topic of photo stickers.

"I asked someone to take the photo to re-scan and process it. After processing it, I will print it out and make it into a photo frame, okay? It will be placed by your bedside."

"By the way, I also found the letter you wrote to me before."

"You said that you have no sentimentality at all. After finally writing a reply, there were only a few dry words at the beginning: Qinghan, you see the words as you see them, and you are doing well recently..."

"..." Yu Qinghan took Xiao Tong's hand and said, "This sentence is also lying to you."

In fact, when Yu Qinghan looked at the letter, he could imagine Xiao Tong lying on the table, biting the tip of a pen and racking his brains. There must be a pile of waste manuscripts crumpled into paper balls on the table, and he didn't know this fool How long did it take to hold back the letter?

Yu Qinghan only sat for a while before the alarm rang, so she patted Xiao Tong's head and said softly: "Xiao Tong, it's time to go to the bathroom."

Xiao Tong obediently stood up like a robot, and really went into the bathroom.

This was discovered by Yu Qinghan by accident.

After Xiao Tong lost her mind, she wet her pants several times. Fortunately, under the effect of the tranquilizer, she fell into a deep sleep. Yu Qinghan quietly washed her pants in the middle of the night, dried them and changed them back. Xiao Tong didn't After finding out, she didn't make trouble anymore, and later Yu Qinghan seized the time to take her to the toilet, and gradually became a habit, like a conditioned reflex.

At dinner time, the nanny brought the lunch box over, Yu Qinghan scooped up some soup with a spoon, and fed Xiao Tong first, after holding the spoon for a long time, Xiao Tong still didn't eat, Yu Qinghan herself didn't have much appetite, but she knew that now I couldn't break down, barely ate half a bowl of rice, drank some soup, and couldn't eat anything else, so I asked the nanny to clean up and take the food box back.

"Miss..." The nanny belongs to the Yu family. Seeing Yu Qinghan growing up, she felt sorry for Yu Qinghan's body, so she advised her, "Eat a little more, how can this go on..."

"Aunt Zhang, go back, I really can't eat anymore."

"Miss, you haven't gone back for a few months. Both the husband and the old man miss you, and Miss Xiyuan, especially the old man is getting older and his health is not as good as before. If you don't go back, you will hurt him more." Heart."

"Aunt Zhang, you have also seen the situation on my side. It is really inseparable from people."

"But, next week is my husband's birthday, miss, you should go back and have a look..."

Yu Qinghan was taken aback.

Except for the years in high school, I have never been absent from Yu Qingming's birthday. This year, it's my eldest brother's birthday again, but Yu Qinghan feels bitter and doesn't really want to go.Whenever she thinks of her brother now, she thinks of the light kiss between Yu Qingming and Mo Xiyuan that day. Neither of them wanted to see each other.

"Aunt Zhang, I see, you go back first."

The nanny sighed, "Alright then, I'll come back tomorrow."

……

In the evening, Xiao Tong was injected with a sedative again. On the second day, Xiao Tong woke up earlier than the day before. When Chen Luo came to make rounds, he stopped taking notes and frowned. It is too fast, it seems that the dose will be increased in a few days."

On the third day, Xiao Tong began to experience symptoms of awakening from a dream. Yu Qinghan lay on Xiao Tong's bedside to sleep, and was awakened by the noise on the bed. When he opened his eyes, he was startled. The big ones, the whites of the eyes are more black than the eyes, and the face is full of cold sweat. It's almost like a sudden death. Yu Qinghan quickly turned on the light to check. Fortunately, the person is still alive. Like an ice bath.

Xiao Tong couldn't fall back asleep after waking up, so Yu Qinghan sat with her wide-eyed and small-eyed until dawn.

On the fourth day, Chen Luo said, "The condition has gotten worse."

Yu Qinghan didn't sleep all night, with dark circles under his eyes, he said: "I agree."

"what?"

"Let Jing Xing come." Yu Qinghan said wearily, "As long as Xiao Tong can really recover, anything will be fine."

The author has something to say: Some readers say they don't like Jing Xing.

I think it's probably because Jing Xing is just an ordinary person.