I thought he was a weak little white flower

To my surprise, I neither wore it back nor entered reincarnation.When I became conscious again, I found that I had become a ghost, as if I was tied to Heqing, and I couldn't be more than three meters away from him.

Now is the day after my death, Yu Heqing looks dull, dressed plainly, he is preparing to return to Beijing in the mansion, he is still calm and unhurried, he can't see how sad he is.

The whole house is covered with white cloths for funerals. The plain white color is so lifeless that even a dead person like me feels oppressed.

It wasn't until late at night, when everything was done, that he was able to go back to his room to rest. The moment we opened the door, we were all stunned. There were red candles burning in the room, with happy characters on them, and a red three-piece suit on the bed. Marriage room.

Then I remembered that he said that we would get married after the war, and no one could bear to let a happy event turn into a funeral.

He rushed to the bed with a blank expression on his face, and slammed himself on the bed, which was the side where I usually slept.His face was buried in the bright red brocade quilt, and his weeping under his throat pierced my heart like a sword.

I circled around him helplessly, coaxing him incoherently, but the crying didn't stop, the heart-piercing pain couldn't be hidden in the suppressed crying, he couldn't hear me.

I regretted it in just one day, because I knew he couldn't get out, and he would be shrouded in the shadow of my death for the rest of his life.

"I hate you……"

I lay on his side and hugged him weakly: "I'm sorry..."

The consequence of my insistence on going my own way is tormenting Heqing for half of my life, and being trapped by his side to watch his pain and struggle is God's punishment for me.

When he woke up the next day, he was still the dull Yu Heqing, as if my death didn't matter to him.

The joyous atmosphere yesterday lasted less than a day in the barracks and quickly dissipated. They hurried to Beijing with my body, anxiously waiting for the emperor's trial, whether it was a reward or a punishment.

Just like what was said in advance, General Su alone bears the fault, and the crime is not as good as that of family and friends, and the rest are rewarded for their merits. depress.

The powerful officials, brothers, and barbarians were all wiped out, and the emperor was in a good mood to let go of the big stone in his heart, so he went to ask Yu Heqing in private: "I thought you were sincere to him? I saw the wound, and it was really true that Aiqing did it." neat!"

Yu Heqing smiled respectfully: "If I don't act a little bit better, how can I win his trust to take charge of the entire palace and do things for the emperor?"

The emperor clapped his hands and laughed, and praised again and again: "Aiqing is really my right-hand man, and she bears the burden of humiliation to share my worries."

Yu Heqing bowed and flattered: "It is my honor to serve the emperor."

The sage king and the virtuous minister are so inappropriate!

Most of the ministers in the DPRK and China were from aristocratic families, and they were united with each other, working together, and the emperor's many reforms were hindered.He needs a gun in the court, and this person is Yu Heqing. He was born in the harem, he is nothing without the emperor, he is smart enough, and he is in charge of the largest intelligence organization. With military merits, he can be promoted logically.The aristocratic family who regarded themselves highly in the court obviously disdain to be with him. He is doomed to be isolated by the courtiers, and can only rely on the emperor to be a gun in his hand.

It looked like he embraced his fate.

Yu Heqing served as the Minister of the Ministry of War, and no one came to congratulate him except a few friends he knew in the army.Another person who I didn't expect appeared was Yu Heqing's master—Taoist Yunshan.

Yu Heqing still received him with a smile all over his face. Seeing his smile, Taoist Yunshan seemed to relax a little.

It is still a pair of master and student making tea and discussing things in the pavilion, as if nothing has changed, and it seems that everything has changed.

Taoist Yunshan talked about some things, mostly recalling the happy past between their master and apprentice, and Yu Heqing was also good-tempered to go around in circles with him.

Xu Shi saw that Yu Heqing was in good condition, Taoist Yunshan asked hesitantly, "Qing'er, do you blame me?"

Yu Heqing's smile remained unchanged: "You are doing it for my own good, how could I blame you? If I were to decide, I would do the same."

Taoist Yunshan seemed to be completely relieved, and explained to him in detail the character of his colleagues, family background, and the complicated relationship between them. Yu Heqing was still that studious student, and he listened very carefully, sometimes revealing Grateful look.

The master and apprentice are very harmonious.

Before leaving, Taoist Yunshan seemed to have something difficult to say, Yu Heqing said clearly: "Master, don't worry, when the disciple has a firm foothold, he will definitely repay the master's kindness."

Taoist Yunshan achieved today's goal and left contentedly.

Yu Heqing changed his love for laughing, and he could smile at him with a good temper when facing his colleagues with yin and yang.If you don't reach out to hit a smiling person, let alone such a good-looking person, Yu Heqing is very skillful, there is no one he can't win over, and his life in the Ministry of War is easier.

I used to love his smile very much, but now I just feel distressed, his smile is like a mask on his face, never really.

I saw that he was good at dancing in the officialdom, that he was trusted by the emperor, that he had won over a group of poor children, and that he seemed to be doing well.But I also saw him sitting sleepless until dawn, seeing him calling me back again and again when he was drunk, seeing me in his writing come alive and then burned to ashes, I saw him have a bad life.

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