White moonlight

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To put it mildly, friends in Moments are sharing salary increases, and when you can buy new red tubes for relatives and friends, you can only worry about the dwindling balance and no suitable recruitment information for you.

On a bigger scale, you know that everyone is struggling to move forward, but you can only stand in the same place surrounded by darkness, watching their fading figures, and doubting the meaning of your own existence.

I have been married once.I know what heartbeat is, what love is, what joy is, and what happiness is.

I have also been divorced once.I also know what disappointment is, what hatred is, what pain is, and what shame is.

I don't know where your feelings for me come from, maybe it's just like I looked up to that person two years ago.It begins with worship, falls into personality, and ends with personality.Are you sure the me you know is the real me?Are you sure it's really me that you want to be with for the rest of your life?

I do not deny the purity and sincerity of your affection.Although until now, I still feel a little weird and not used to it, but this is a beauty that I encountered unexpectedly in this life, and it is an extremely rare and precious gift.It is a blessing in my life to have this moment.

But just as birth is only the beginning of life, feelings are only the beginning of married life.Later, we will experience countless trifles and face pressure from all sides.Even we ourselves will begin to doubt the authenticity of this relationship and the necessity of its existence.

Love and hate will transform.As for marginal love songs, perhaps the transformation will be faster and more intense.

Once there is any turmoil in our love life, it will directly affect our family, and ourselves.I don't want everything I've experienced to happen to you again. If that's the case, how can you live, girl.

For a long time, I have always claimed to be strong, but after experiencing everything with him in the past two years, I had the idea of ​​committing suicide for the first time.Not because of infatuation because of love, but because of dignity that is deeply ashamed.I don't hope that one day, you will become me, and I will become the person who makes you feel ashamed.

I don't even hope that this relationship will deteriorate to such an extent that it will almost take a person's life.

I would rather, this feeling should stop today, at the moment when it is in a state of ignorance, keep its original, most beautiful and pure appearance, and never change.Girl, you are the original me.I've been ruined, but I don't want to ruin you too.

Love.

But I can't promise you. 】

Su Sheng put this letter to Liu Yue together with the resignation application, and planned to hand it over to the right person the next day.But what she didn't expect was that she couldn't get up the next day.

Noisy voices surrounded the surroundings, someone dragged her out of the bed, and she followed in a chaotic manner.Before getting into the car, she pressed her hands on the door to prevent anyone from dragging her into the car.Liu Yue's voice came, "A Sheng, you may have malaria, let's go to the hospital for a blood test, I will accompany you, don't be afraid."

Su Sheng let go of his hand against the car door.

Like the first country that Suzhou Province stayed in, maybe the doctors in black Africa have rough technique, the needle is as thick as a mosquito, and the ring finger is the most painful to poke. The blood is wiped off first and then squeezed hard. It was only after she came out that she was willing to take a sample... Memories from the past flooded towards her like a flood of pain.

She has always been fearless, let alone an injection?Before going to Africa, people who would stare curiously even when drawing blood, in the process of getting malaria again and again, they poked once for the first time, retested after taking the medicine, and continued to poke if they suspected that they had malaria again...so they were afraid Got an injection.

She was afraid of more than just injections?

Liu Yue found a place for her to sit in the sun and wait for the test results, "A province, it's all my fault. I shouldn't have drunk so much alcohol, and you got malaria because I blocked it for me."

Su Sheng is now sweating all over his body non-stop, with periods of cold and heat, the heat and coldness seem to emanate from his bones, and his whole body hurts, the pain is so painful that people can't help shaking, as if he has no strength at all, like Yes, like dying.Fortunately, Liu Yue has not broken with her at this time, and is willing to lend her a shoulder to lean on.

"It's okay, I have a susceptible constitution. I have to get it sooner or later, and it has nothing to do with you."

Having said that, I haven't seen him sweating so much four times before that even his clothes were wet.But she also knew in her heart that from one moment to another, after all, she still couldn't compare with when she just graduated.Heart, from smug to hopeless.The body has also changed from youthful health to bone vertical pin.Maybe, people are really old.

"Have you applied mosquito repellent ointment? Be careful, and don't get caught. Otherwise, it will be easier to get it after you get it once."

"Yeah." Liu Yue's voice was full of tears, "A Sheng, I drank too much last night, did I say something nonsense, please don't take it seriously. I didn't say anything..."

ignorant sprouting

The subtle light and shadow sprinkled on their backs through the leaves, the warmth was obvious, but in comparison, their expressions seemed a little dark and unclear.Su Sheng was silent for a long time, she closed her eyes, probably because her body was really uncomfortable, and she was silently resisting and resisting the erosion brought by malaria to her body.The battlefield is within her body, this is her own battle, and no one else can help.