Retrograde

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Qin Jueheng vaguely knew what she was laughing at, and could guess something from the way Zhao Jili looked at her.She looked at Zhao Jili coldly for a moment, and finally stretched out her hand past her, and slammed the half-open car door shut.

"Drive." Qin Jueheng didn't give Zhao Jili a second look, and his tone was obviously suppressed with anger.

Zhao Jili laughed enough, and his voice gradually subsided.She knew that Qin Jueheng didn't want to make too much trouble with herself outside, and what Qin Jueheng cared about would always make her feel uncomfortable and irritable. She would rather Qin Jueheng grab her collar and talk to her at this moment, He also didn't want to look at Qin Jueheng's expressionless face.

The two of them had their own thoughts, and watched the car drive into the Jiangjing residential area in silence.

The moment the car stopped, Qin Jueheng immediately pushed the door and walked out. After walking a few steps, she subconsciously turned her head to look at Zhao Jili, but found that Zhao Jili had no intention of getting down, but instead leaned on the seat as if thinking something. looked at her thoughtfully.

The two looked at each other for a while without showing any weakness at a distance, and Zhao Jili looked back and forth on Qin Jueheng's face for a while, seeing that she still didn't intend to speak to him, so he didn't move at all.

The two confronted each other for a while, and finally Zhao Jili walked down.

There was an obvious mocking smile in Zhao Jili's eyes, and Qin Jueheng saw that undisguised attitude.

The conflict between the two has always been difficult to reconcile. Whether it is Zhao Jili's overly willful dependence or Qin Jueheng's love that he did not know, it has long since become a mass of lines that can't be cut and can't be pulled apart.

The two walked to the door one after the other, and the evening sky had begun to gradually darken. Qin Jueheng sighed slightly, and after opening the door, he habitually turned his body to let Zhao Jili go in first.

But Zhao Jili didn't enter the door. She cared more about Qin Jueheng's every reaction than usual. She clearly heard Qin Jueheng's faint sigh, which made her feel an inescapable annoyance.

"Go in." Qin Jueheng was not in the mood to stand in a stalemate with Zhao Jili at the door, grabbed Zhao Jili and pushed her into the door, followed by himself, and slammed the door shut.

The sound of closing the door quickly pulled Zhao Jili back from her wild thoughts, and she had the same urge to laugh as when she was in the car, so she quickly bent the corners of her lips, revealing a beautiful but wrapped face. Laugh mockingly.

"Didn't you tell me to get out?" Zhao Jili stretched out his hand to cover the back of Qin Jueheng's hand that was still holding the doorknob, and slightly pushed down: "Why are you urging me to get out of the car, why are you pushing me back? I'm leaving, auntie Isn't it more worry-free?"

Qin Jueheng was really tired of Zhao Jili's sly tone, so he grabbed Zhao Jili's wrist tightly with his backhand, and pushed her to the partition next to the entrance.

always like this.Zhao Jili struggled impatiently, not to be outdone, exerting force on his waist and abdomen, not at all willing to be held down by Qin Jueheng honestly.

"Do you want me to let you go, or do you want me to leave you alone?" Qin Jueheng saw that Zhao Jili had something to say, and sneered before she opened the mouth: "Do you think it's possible?"

"You want to control me?" Zhao Jili had already grown very tall in his youth, but he was still a little shorter than Qin Jueheng after all.The distance between the two was very close, she looked at Qin Jueheng reluctantly, tried her best to restrain her somewhat disordered breathing, and asked, "What do you want to do with me? How much do you think you can change me?"

Qin Jueheng looked at Zhao Jili's familiar exquisite facial features, but his heart no longer had the initial pure love and pity, but was filled with tired and helpless feelings.She was silent for a moment, lowered her eyelashes: "...At least I can go back to----"

Before she finished speaking, Zhao Jili opened his mouth, as if about to laugh, and immediately interrupted her: "Go back to the way you were when you were a child?"

"Qin Jueheng, what exactly do you like about me?" Zhao Jili tightly grasped Qin Jueheng's hand with his fingertips, and the two held each other in check, maintaining the posture of interlocking their fingers, but there was no trace of warmth at all.

"Do you like me as well-behaved as before? Like what I might become? Like me being obedient and beautiful?" Zhao Jili asked a series of questions, and Qin Jueheng himself couldn't identify the answers to these questions: "I still like it." The shadow in your heart?"

"But you finally found out that I'm not what you think." Zhao Jili sniffed the faint sweet smell on Qin Jueheng's body, which was the smell she was most familiar with: "So you want to restrain me, want to put me in a I became what you think I should be, you want to tame me, you want to subdue me, right?"

Right? Qin Jueheng knew the answer to this question, and Zhao Jili was right.

She likes the way Zhao Jili used to be, always well-behaved and beautiful, cunning but always docile.

Zhao Jili found the answer from Qin Jueheng's silence for a moment, she sneered, her pink lips were soft and ironic when Qin Jueheng looked down.

What should I do? She is no longer a child.Qin Jueheng looked at Zhao Jili's face and figure that matured day by day, and felt that everything was no longer the way she was familiar with.

"But that's not me, never was, never will be." Zhao Jili clasped Qin Jueheng's knuckles tightly with ten fingers, which made her feel a little pain.But Qin Jueheng still didn't break free, she drooped her eyelashes, her eyes seemed to fall on Zhao Jili's face, and seemed to fall further away.

"That's what I am, what you see now. I'm rebellious and never obey discipline, so I will escape and meet you. I am self-willed and domineering, not to mention that you have taught me more by precept and example. "Zhao Jili's voice was very soft, it was clearly right next to Qin Jueheng's ear, but it always seemed to come from a far away direction, seeming to be floating and near.

"I have never been obedient. I have what I want and what I want to do. I will never, and never will, willingly and unconditionally listen to anyone's arrangements."

"Are you still expecting that through your education, I can grow up and become what you want?"

Zhao Jili's tone was not as impulsive as usual when he was angry, but his words were sharp.Qin Jueheng bit his lip, and there was no unnecessary reaction.

It's been a long time since Zhao Jili talked to himself so much at once.

The quarrels these days either ended with the departure of one party, or they were left alone. Zhao Jili seemed never willing to express his feelings to himself.

Qin Jueheng once longed for Zhao Jili to say more to herself, but at this moment, she found that these words today were not what she expected at all, and they were not what she wanted to hear and dare to face.

She had avoided it for so long, some problems that she didn't even want to see clearly, at this moment Zhao Jili put them under the sky, almost naked.

"I won't change, I won't be the same as before." Zhao Jili's voice trembled imperceptibly, which was caught by Qin Jueheng sensitively.

There was a momentary silence, Qin Jueheng listened to her and Zhao Jili's staggered shallow breathing, pursed his lips, and wanted to speak.

But it was Zhao Jili who took the first step: "I really like you, and I also rely on you."

These words made Qin Jueheng feel particularly uncomfortable. She raised her eyes to look at Zhao Jili, but she didn't see the softness she wanted in her eyes.

"I don't know what I did wrong to make you suddenly want to run away one day."

"Back then I doubted myself every night before I fell asleep. Am I not doing enough? Or is my nature finally getting you to hate me?"

"I'm too self-willed, should I restrain myself?" Zhao Jili seemed to be remembering, his chin slightly raised, his eyes staggered away from Qin Jueheng, and looked at the bright light by the entrance.

"Do you remember when I was the most obedient, and I never said no to what you said at that time?" Zhao Jili seemed to think of something funny and disgusting, which made her frown slightly even though she smiled "I've never gone out of my way to please anyone, but I did. I can see that you like me listening to you because it satisfies your sick, perverted desire to control."