Retrograde

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"Don't think about slipping away." Qin Jueheng's voice reached Zhao Jili's ears through the door: "I won't let you go."

I won't let you leave me.As Qin Jueheng thought about it, it seemed that something was hanging high in his heart, and something was falling down heavily.

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I feel that I should speed up the pace, but I can't bear to part with the puberty white-eyed wolf and fall into deep thought.

So let's fight a little longer!

In addition, let me just say it in a low voice, the first round of play or something... At a certain moment when I took out the collar, I actually moved this thought (Ah!! Don't catch me!! I don't plead guilty!!

Chapter 26 Can't

The night was very peaceful, and Qin Jueheng was used to not drawing the curtains when sleeping, so Zhao Jili could see the river outside the building covered in darkness through the window.

She crouched sideways by the bed and watched for a while, then finally closed her eyes slowly.But not long after, she felt Qin Jueheng on the other side move, and move again.The rustling movement lasted at least a minute, causing Zhao Jili to close his eyes and frown.

"Don't move around." She couldn't bear it anymore and said, "Go down if you don't sleep."

After speaking, there was no movement behind him immediately.Zhao Jili's brows gradually loosened, and just when he was about to try to fall asleep again, Qin Jueheng stretched out his arms around his waist behind him, dragged him towards the middle of the bed, and fell into a soft and sweet embrace.

"..." Qin Jueheng clearly felt Zhao Jili's chest rise and fall.

Probably angry.Qin Jueheng thought about it, but still didn't let go.

Zhao Jili turned his back to Qin Jueheng in silence, and could even feel her soft waist against his back for a while.The intimate contact made Zhao Jili feel a trace of familiar warmth, but almost at the same time reminded her of too many episodes that couldn't be said good or bad.

Zhao Jili froze in place at a loss, forgot to push it away for a while, and was tired of struggling, so he only squinted slightly to look at the river surface with lights reflected in the distance outside the window.

As time passed, Qin Jueheng held Zhao Jili tightly in his arms, almost counting the time until Zhao Jili lost his temper.

This kind of mood is equivalent to hugging a bad-tempered cat forcefully.Qin Jueheng sniffed the light fragrance of Zhao Jili's body, feeling a little amused, but at the same time childishly enjoying the feeling.

As time passed, Qin Jueheng waited for a long time, but found that Zhao Jili showed no sign of anger.

The breathing of the person in the arms is very peaceful.Qin Jueheng gradually had a hope in his heart—she actually likes me a little bit, right?

Qin Jueheng didn't notice Zhao Jili moved slightly until a long time passed, when both of them thought that the other had fallen asleep.

Zhao Jili lowered his eyelashes, and finally reached out to hold Qin Jueheng's hand on his waist.

Qin Jueheng was slightly taken aback when Zhao Jili grabbed his hand.Zhao Jili's five fingers were not cold, but instead of directly holding his wrist as Qin Jueheng expected, nor pinching her arm, they actually slid down slowly and clasped her five fingers slowly.

"?" Qin Jueheng was disturbed by such a grasp and immediately opened his eyes, feeling vaguely expectant in his heart.

Zhao Jili clasped her five fingers, but there was no other reaction at all, and even her breathing was as shallow as it was at the beginning. Qin Jueheng gradually began to wonder if this was Zhao Jili's subconscious movement in sleep.

"..." Qin Jueheng pursed his lips slightly, and was hesitating whether to speak tentatively, when he felt the five fingers clasped on his hand suddenly exert force, pinching Qin Jueheng slightly painful.

Hearing the shallow but disordered breathing of the person behind him, Zhao Jili raised his hand backwards, quickly loosened his five fingers, and threw Qin Jueheng's hand behind him.

Before Qin Jueheng could react, he saw Zhao Jili moved to the side with his eyes closed expressionlessly, and lay down on his back.

The faint light from the window hit Zhao Jili's side face, outlining her youthful yet perfect outline.The bandage under Zhao Jili's cheek was removed during the shower, and he didn't put it on after it came out. The shallow scar that hadn't faded was revealed for a moment, making Zhao Jili's complexion even weaker.

Qin Jueheng looked at her slightly trembling eyelashes, finally sighed, turned over slowly, and closed his eyes with his back to her.

Contradictory and elusive thoughts grow wildly at the boundary between dream and waking, always making people slowly fall into a dream.In Qin Jueheng's dream, there are overgrown grasses, and there are many fluttering butterflies flying through the mist. The staggered routes weave into a mottled and blurred dream net, and Zhao Jili is in the depths of that net.

I want to keep her.Thinking about it, Qin Jueheng tightened the thread between his fingers.

Through the steaming mist, she looked at the intricate mesh stained with the glittering color of the butterfly wings, and at the person who was entangled in the depths of the mesh, and she felt a slightly sweet sense of satisfaction in her heart.

The night was dark.

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Zhao Jili has always been very different from children of the same age, and Qin Jueheng knew it all the time.But in the past, Qin Jueheng could at least understand what Zhao Jili was thinking, but many things are almost impossible to decipher now.

She clearly knew what she had done wrong and what she wanted to do, which made her yearn to keep Zhao Jili by her side all the time, but controlled herself all the time when she was by her side.

Zhao Jili was still just a young man after all, Qin Jueheng tried his best to fill the gap brought about by that wrong and indulgent night.She vaguely knew that no matter what, Zhao Jili was just longing for a stable relationship, no matter whether that kind of relationship was family, friendship or love, as long as Zhao Jili grasped that beam of light, even if he was burned by it, he would never let it go easily.

With such firm thoughts, Qin Jueheng suppressed his irritable desire to control again and again, instead, he put his gentle and soft side in front of Zhao Jili with all his strength.

The trip lasted less than a week, and Qin Jueheng was almost obedient to Zhao Jili, but Zhao Jili was always quiet and indifferent, completely gone from the obedient and docile appearance he used to be.

There are still three days before the start of high school, Qin Jueheng had to arrange a return trip, ending this short vacation that had no effect on the relationship between the two.

"Don't touch me, don't disturb me." Zhao Jili put on the blindfold as soon as he got on the plane, and before pulling off the blindfold, he took a straight look at Qin Jueheng, and said in a cold but straightforward tone: "Unless it is Air crash, don't talk to me until you land."

Last night, the two of them discussed Zhao Jili's arrangements for the start of high school in less than ten sentences before they started arguing again.Qin Jueheng's rather tough attitude quickly aroused Zhao Jili's rebellious mentality, and the two of them choked on each other until the end, and neither of them got a good night's sleep.

Qin Jueheng watched Zhao Jili pull down the black blindfold to cover most of his face, and lowered his eyelashes and sighed slightly.

Zhao Jili's character has become more and more angular, and he is no longer that obedient child who is cunning but willing to listen to her.

Qin Jueheng thought of the sentence in the book "the rebellious period needs the influence of love, not head-to-head", and felt quite disturbed for a while.

Zhao Jili was quite repulsed by his own feelings, and Qin Jueheng could clearly perceive Zhao Jili's growing defense against him.Since the "influence of love" can't exert its power, and the relationship between two people is no longer as pure and simple as that between ordinary parents and children, then what kind of method should be used to melt the barrier and ice?

Qin Jueheng felt embarrassed, she subconsciously avoided Zhao Jili's possible hatred for herself, but always believed that Zhao Jili still had a nostalgia for herself in her heart.

What is the truth, she has no way of prying.Zhao Jili's attitude and gaze seemed to be coated with a layer of invulnerability, and he was always on guard and alienated.

She must still be angry.Qin Jueheng often comforts himself like this.Young people's feelings are always violent and short-lived. Zhao Jili, who is used to running away, did not leave her. This shows that as long as this short and strong rejection is over, she will still be as attached to herself as before.