Retrograde

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Ever since Zhao Jili was a simple child, Qin Jueheng had seen her in many ways.Sometimes it is cunning, sometimes it is willful, and sometimes it can be regarded as charming, but more often it is docile and well-behaved.

But at this moment, Qin Jueheng saw the disgust and disgust surging in Zhao Jili's eyes, and panicked in his heart.

Zhao Jili lowered his eyes and tried his best to sort out his emotions, but in the end he found that the surge of despair couldn't be suppressed no matter what.

"Don't you ever think about what I think? Why don't you ask me if I love you?" The strong feeling made her feel unfair, and she tightly pinched the corner of the stone altar behind her with her fingertips: " Or do you think that just because you raised me, I must be your plaything?"

"It's impossible, Qin Jueheng, I don't want this kind of disgusting love, I'm not your lover, and I'm not some toy you raised to vent your desires!" She complained angrily, all her bad temper disappeared at this moment Where to hide: "Don't ever try to control me, I don't want your disgusting love, I don't love you!"

Zhao Jili's rationality was successfully defeated by all these, and after she finished speaking recklessly, she quickly pushed Qin Jueheng away and walked away along the path.

And when Qin Jueheng belatedly wanted to catch up, Zhao Jili had disappeared among the flowers, leaving only the empty and dark roadside, and the stone carvings were relatively silent to her.

Everything has developed to this point and it is irreversible, and there is not even the slightest turning point.

Qin Jueheng clearly knew what he had done.At this moment, the sweet taste of Sophora japonica flowers between her lips and teeth seems to have not dissipated, but Zhao Jili has completely escaped her control.

She loves Zhao Jili, no matter what name she uses, she still loves this not so well-behaved child.

But many years later, when she sat by the window in the cold night and looked at the summons in her hand, she was finally overwhelmed by boundless regret.

Even though this kind of love is complicated and ulterior, what Zhao Ji ideally wants is always pure and unswerving love, whether it is family affection, friendship or love.

And this first miscommunication successfully made Qin Jueheng suffer himself.At the intersection of countless dreams and waking, she can feel a huge and boundless remorse.

She would often think of this absurd and daring night, if at that time, she could have looked Zhao Jili in the eyes, and confessed her heart clearly in Zhao Jili's ear over and over again, until that sensitive and suspicious child completely believed that her intentions were not true. No evil thoughts.

If at that time she can not unzip that zipper impatiently.

If only she could shorten that kiss a little bit, lighten it up a bit.

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If all this could happen more gently, would Zhao Jili try to accept it?

But everything has happened.Qin Jueheng looked at the direction where Zhao Jili disappeared at the end of the path, and finally warm tears poured out along with his helpless and out-of-control emotions.

She embraced the person she dreamed of with her own hands, but at the same time, pushed that person away.

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Zhao Jili's temper became more and more uncontrollable, everything was completely out of Qin Jueheng's control after that night.

Her eagerness to catch up with Zhao Jili and explain everything to her was finally exhausted by Zhao Jili's night of absence.

"Where is she a child, you guys don't know?" Qin Jueheng tried his best to hold back his anger, and shouted to the other end of the phone: "Today before twelve noon, I want to see her appear in front of me." In front of me, I don't care if you are trespassing on a private house or a private land, and I don't care if you are not eating or drinking, if you can't do what I say, just get the fuck out of me!"

Ever since Qin Jueheng became an adult, few people saw her showing such an expression.Qin Cunxin shook his head at Qin Youling, raised his eyebrows and whispered, "She seems to have collapsed."

Qin Jueheng walked up and down the room anxiously, still blaming the person on the other end of the phone.Qin Youling watched this scene calmly, picked up his teacup and took a sip: "Xiaoman doesn't know how to take care of children, I told you from the beginning."

Qin Cunxin shook her head with a smile: "Eldest sister is very clever. Then let's do the math again. Where is that little fox now?"

"Where else can I go? I'll be back before tomorrow." Qin Youling put down his teacup with a calm expression.

"Then elder sister, do you want to bet with me?" Qin Cunxin raised one leg and leaned towards Qin Youling, "If the child doesn't come back after midnight today, elder sister will give me the Huashan project."

Qin Youling glanced at her, but did not answer.Over there, Qin Jueheng finally hung up the phone and thumped the glass window in front of him irritably.

"Yo, Xiaoman." Seeing this, Qin Cunxin smiled eccentrically: "Who knows who is wrong, but the window is not wrong, right?"

Qin Jueheng didn't want to talk to her second sister, so she turned her head after a while, frowned at Qin Youling and said, "Eldest sister, I'm going back first."

"Go back? Where are you going back?" Qin Cunxin was relentless, put his arms on the back of the sofa, turned his head and looked at Qin Jueheng who walked to the door: "I told you earlier that if you don't know how to take care of children, don't take care of children. This little white-eyed wolf has such a temper that you are used to it, and you can't make a fuss when you grow up? Let me tell you, Xiaoman, if this happens again next time, you will take this child with me. Second sister, nothing else It's hard to say what he is capable of, but his ability to manage people is still top-notch, and he takes care of that little white-eyed wolf."

Qin Jueheng stood at the door, stomped on the heels of his high heels lightly, lowered his brows and said with a desolate expression: "Second sister, she is right."

"Is she not wrong?" Qin Youling, who had been listening all the time, finally opened his mouth, stood up from Qin Cunxin, and looked at Qin Jueheng helplessly and seriously: "I don't know what's the matter with you two, but Xiaoman, this There is absolutely nothing wrong with a child."

"Even when you were the most willful, you would never do such a stupid thing like running away from home. She already has your most unlimited love and conditions that ordinary people will never get, but you spoiled her You made her greedy. Have you ever asked her what she wants?" Qin Youling looked at Qin Jueheng calmly: "Or, you never knew what she wanted?"

"I think she refuses to communicate with you, that's her biggest problem." Qin Youling waved his hand, "Go ahead. You can take what Cun Xin says seriously. Next time something like this happens, give this child to me, or Second sister. Anyway, don't worry about it."

The two elder sisters who always followed him finally restrained him for a rare time. Qin Jueheng silently responded, then pushed open the door and walked out.

Whose fault is it? Qin Jueheng looked at the shadow of the sun on the stone steps and lowered his eyes.

Maybe everyone is wrong, but who is more wrong?

The author has something to say: Qin Man: Your fault.

Xiaobaiyan Lang: Your fault.

Qin Man: Yours.

Xiaobaiyan láng: rebound.

Author Jun (grabbing the pot): My, my, mine, hey, worry about it.

Obviously going to the hospital tomorrow! Coco may not be updated!

I hope I don't have any intractable diseases (nervous)

Chapter 16 Chaos

Perhaps every child has the desire to run away from home, but for Zhao Jili, this was the thing she was most used to in her childhood.

It's not just lip service to intimidate young parents, nor is it just a fresh idea to leave in the morning and go home at noon.Her departure has always been with the desire to escape, and the sincerity to leave desperately.

The young Zhao Jili had escaped from the shackles of the orphanage over and over again in various ways, until when she was nine years old, she met the cage she was willing to slip into.

Qin Jueheng once carried all of Zhao Jili's good expectations.Her indulgence to herself, her tolerance and doting on herself are all the reasons why she is willing to become docile.

But all of this has finally lost its balance.

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