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☆、Modern Lin Daiyu

When she opened her eyes again, she felt lonely in the dimly lit room, and the narrow space in the room covered the dull air, making it difficult for Enyan to breathe.

In the dark, following the route she remembered, she groped to get up and turned on the light in the room. The lit light immediately revealed the messiness of the room and the confusion in her heart. The light that her eyes could not adapt to stimulated the nerves in her head. Line, a splitting headache hit.

The mobile phone has become her only object of dependence, but it is only dependent. For the person who does not contact or answer the phone, even the latest mobile phone is of little help.

"Where are you?"

"Why can't you listen to me clearly before you get angry with me?"

"My relationship with Zheng Xijie is definitely not the kind of relationship you think. "

"Can you please reply?"

Every sentence sent out is like she's distress signal to the sky, without any response or assistance, I can only watch it fall and then sink into the sea in despair.

Is this really the end for us?

After I asked such a question, suddenly a surge of sourness soaked into the tenderness of my heart, and then bit by bit eroded the stored happiness.

When she remembered that she had lost the most precious thing in her life, her heartache felt like her chest was being ripped open. This tossing almost exhausted all the meaning of her life, and she didn't know why for a while. live on.

The next day, Enyan asked Susu to cancel all the classes.

On the third day, Enyan asked Enyan to cancel the day's class again.

On the fourth day, when she wanted to call Susu again, she realized that today was already the weekend, and it was also the rest day of the gallery.

Standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom, when she came into contact with the image reflected in the mirror, she seemed to suddenly not recognize this person.

The person in the mirror is as pale as a severely wounded vampire, and her big deep eyes are like two dark dongxue, which seem to be empty. She strokes her wet face, and when her fingertips touch it, it turns out to be fusion. Drops of hot tears.

Jin Enyan, if you go on like this, you will go crazy if you don't completely collapse!

She began to dislike this kind of herself and this self-willed way of life. She is not a child, nor is she disabled. She is an adult with normal thinking ability and sound limbs. She cannot just compromise with fate and passively accept this. arrange.

She put her feet into the jeans, but when she buttoned them up, she found that there was still room for her thumbs to be tucked into the bottom of the pants. In just a few days, the flesh on her body seemed to have evaporated and disappeared. If this continues, she can't imagine herself What will it look like in the end.

After the apartment was empty, she could only go up to Mengya's office to try her luck. Unexpectedly, her luck was not bad, so she met Yuan Yifan who came to work overtime downstairs.

"Mr. Jin is you? What a coincidence. I heard from Susu that you have been sick for the past few days, and you don't look well today. You should rest at home."

I have always felt that Enyan is like a cardboard figure, her skin is so fair that she can almost see through it, and her thin body gives people a feeling of fragility, but now she seems even paler Thin, as if even the hottest sunlight could melt her.

"Is Mengya in the office?"

It was obviously just a simple question, but Yuan Yifan was sensitive to the difference in his tone. The tired and weak voice did not make people feel that he was sick, but more like a feeling of going through vicissitudes, wouldn't it? Is it because I think too much?

"Mengya? She didn't tell you that she went to the United States on a business trip today, and she probably won't be back in eight or ten days."

The strange feeling ends here, because Yuan Yifan knows what's going on with his knees this time, recalling Mengya's behavior in the past few days is also very weird, the pet that Ren Jianming has been with for more than ten years is finished In the reincarnation of this life, that woman's complexion is actually uglier than his, so it's very dangerous that the words "sorrow and change" did not blurt out at that time, otherwise the other party's white eyes would have stared her to death.

"Oh, I'm on a business trip, that's good, thank you, goodbye."

Looking at Enyan walking away step by step, Yuan Yifan thought it was a passer-by who came to ask for directions. Although their relationship was not very familiar, they were not so unfamiliar, but the other party didn't even need to talk a few more words. Yuan Yifan, who was also overturned in the sea of ​​love, can actually feel the same kind of inner numbness.

After putting it into action, although Eun Yeon was a bit disappointed by the result, it was better than the worst expected situation.

The problem was not resolved, and the misunderstanding between her and Mengya still existed, but she felt surprisingly calm, as if seeing a glimmer of hope ignited in her heart.

"I heard from Yifan that you are on a business trip to the United States, be careful all the way, take care of your health, I will wait for you to come back. "

After the message was sent out, the hanging heart gradually let go and returned to its original position. After digesting the melancholy for a while, the stomach that finally had some space freed up received the hunger signal. I don’t know which scent wafting from the store entrance caused her In those few days, I didn't know what to feed my stomach except wine, and my stomach was as flat as an airstrip.

When I saw Enyan walking into the gallery again, Susu's tense mood due to worries these days was finally able to relax a little. Looking at her thin face, apart from the signs of being haggard and tossed, Susu's spirit It looked pretty good on the outside, which made her suspect that Yuan Yifan's gossip had added salt and vinegar.

"I have worked hard for you these few days off, have you made up those lessons for me today?"

Susu's eyes made Enyan feel as if there was an X-ray mirror hanging in front of her body, people could see through her heart before she opened her mouth, gossip between couples is sometimes a kind of sentimentality, Enyan will not blame Yuan Yifan for being talkative .

"The students have been notified, teacher, are you in good health?"

Although she is in good spirits, Enyan's body was originally as thin as a tablet phone, but now it looks like she has lost a little weight after taking off the shell. Susu, a regular dieter, knows how much she needs to lose Flesh still has to live a poorer life than poverty, but to what extent has Enyan, who got rid of this circle of flesh, practiced to that extent?

"I'm fine, don't worry."

These superficially flamboyant words are meant for others. Eunyan has no habit of begging for sympathy from others. Besides, sympathy cannot pay for reality. She can only rely on her own efforts to pay for the long bill of her heart. A little offset.

In the past few days, as long as the memories are full, Enyan will release the heavy thoughts through text messages on the mobile phone.

It's just that the constant stream of memories didn't decrease due to the gradual liberation. Instead, from one text message a day to several a day, with her tenacious will that could move a mountain, she finally made it to the first day. After eight days, the heart that was fighting depression was almost worn out, and she bet her last breath on it.

"I miss you, I almost go crazy, the world feels so dark without you, will you understand my feelings?"

It's been eight days, eight full days, no matter how busy you are, you won't be unable to find time to reply.

Waiting is an acacia that is irrigated with loneliness. Every morning when we welcome the beginning of a new day, I find that the feeling of despair grows a little taller. Enyan actually wants to be more optimistic, but seeing the unchanging reality and Her own expectations were tug-of-war, and she really couldn't see how much chance her Aqjing spirit could have in winning.

After deciding to let the broken kite fly away, I saw the kite hanging on the tree that was within reach when I opened the window when I went to bed at night.

I thought that the person on the other side of the earth had made up his mind not to contact him anymore, but the mobile phone brought good news in the early hours of the morning.

"I understand your mood, let's talk after I come back. "

The reply to this message is like a rope of hope, pulling Enyan from the deepest valley to the ground. After putting down the phone, I feel that the thick cloud of melancholy accumulated in my heart is suddenly lifted, and I have been talking to insomnia for several nights. At dawn, I can finally play chess with Duke Zhou in peace tonight.