we are not lovers GL

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"We all live in the same city, so it's a little strange that we don't meet each other."

That smiling face was as unnatural as if she had just had a facelift, and her deep eyes were like two huge black holes, not as confident as before.

After not seeing each other for a while, Susu found that Mengya's skinny body seemed to be more obvious than before, and her unrestrained enthusiasm was like her coat, but at this moment, she felt like a shelled raw shrimp, so soft A trace of vitality.

"What have you been up to lately? I haven't seen you making time to come to class for a whole month. Could it be that you are busy with...dating?"

Susu's character is one-hearted, no matter what is in his stomach or in his heart, he puts it on the stage like an auction. As soon as any thought comes to his mind, he will immediately blurt out like a slippery board.

"What you see may not be real, and what you cannot see may not exist."

Susu responded with a half-understanding expression, which showed that she didn't care too much about the veracity of the rumor.

Although she doesn't have senior social experience, the reports based on facial expressions are more accurate than general weather detection. She felt that Meng Ya didn't like this topic, so she wisely stopped discussing it.

"By the way, do you know that the teacher is sick?"

The mask that Mengya had been wearing for a whole day suddenly showed a slight crack, which made her disguise her expression almost ruined. Fortunately, she has a good foundation in concealing kung fu. On the surface, it is impossible to see how surprised her reaction is, and it even makes people think She didn't feel very concerned.

"From your reaction, you probably haven't contacted the teacher recently, and because the teacher has been sick for several days, the gallery is closed today, and I am so bored that I appear here alone to drink milkshakes."

Her thoughts were led away by various feelings, and suddenly she fell into a panic blank. Mengya behaved a bit like an emotionless robot, watching her keep sending food to her mouth, but she didn't feel the slightest bit of enjoying the food.

"I think the teacher seems to be broken in love. She is often alone in a daze. I haven't seen a smile on her face for a long time. I have never seen her look so listless."

Thousands of tastes in my heart covered the taste of the food, looking at the half of the food that was wiped out before me, Meng Ya felt that the remaining half could not be eaten, and she lost her appetite at all.

Suddenly there was an impulse, and the impulsive thought kept screaming in her mind like an uneasy lunatic, so she had to do something to appease the impulsive emotion.

"I have something urgent to leave first, you take it easy, I'll go first."

After Mengya finished speaking, she hurried away like a gust of wind, before Susu could turn the words she received into a response, the woman in front of her disappeared like a scent passing by.

Su Su stared blankly at the empty air for a moment, many thoughts crowded her head but couldn't integrate a real thought, a touch of helplessness blended with the silence of curiosity, and spent a leisurely afternoon with her like this.

☆、Unfaceable feelings

Mengya came to the door of Enyan's house. The feeling of nervousness and worry was a stumbling block to her determination. An unknown threat blocked her consciousness of moving forward. The fear of working hand in hand with her became bigger and bigger, but her weak confidence gradually shrunk. , causing her to suddenly have the idea of ​​retreating.

Like a wanderer who has not returned home for many years, she wandered restlessly in front of the door, raised her hand to press the doorbell, but felt that the hand seemed to weigh tens of thousands of catties, the hesitation in her heart bound her courage, and she left Take the first two steps, but unknowingly take a few steps backwards.

When the contradictory thoughts in her heart were being debated fiercely, Mengya seemed to hear a voice behind her, she turned around subconsciously, and saw an aunt walking to the door of Enyan's house, she easily raised her hand and pressed the doorbell, within a few seconds In the next day, Mengya did a small thing that Mengya couldn't complete even after ten minutes.

Mengya counted each step in her heart, trying to control the speed and pace of her feet, as if she was worried that she was too hasty and at the same time afraid of missing something. When he was beside him, he noticed that the people in the house had also opened the door.

The innocent smile responded to the questioning eyes that the aunt threw at her. When she watched the door slowly open, she actually heard her heart beating violently like a drum beating. Her anxious mood made Mengya look at everything around her. The movement suddenly became slow, and every second seemed to be tossing.

When she found that the aunt's figure occupied two-thirds of the doorway, even her paper-like body couldn't pass through the remaining gap, and she couldn't find a good angle when looking left and right, which made her unable to help. She felt a burst of irritability, and the impulsiveness made her sinfully want to push the aunt away, abandoning the proper etiquette and rushing into the room.

When I was still struggling, I suddenly saw a haggard face in front of my eyes, just like Lin Daiyu's sickness and frailty. The almost bloodless face faded the usual indifference, but made the woman's softness instantly eye-catching. While Mengya couldn't move her eyes, she also felt a sharp pain in her heart.

Enyan looked at Mengya behind the aunt, first surprised, then hesitated, stuffed her petite body behind the door, obviously unwilling to open the door until the end.

Seeing the hygienic aunt walking forward, Meng Ya seemed to be deeply afraid that she would be turned away, and followed her closely like an extremely insecure chick, and then directly ignored the unwelcoming words of the hostess of the house. With a pale face, he walked in with a cheeky face.

From the moment when she was shameless, Mengya has adapted to all kinds of predictable situations. Even if Enyan's attitude is as bad as her complexion, Mengya can still sit on the sofa as if nothing happened, enjoying being a guest a feeling of.

"What's up?"

Looking at the uninvited guest in front of her, En Yan only felt a basketful of feelings overturned in her chest, making a mess in her heart, and then another feeling of boredom arose, and her frowning raised her face, unable to keep it. A little gentle look.

"I just met Susu, she said you were sick, and I happened to pass by here and saw the sanitation aunt at the door, so I stopped by to see you."

After talking a lot, she kept emphasizing that it was just right and convenient. After Mengya finished speaking, she also felt that she was not sincere. Visiting a sick person was like looking for dry wood in the snow. It seems that she is not seriously ill. That person is actually me.

"A busy person who is in a relationship and has to take care of his career still remembers to care about my ordinary friend, I really feel your heart, thank you."

The words of special thanks had a pungent smell like sour vinegar, which rushed into the nasal cavity with the inhaled breath, clearing Mengya's head full of doubts, something she never dared to think about , but at this moment, it was like a collection of things floating on the water, and I felt powerless even if I wanted to cover it up.

The blurred truth, the looming ambiguity floats and sinks in the tangled feelings, a feeling that can only be protected by boundaries, if you are too far away, you will lose your sight, if you get too close, you will get lost, the more you want to grasp it, the more you grasp it Can't stop, but can't let it perish freely.

"You haven't looked for me for a while, how do you know I'm busy? How do you know I'm in love?"

Without a definite status and identity, Mengya felt that it was not her exclusive right even if she wanted to blame the other party.

"It has been announced to the world, who would not know?"

The words spoken in a light tone carried a strong sense of irony, and the words hit the nail on the head again, Mengya only felt a rush of heat rushing up from her heart, making her chest uncomfortable as if swollen.

"Why do you believe the news reported by those media? Why don't you ask me first before trusting others?"

"..."

If you narrate what you witnessed that day, it will be as if you are secretly following others. If you don’t say it, you will appear to have no judgment like those hearsay people. Enyan put two things on the two ends of the scale and weighed them carefully. After thinking about it for a long time, I still couldn't tell which side was light and which side was heavy, so I followed the silence and kept quiet.

"I don't think you look like the type of person to believe gossip at all."