Rebirth: Offensive and Defensive

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Chapter 14

At noon, Chen Mo took Jian Weiran to eat outside the school as usual.While eating noodles, Chen Mo pretended to ask casually: "Of course, what university are you planning to take?" His heart was beating like a normal one: In his last life, he went abroad in a hurry, and later he learned that Jian Weiran, whom he had been thinking of, had gone. Z University, a key university located in the coastal area, chose Z University's strong economics major. Later, it was a chance encounter on the street and the first business exchange between the two.Jian Weiran stopped chopsticks, and asked back: "Guess what school I want to go to?" Chen Mo deliberately guessed a few schools: "C University? F University?", trying to avoid the correct answer.Jian Weiran didn't answer directly, but continued to ask: "Mo Mo, where are you going?" Chen Mo said without hesitation: "I'm going to C University!" His eyebrows and eyes were flying when he spoke, as if they met for the first time in high school undisguised pride and confidence.Jian Weiran lowered her head, picked up the noodles in the bowl quietly, and did not respond. Chen Mo only felt a chill in his heart, and the expression on his face melted like ice and snow exposed to the sun.Jian Weiran sighed in an inaudible voice, and wanted to open her mouth to say something, but paused and continued eating noodles.

Perhaps the atmosphere was wrong, and the two of them spent the rest of the day in embarrassment without words.Saying goodbye with the most normal expression and voice, Chen Mo grabbed his schoolbag for the first time, and left the classroom alone without waiting for Jian Weiran who was packing up.That lonely back, no matter how you look at it, looks like a coward who fled.

When he got home, he saw the lights in the study and knew that his mother was still dealing with business, so Chen Mo shuffled into his room.

Throwing himself on the bed, Chen Mo only felt a lot of thoughts.Yes, why do I keep ignoring the heaviest problem? In the last life, Jian Weiran clearly rejected her confession.Even though his father may have done something wrong in the end, before the situation got out of control, he never showed any obvious liking for him.Why do I continue to entangle this increasingly deteriorating relationship? In all fairness, my current love for Jian Weiran is no longer the pure love I had back then, but also mixed with out-of-control resentment that I am afraid of.

The more you can't get it, the more you hurt yourself, the more you want to pursue it at all costs.I also try my best to hypnotize myself to ignore my heart that has already been riddled with holes, and the little bit of reason that is better than nothing.Is there any point in doing this now? What reason do I have to interfere with Jian Weiran's affairs? It's too selfish.She doesn't even want to tell herself about her plans for university. Does this mean that the future she dreams of is a future without herself at all? She keeps saying it's for love, but she can't even admit that such a one-sided Crazy love will be love like the warm sun in spring.It's no wonder she won't accept such feelings, it's just a self-righteous shackle.

Raising my hand, I looked at the messy lifeline. Fortunately, everything is still in my hands. Besides, I don’t want to go to C University. Jian Weiran will still choose Z University. The distance between the two places can’t compare with each other An insurmountable chasm between hearts.After all, Jian Weiran doesn't love herself.

The greatest suffering in the world is "separation of love". Although it is an unrequited love, the current paranoid self is very likely to distort this relationship into a "resentment meeting".Why don't you just let go.The stalker is alone from beginning to end, and this sad comedy should end.

"Bible Lamentations of Jeremiah" once wrote: "She cried bitterly at night, with tears all over her face; among all the dear ones, no one comforted her." Chen Mo only felt that this sentence hit the nail on the head again, her only love Yes, would not love her.

Unlike Chen Mo, who fell into self-loathing, Jian Weiran hummed a song while taking a bath, thinking about the firm sentence "I'm going to C University!" with deep eyes, watching the foam of the bath liquid go away along the water , Thinking about the fact that the economics major of C University is also very good in the whole country.Besides, I wasn't worried about where she would go, should I tell her my decision tomorrow, and surprise the guy who is attached to me?

The author has something to say: Suddenly this sentence comes to mind: "My heart longs for you, like a deer longs for a brook"

So sweet =w=

Chapter 15

Unlike the depressed Chen Mo, Tian Miaomiao, who returned home, looked at Ji Xiaoyan, who was reclining on the sofa, wearing her pajamas, watching TV while eating snacks, her eyeballs were about to pop out: the dignified gang member actually held a pejoy in his mouth and talked with great relish. Watching the documentary! Ji Xiaoyan threw a wink at her, seductively biting at the matcha-flavored Zhuxin cake in her mouth, and said vaguely: "Tiantian, do you want to eat?" She didn't pay attention to the nickname at all, Tian Miaomiao's The attention was completely attracted by the root of the wine, and he swept it on the sofa of a wolf, and his heart was cold: "Would you like to eat it like this! All my food storage! It is indeed the gangster's! The sweeper is too clean! Even my Wangzai steamed buns are not spared!"

Looking at Ji Xiaoyan with grief and indignation, Tian Miaomiao plucked up the courage and asked bravely: "Ji Xiaoyan, how long are you going to leave?" Ji took his time to taste the biscuit in his mouth carefully, and even licked the corner of his mouth, then got up Step by step, he pushed Tian Miaomiao to the corner.Compared with Tian Miaomiao, who is thin and less than 1.6 meters five, Ji Xiaoyan, who is 1.7 meters tall, absolutely suppresses her in height even with bare feet.I have never been so disliked by others, and finally for the first time in front of Tian Miaomiao, he showed the aura of the deputy head of the Chiyan Gang, his piercing and sharp eyes, his lips with a slanted smile, and the perfect person who can blend flames and ice together I'm afraid Ji Xiaoyan is the only one with a lot of blood on her hands.Like a bloody rose, its body is covered with thorns, and the blood beads slowly slide down the petals, making people daunting.Tian Miaomiao was really shocked, but she insisted on looking at her.

Looking at the person who was about to suffer a crushing defeat, Ji Xiaoyan didn't blink her eyes, she just laughed softly after seeing the other person's increasingly red eye sockets and those eyes full of crystal liquid that didn't flinch.Tian Miaomiao only felt short-tempered and had no more scruples. She pushed Ji Xiaoyan hard and ran into the bedroom, slammed the door hard, lay down on the bed, covered her head with the pillow, and after a while, she let out small whimpers.I kindly helped, but I got into trouble and went home, and no one could help.All of a sudden, I thought about the "unreliable" parents who "abandoned" me and traveled around the world. I thought about spending a few years by myself carefully, never hurting others, and I was about to pass the college entrance examination but was bullied by gangsters everywhere. I cried so hard .Raising her eyebrows, Ji Xiaoyan didn't even knock on the door, she just sat down by the bed, she didn't look threatening just now, and said flatteringly: "Tada, I was wrong, it's not that I haven't eaten all day, I'm hungry. I I won't scare you anymore." Tian Miaomiao remained motionless as an ostrich, but her crying became softer.Admiring myself in my heart, I really saw that the little rabbit was soft-hearted and easy to bully, Ji Xiaoyan softened her voice and continued to work hard: "Tiantian, I was hurt badly, I was hungry all day, and I can't cook, I couldn't help it just now I just ate your snacks, so I’m angry. I wanted to go out to buy something, but I didn’t have any money, and I dare not go out now. I was wrong, and I won’t scare you anymore..." Well, the crying basically stopped, Tian Miaomiao said sullenly: "I, I also forgot that you are still injured... Tell me, what happened yesterday?" Ji Xiaoyan said with "sadness": "I was forced to deal with a gang in city c, Dealing with financial work, yesterday they were fighting, I took advantage of the chaos and escaped, but I was discovered, and then..." Tian Miaomiao hurriedly put aside the pillow and sat up, brushing away the gaps in Ji Xiaoyan's words, and her attitude became 180 A big turn: "What?! Why didn't you say it earlier! I thought you were the boss of a gangster!" Ji Xiaoyan smiled: "How could I be the boss of a gangster hahaha..." In fact, my dad is...Of course this sentence Just complaining in my heart.Tian Miaomiao, with a strong sense of justice, grabbed her hand: "No wonder you cut off the phone line yesterday, and they are still tracking you, right? Don't worry, I will never betray you, I will help you call the police!" Ji Xiaoyan shook her hand, He opened his mouth and said, "No, they won't find me again, but you don't mind if I stay at your house for a few days?" Tian Miaomiao just felt that she had wronged the poor "victim" and hurriedly shook her head: "It's okay, I, I'm going to make you something to eat now." He rushed into the kitchen at once.