Madam escaped

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Although she used to tell herself that she silently guarded her secret love like "I love you, it has nothing to do with you", but this time, after she realized that sister Zhou would not love her, she still cried out of heartache.

She cried and hugged Lei Ming, and said: "Don't wait for me, don't wait for a hopeless love, find someone who is truly worthy of your love, live a happy life, I will never fall in love with you, don't let us You can’t even be friends, do you know that!”

Weeping so hard that she was almost roaring, although she was talking to Lei Ming, it seemed more like she was talking to herself, she kept repeating, poured another bottle of wine, and pushed Lei Ming away resolutely, in a panic ran back to his new home.

☆、Chapter 46

I'm a pervert, I'm a selfish ghost, I'm a bad person, I don't deserve anyone to treat me well, I'm just an unlucky ghost who will be unlucky if anyone touches it...

For a moment, Qian Linglong's frame of thinking about herself collapsed. She talked drunkenly, shyly, avoiding all people and things on the road, until she sneaked into the house like a thief, and wrapped herself tightly in a quilt , only to realize a sense of security.

Rest assured, Lei Ming, who followed all the way, saw all her abnormalities in his eyes. Compared with the heartache caused by her breaking up tonight, her current abnormalities worried him more.

Although when they were together, she was mostly calm and inactive, but he only regarded those changes as she was worrying about painting. After all, he had seen her laughing cheerfully and looking heartless. , never thought that she would be so distraught one day.

Standing in front of her bed, he couldn't help but wonder: Who is it, or what is it that bothers you and makes you feel so sad?

……

No matter how dark the night is, it will always pass; if you don't want to face it, you will always wake up.

When she got up to go to the toilet, Qian Linglong was taken aback by Lei Ming who was sitting on the single sofa in the living room. She couldn't remember asking him to come here last night. He went to pull the cloth on the drawing board behind him, and there was a loud noise, which woke Lei Ming up.

Lei Ming watched her anxiously jumping on the pull rope, and said with a smile, "Don't worry, I saw it last night."

Qian Linglong asked defensively, "What did you see?"

Lei Ming laughed and said, "Alone. Well, don't worry, even if I see your finished painting, I'm not at that level of plagiarism."

Qian Linglong still stubbornly pulled the cloth to cover the drawing board, and then asked: "Why are you here?" Her plan was not told to anyone, not even Sister Liu.

"You were so drunk last night, I don't worry. Even if we want to break up, as a man, we have the responsibility to ensure your safety."

Listening to his righteous words, Qian Linglong said with disdain: "No matter how nice the reason is, it can't cover up the fact that you followed others and trespassed on private houses."

Lei Ming raised his hands and said, "Then call the police and arrest me!"

The two confronted each other for a long time, Qian Linglong clutched her stomach and said, "I was so scared by you that I forgot to use the toilet." She turned her head and went into the toilet.

When she came out again, Lei Ming hadn't left, but was busy in the kitchen. When he got closer, he saw that he was chopping green onions and boiling water in a pot.

"What are you doing?"

"Cook breakfast, aren't you hungry?"

"I know you cooked breakfast." Qian Linglong said hesitantly, "I said last night that we were serious about breaking up."

"I know. I've known you for so long, and I've never heard you say a joke." He said without turning his head, "Didn't you also say that we can be friends in the future? It's not too much for a friend to have breakfast." ?”

After he said this, Qian Linglong didn't know what to do next. After squatting down and taking out the noodles, she went back to the room and lay down.

After the noodles in clear soup were cooked, Lei Ming brought them to her room and put them on the table, then sat down by himself again, neither leaving nor speaking.

Qian Linglong endured it until she couldn't help it anymore, she sat up and asked him: "What else do you want?" Seeing the noodle bowl, she said: "The noodle is cooked, you can eat it, don't worry about me, eat it Hurry up and go!"

Lei Ming smiled: "I believe that you really don't fall in love with me." Looking at the inexplicable Qian Linglong, he said: "I just broke up with me. Not only is it not sad, but I also drive people away mercilessly. You don't have to worry about it." Does it break my heart?"

Qian Linglong also felt that she had done too much, but at this moment, she didn't even know how to comfort her own hurt heart, so how could she care whether he was hurt or not?

She sighed, supporting her head weakly, feeling annoyed.

"Ling Long, I know that you are not playing with me. Just based on this, I am satisfied. What I want to say is: to love someone is to wish her happiness, so I hope you are happy. Can you tell me truthfully Not loving me is enough to show that you are kind-hearted, no matter how you look at it, I think you are a good friend worth making. As for my feelings for you, I can only say that I am not lucky enough to impress you. "

That's it, Qian Linglong was moved by him again, but this time she was very clear that being moved could not be considered love.

She compromised, picked up the bowl and ate resignedly, said with a mouth full of noodles: "Stop talking, leave these good words to others, lest I regret it later."

"Hehe, if you regret it, wouldn't that be in my favor?" Seeing Qian Linglong glaring at him, he quickly said, "Just kidding, just kidding!"

After eating the noodles, Lei Ming took them out to clean up. Qian Linglong was still sitting on the bed, thinking about what Lei Ming said just now while in a daze.

To love someone is to want him (her) to be happy.

Last night, she thought that Zhou Manting's words were a disguised rejection of herself, and even thought that the meaning behind those words was that she was guilty and that she couldn't love herself.

However, to use Lei Ming's words to explain, sister Zhou hopes to be happy, and she has said this sentence more than once, is it because she loves herself, but she also knows the emotional difficulties between the two women? There are many difficulties, so she deliberately said those words to push herself away?

Thinking about it this way, everything makes sense.

After thinking about this, Qian Linglong felt that compared to her one-sided crush, the fact that the two had mutual affection made her much more comfortable.

She couldn't help smiling smugly, it must be, didn't they still kiss without affection in their hometown before?Thinking of the beauty of that day, she couldn't wait to get into painting right away.

☆、Chapter 47

Since trying to understand the relationship between sister Zhou and herself that day, Qian Linglong has always been in a good mood.In addition, after separating from Lei Ming, she no longer had any burdens in her heart, and devoted herself wholeheartedly to painting.