Look at each other

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I suppressed the dizziness, got up and walked quickly to the living room, picked up the first aid kit and quickly returned to the study.

"Stretch your arm over here."

As soon as I said it, I regretted it. I wanted to speak to her more gently, but the tone that blurted out was so blunt.Xia Xiaoyou also seemed to be intimidated by my cold tone, her head buried between her legs slightly raised, and she took a sneak peek at me timidly.

My heart softened, "I'm sorry. I'll stop the bleeding for you now, and then we'll go to the hospital, okay?"

She didn't look away and didn't speak, she just shrank and shook her head.

"Then let me stop the bleeding for you first, okay?"

Maybe it was because the voice was almost begging, she looked at me hesitantly, "Will you hate me because of this?"

"No, Xiaoyou, reach out and let me help you stop the bleeding."

I knelt down on the carpet, moved towards her, and reached out to touch her bruised hand from clutching myself hard. As soon as the skin touched her, she trembled violently, then turned her back to me again.

"You, you just make me happy, right? No one would like me like this, such a tattered me."

"Don't talk about yourself!" Somewhere in the bottom of my heart, the emotions that have been accumulated for a long time exploded. I stood up and looked down at her, who was gradually blurring, "You listen to others! You really like you like this Where do you put your loved ones, where do you put my feelings for you."

"So you go back, I told you not to wait for me anymore." She also growled fiercely in return, but her shivering back could not restrain the trembling.

"I'm sorry, I...I didn't control my emotions right away." I raised my hand and wiped off the water on my face indiscriminately, and knelt on the spot at the same height as Xia Xiaoyou. Turn around, I'll help you stop the bleeding, okay?"

Xia Xiaoyou didn't seem to expect my attitude to soften again, so she still maintained a stiff tone and said, "I'll just do it myself."

"Both of your hands are... let me come, I will leave after the bleeding stops."

She hesitated for a moment before slowly turning around to face me. Her originally fair face became paler due to blood loss, which formed a sharp contrast with the bloody arms, which made my eyes hurt, and I felt dizzy again.

"You, are you okay?" She worried about me instead, and asked timidly.

I shook my head, closed my eyes and quietly calmed down the surge of Qi and blood, "It's okay, I'll help you stop the bleeding first." Opening my eyes again, I went straight to the first-aid kit, and put iodine, medical cotton swabs and gauze, etc. Everything was taken out in one go.I quickly prepared my mind before looking at the wound on her arm. The flesh and blood turned out at the wound still made my stomach churn.I stabilized my trembling hands, picked up the scissors, and carefully cut off the sleeve that was stuck to the wound. During this period, Xia Xiaoyou kept her eyes closed and bit her lip, her lower lip was almost bleeding from the bite.

"You don't have to bear it." I glanced at her, and my attention quickly returned to her wound. I took out two medical cotton swabs and dipped them in iodophor, "It will hurt during disinfection, do I need to get you a towel? Or , you can bite my hand."

She shook her head feebly, "No need."

"I'll try to be as light as possible."

I stopped talking nonsense, restrained my strength and gently dropped the cotton swab on her wound.As soon as the cotton swab touched the wound, Xia Xiaoyou flinched back involuntarily as if getting an electric shock. I immediately lifted the cotton swab and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, is it too hard?"

"Why are you so gentle?" She frowned and looked at me.

"Because of you." I lowered my head in embarrassment under her gaze, stretched out one hand to hold her wrist, and held a cotton swab to wipe her wound with the other hand.

Wounds of different depths were intertwined, covering her entire forearm ferociously. The wounds were slightly swollen, and the flesh was turned outward. Some wounds had formed dark red blood scabs, while others were still oozing blood.My heart was beating violently, and the hand holding the cotton swab trembled unconsciously, and the strength lost its strength, causing Xia Xiaoyou to cry out in pain several times.

After the wound was cleaned and disinfected, the bleeding gradually stopped. Most of the blood that had flowed all over my arm was washed away, revealing the covered skin, which was also covered with old and new scars. I froze my hands and looked up at Xia Xiaoyou .

She turned her head away uncomfortably as I stared at her, "Just say what you want."

"Nothing. The other hand."

I threw the cotton swabs in my hand into the trash can and took out two new ones. There was only half of a newly opened bag of cotton swabs left, and the trash can was full of cotton swabs soaked in povidone iodine and blood.

"I cut these myself."

"I know."

"Do you think I'm so selfish?"

"Selfish."

"really."

Her voice was a little lost and relieved when she got the answer. I didn't raise my head to look at her expression, and then said: "But people who force you not to do this and require you to be strong are more selfish."

"why?"

"Because you are just an ordinary person, a mortal who has emotions and desires, is vulnerable and escapes."

"Then why do you like me?"

"Whether it's a mortal or a saint, there's only you, it's you."

"Are you angry when you know that I will...be like this?"

"Maybe a little, but it's more disappointment than anger, because I may not be as important as I thought."

"No, it's just that I'm too incompetent."

After all the disinfection was over, I took the gauze and covered the wound gently along her forearm, "Did Xia Dong tell you anything?"

"He said he would fire you and tell your parents about us." She lowered her head and muttered.

"This reminds you of Du Ruo?" I tied the gauze, cut off the extra piece, and then cut another piece of gauze to bandage her other arm.

"Well. I'm afraid, afraid that you will leave me. I always thought I was different, but in the same situation, I was still the same useless. I hate myself like this."

"How did Uncle Xia know?"

She dodged her eyes a little, "Because of Li 'Wandering Soul', I bumped into him once, dereliction of duty, and then fired him directly for lack of teacher ethics. He was clamoring to sue me at Xia Bangyan, but I didn't Thinking that he would involve you in it, I didn't care, who knows..."