Look at each other

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"I'm really sorry, I'm just such a hypocritical person, I can't change it."

"Yes, yes, you are right."

"How can this be right!"

She didn't talk anymore, she just hugged her belly in the quilt and smiled to herself, her eyes were almost narrowed into two slits, and blood appeared on her face that was originally pale as paper, and she looked naive like a child weighing two hundred pounds .

The scorching sun at noon poured down from the floor-to-ceiling windows. I sat facing her with my back to the light. Also burned badly.

It was at that moment that I suddenly realized something again.

I kind of like her.

The author has something to say: There are two days off during the two-day school season. If I don’t go to practice, I will have time to code, and I may update it tomorrow (irresponsible bb).Congratulations to Mr. Xiaoan who found out what he wanted.

☆、Chapter 18

I have never been a person who is very slow to the budding of emotions, and it can even be said that I am unexpectedly sensitive to this aspect, so at that moment I found that emotion sharply.But understanding the feelings does not mean that the next step is to express love vigorously.Now that I am past the age of playing love games, there is no reason to start a relationship rashly, let alone when the other party is of the same sex.

Even leaving aside the gender issue, do I understand her?

I thought of the rumors in the mouth of Li "Wandering Soul", those words and phrases he did not know how much he wanted to arouse my disgust for Xia Xiaoyou, but it aroused more of my surprise. People with such a warm smile have experienced it again. What kind of mental journey?

I have always accepted the complexity of human nature, and I have always believed that a person can have a bright and beautiful side, or that there is a little-known darkness hidden in the other side of his heart. Maybe Xia Xiaoyou is also such a person, although she always smiles at her. Human, considerate, occasionally venomous and childish, free and easy, but what kind of unknown side does she have?

I like her heartless smile, and her sharp-tongued witty appearance is equally pleasing.Doesn't the words of her who like such a dazzling girl actually mean "If she is not such a person, I don't like it" and changed to a slightly more glamorous vest?I thought of the timidity I felt when I stopped before she showed even the slightest bit of gloom on National Day. Can I really accept and like all of her?

"What's wrong? What are you thinking about?" Xia Xiaoyou shook his hand holding the chopsticks in front of my eyes, and asked with concern, "Still thinking about Chen Fan?"

I looked at her ignorant and caring expression, and calmed down my endless thoughts: "No, I was just in a daze for a while, let's eat. You have to work hard today to finish eating, most of it was left yesterday , I was scolded by your Aunt Yang when I brought it back."

"Aunt Yang made this for three people. You have such a small appetite. I really can't finish eating two and a half people. Also, you insist on calling it 'Your Aunt Yang'." Your own mother? You won't be jealous, right?" She raised one eyebrow and winked at me.

I remember that she once said that she was three years older than me, but I don’t know if it’s because of her youthful appearance or the occasional childishness in her behavior, but she looks three years younger than me.

"Hmph, childish."

"You are laughing at fifty steps, just with your bulging cheeks and pouting your mouth just now, you almost have your hands on your hips, elementary school."

"..."

When she saw that I was so embarrassed that I couldn't handle it, she grinned wildly without any scruples about the image.For heaven's sake, I have hidden a full stomach of polite and insulting words, but because of my budding love, facing this "Xi Tzu" who looks more and more pleasing to the eye, I have long forgotten my ability to speak out and speak venomously, and the machine crashed My brain can't even come up with a word.

"I can't say anything, I have to invigilate the exam in the afternoon, so I have to hurry up."

The corner of her mouth curled downwards, but she didn't say anything else.The two just ate without saying a word, and I occasionally glanced at her indiscriminately.

When you like someone, the air around her is as sweet as honey, and her every move seems to have a holy radiance, but in fact she may be the same as usual, but you are no longer transparent. Appreciate her through your eyes, but a beauty camera, automatic skin smoothing, face slimming, lover filter.

I'm holding this beauty camera at Xia Xiaoyou right now, and I almost hit her face with the camera.I have to mention that her gentle appearance with low eyebrows and pleasing eyes and small mouth made her feel like "the years are quiet and beautiful".

Although she looks cute and cute, but since I dined with her this National Day holiday, I seem to be used to chatting with her during meals, and the sudden silence at the moment seems a bit cold.

"You can talk if you want, it's not a mandatory rule that you can't talk." I sneaked a glance at her and said with some guilt.

She seemed to be keenly aware of my lack of confidence, so she blinked at me: "Is it quiet? I'm not used to it. This meal is just a time for small talk. Isn't what the people of our country follow is that everything is done at the dinner table?" Do you want to talk?"

I chuckled and said, "It's all nonsense."

She looked at me, the smile on her face paused, then she changed into a secretive expression and said: "Xiao An, I think you are a little weird today..."

"Is there? How could it not be?" I thought my little Jiujiu had been noticed by her, and threw out three consecutive denials in a panic.

"It's strange... it's gentle. You said that if it was usual, you would have come back early, but today is uncharacteristic." She tilted her head and thought for a moment, then said: "Did something else happen in school? You can relax , there is a sister covering you about school matters, so don't be afraid."

"...You can shut up, you, you have been out of shape all day long."

"I don't! I'm not! Don't dare to talk nonsense! Where am I out of shape? Have I lost my positive and stalwart teacher image? I'm about to talk to you about something serious."

"You say."

I lowered my head to pick up the food and prepared to listen to her business, but after waiting for a while, there was no movement. I looked up at her, and she was looking at me in silence, her expression was a bit indescribable, and it took a while before I choked out a sentence: "...you today It's really gentle and polite, but it's a bit like when we first met, I'm still not used to it."

"I don't think you're jealous."

"I suddenly feel much more comfortable."

Looking at her smiling face, I suddenly couldn't tell whether she had noticed my liking and was tactfully rejecting me, or was it just her unintentional move?