Poison Veleno

After a lot of effort, it turned into a raging flame in my heart, and trapped myself instead.Qi Zhongbei simply abandoned his armour, surrendered, and became a good man.The more I play this role, the more serious I become, and I can't get away from it too deeply.

On the day Tong Yan agreed to propose, Qi Zhongbei told Tong Yan that the first time he saw her, she was wearing a red dress like a flame.Sing "A Fire in Winter" for her, the tune of jazz, hold her hand and dance Waltz on the roof.Qi Zhongbei was dressed in Henry Poole haute couture, a suit and leather shoes, and Tong Yan was wearing white T-shirt jeans, and was being driven around by him in the wind.

Tong Yan was probably a little dizzy.This shaved man has sword eyebrows and starry eyes, which is the tone that 98 out of [-] girls like.Knowledgeable and good at listening, he can always comfort Tong Yan appropriately.In the world constructed by Qi Zhongbei, everything is orderly and law-abiding.Tong Yan was afraid of changes, and the madness hidden in his temperament was suppressed in Qi Zhongbei.He is the one who can turn her into an ordinary person.

If Mi Qing is her dú/yào, then Qi Zhongbei is her solution.

In the blink of an eye, it was the time when Wagang started school.There is still no news from Petersburg.

The school called Tong Yan twice, but Tong Yan always said that it would be as soon as possible, and finally there was no further news.Tong Yan was sure that Mi Qing had given up on her dream, blamed herself and got angry, and went to the bar to get drunk.

Tong Yan's mother, Xiang Qu Shui, has a habit of drinking alcohol, and Tong Yan doesn't know if she has some inheritance.Sometimes I feel like a rubber band, and when it's stretched to the extreme, only alcohol can save me half the night.

Tong Yan, a local bar, knows nothing about it, and has no fixed choices. He just randomly picks one that looks good on the bar street and sneaks in.

Watching the lights on the dance floor flickering, the world flickering on and off, Tong Yanmao was crazily drunk in the corner.

Men are like cats smelling fish, "Beauty, are you alone?"

"Beauty, let's play together..."

"I'm out of fire, beauty, is there fire?"

Tong Yan hugged his knees and held the wine bottle in a corner of the booth, completely trapped in self-isolation, the men couldn't move, and they all walked away in a boring way.

The situation of getting drunk is usually like this, the more you want to get drunk, the slower and longer the process from sober to drunk.After a dozen drinks, Tong Yan drank most of it alone, and his mind became clearer.The waiter originally thought that Tong Yan would come alone, and specifically told her that the minimum consumption for a booth is 2580. Tong Yan just hummed lightly, picked a secluded place, drank for a while and then called the waiter to get the wine. The waiter felt that she was nodding.

On the dance floor, there are red men and women who are sometimes purple, sometimes yellow, and sometimes green. Standing on the high platform on three sides, sexy leads the dancer. On the big screen, a gorgeous girl who looks like Jessica Rabbit flashes on the big screen. His facial features are too prominent, and his temperament is extremely glamorous.

Suddenly the camera turned, the music stopped suddenly, and Tong Yan's face suddenly appeared.Tong Yan squinted at his own face on the big and small screens, and raised his head to take a sip of wine.

The music blared again.The atmosphere of the audience was copied to the extreme.

Tong Yan only felt that his eyes were dark, and the colorful neon lights were blocked behind him. A woman sat in front of her. She smiled slightly and said, "Do you... want to try my bed?"

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Tong Yan said with a confused smile: "Jessica..." As he spoke, he stroked the woman's hair like a child touching a toy, and the woman took Tong Yan's finger and put it in her mouth.

Tong Yan seemed to be ignited at once, pulled the woman's hair, and bit her lip as punishment.Yeyan's music, the trembling bass pào, and the blurred light and shadow, the two women fanatically stuck together.The man next to him was so excited that he took out his mobile phone to record.

Tong Yan called faintly: "Gently, gently..."

The woman panted and said to Tong Yan, "Whether to you or to me?"

Tong Yan was insane, but couldn't stop crying, and shouted as he moved: "Where have you been? Gentle, where have you been?"

The woman was a little out of her weeping, and said, "I'm not, I'm not gently..."

Tong Yan woke up suddenly, was stunned for a while, grabbed his bag and ran away.

He rushed to the door of the bar in a hurry, and was about to go out when someone grabbed him from behind. When Tong Yan turned around, it was Xu Ru.

"Tong Yan, what's wrong with you..." Xu Ru's face said, "I saw it just now."

……

Tong Yan closed his eyes and leaned back in the chair, Xu Ru slowly drove the car into the garage. "arrive."

When Tong Yan opened his eyes, he unbuckled his seat belt and opened the car door.Xu Ru said softly: "You...don't plan...to talk to me?"

Tong Yan stopped.After a while, he leaned back to his seat. "It's just... you see that... I like women."

Xu Ru said, "I'm not asking this...you know."

Tong Yan lowered his head, tears trickled down his palms, and gasped in his throat, "Gently, gently, she... won't come back."

Xu Ru stepped forward and patted Tong Yan on the shoulder, and Tong Yan leaned in her arms, crying loudly.

Xu Ru said, "You've been taking yào for so many years just for her..."

Tong Yan nodded aggrievedly, "I liked her since I was only 16 years old...I dare not tell people...for fear that people will think...I am a pervert...She is rebellious and has trouble with her father, so I took her to the house , but kissed her... still wanting...but after a circle, she grew up. She said she loves me, I can't control myself...why can't I control myself...why do I always treat her like a child , told her to go away... She is gone, she will not go to school anymore, and don't dream... What should I do..."

Xu Ru said: "Don't worry...why doesn't she go to school, why doesn't she dream anymore, just talk slowly, I'll see if I can find a way..."

Tong Yan hasn't returned to the house for a long time, Qi Zhongbei has to urge her to eat medicine and tell her jokes every day.If it weren't for Wagang's incident, Tong Yan would have almost returned to the life he had two years ago.

The house was a little dusty, Xu Ru helped Tong Yan clean it up a bit, the only sweets in the cupboard were chocolates, which Mi Qing loved to drink.

Xu Ru made two glasses, and handed one to Tong Yan to sit opposite her. "So, are you sure, you love your sister?"

"We are not related by blood!"

Xu Ru nodded, "Okay, it doesn't count. But, didn't you also say that she is young. She is 21 years old, a child who has just entered university in China. Is she fixed? Do you know what love is? Does she know your illness?"

Tong Yan shook his head. "I don't know, I think...she loves me."

Xu Ru said: "Where can she go without money? You don't have a contact information for someone who knows her?"

Tong Yan said no.

Xu Ru said: "How could there be no one? She has been in Wagang for so many years, even if she has no contacts, she doesn't know anyone. You can go to the school and ask."

Tong Yan said: "Qingqing suffered a lot in Wagang. She worked half-study and didn't even have a mobile phone... I asked her where she lived when she was in the regiment, but she didn't want to mention it."

Xu Ru said: "Check her entry and exit. If she hasn't left Petersburg, she must still be there. We went to the school to ask, and it just started! I'm sure we can find out something!"

Tong Yan said, "Us?"

Xu Ru said: "I'm asking for leave! I have to take a vacation for myself occasionally. Besides, I haven't been to St. Petersburg yet! Treat it as a vacation! Maybe... I can meet a Prince Charming...President Putin like that man..." While talking, the phone rang, Xu Ru took out the phone, and mouthed Tong Yan: "Qi Zhongbei? Did you turn off the phone?"

Tong Yan winked and shook his head, signaling not to answer.

Xu Ru cleared her throat and answered the phone, "Hey, Zhongbei! What's wrong? No! Isn't she with you? No, she didn't look for me. She is such a big person, are you still afraid of losing her? I've gone for skin care... um, um, ok... no thanks. byebye."

Tong Yan hugged the pillow, quietly waiting for Xu Ru to end the call.

"Find Mi Qing, what should Qi Zhongbei do?"

Holding the cup, Tong Yan quietly stared at the delicate and soft liquid, "Zhongbei and I, it was a mistake from the beginning... If I were not with Zhongbei, Qingqing would not..."

Xu Ru stood up, looked down at Tong Yan, blinked, and pursed her lips, "You gave me a new perspective on the world."

Tong Yan was sitting anxiously holding a cup, Xu Ru turned her head and added: "I like you more now. The you before...is too unreal."

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Returning to Petersburg again seems like a lifetime away.Petersburg is full of delusional illusions.

Memories froze frame by frame in Tong Yan's mind.Mi Qing pursed her mouth and raised her brows to be annoyed and pretty; the gentle and clever talking in Tong Yan's arms, the gentleness of her wearing an apron holding a spoon, the tolerance of her tearful face...

The smell of Lost L hurts faintly in the bone marrow.Tong Yan opened the yào box and swallowed the yào tablets in a panic.

Looking for an unnamed girl who has been missing for a year, the police process cannot match the individual's wishes in time.Tong Yan and Xu Ruwei had no choice but to come to the school to inquire.The school said that at the end of last year, most of the students in the same class as Miqing had graduated.The school cannot provide student contact details to non-police personnel.Tong Yan's begging was ineffective, Xu Ru told the school that Mi Qing was Tong Yan's only younger sister.I think you also have a daughter and relatives, no matter what, please help.

The school leader probably had a rebellious daughter, or a wife who was equally anxious, and called Mi Qing's instructors for Tong Yan.Most of the teachers' evaluations of Mi Qing are that she is very talented and withdrawn. Before joining the League, she lived a monotonous life and studied hard.Other than that, I don't know much about her. I don't know who else is in her family. I haven't met her parents. I only heard her proudly say that she has an outstanding sister.However, my sister has never seen it either.

In Tong Yan's mind, the image of 16-year-old Mi Qing happily helping her to take a picture, she was so happy because she was so lonely.It was her own cowardice that made Mi Qing so lonely and helpless.

For the sake of the teacher's words, Xu Ru had to add a few words to explain, "Miss Tong is very busy with work. She has been in Italy all year round. Both parents divorced...need to make money, so...the concern for her sister is lacking. some."

The teacher's English is not very fluent, and the words are very blunt, "I make money in Italy, why can't I even pay my sister's tuition? After joining the group, according to the students, I have to work part-time until one or two o'clock every night. It is very hard. She fainted once in class..." At this point, she suddenly affirmed, "Speaking of which, I remembered that someone was taking care of her. It seems to be her boyfriend..."

Xu Ru asked, "Boyfriend?"

The teacher said: "I'm not sure if it's her boyfriend. She fainted that day, and everyone sent her to the hospital. At night, a man came and helped her pay the fee."

Xu Ru glanced at Tong Yan and asked, "Excuse me, do you know his boyfriend's contact information?"

The teacher shook his head and said, "I don't know about that."

Tong Yan's expression could not be more mournful.The teacher said: "However, I probably remember that she has an address. It was her boyfriend who said he would send her back there, because it is not a good place... so the memory is deeper... I always wondered why I chose to live there? "

……

It was a place opposite to the sun and shadow, and the people living around it were nothing but poor and destitute people, marginal workers, drug addicts, beggars...

Tong Yan and Xu Ru asked the people around them, and finally got the news in a gray old yellow building.A Chinese girl, very beautiful, lives alone in Room 368, and has no friends.

Tong Yan and Xu Ru went to knock on the door, but there was no one in the room, Tong Yan was sitting in the aisle of the stairs waiting, Xu Ru lit a cigarette and stood beside her with her hands in her arms to smoke.

Tong Yan is out of place here, and passers-by can see it.The men and women in the world of mortals walked up the stairs shoulder to shoulder, and at the end the man laughed and turned his head towards Tong Yan Xu Ru and whistled a few times.

Nearly 7 o'clock, someone approached downstairs, a man and a woman, hugging together, flirting game.The man held the woman's waist with one hand, and groped her body with the other hand. The woman reluctantly followed his hand and slapped it hard like a fly.As soon as the man opened his mouth, Tong Yan turned around and it wasn't a man, it was a woman who looked a lot like a man.That's a TomBoy.

Tong Yan stood up, leaned on the railing and looked down.

Fan light.

The man was a woman with green hair, dark eyelids, dirty smoky makeup, dark circles, and pale skin.

Mi Qing was talking to her in Russian, and she was extremely dissatisfied.The relationship between the two is complicated and confusing, but it is by no means simple.Mi Qing pointed at the entrance of the alley and yelled at her, the woman tied her hands to express her helplessness, turned around to leave, then suddenly turned back, hugged Mi Qing and kissed her on the mouth.

Mi Qing slapped her hard several times, but she didn't seem to notice it.Only holding the fascination lightly and devotedly kissing.

Tong Yan's back was stiff, and she stood upstairs and called out: "Gently..." She was not sure if her voice was trembling, but she was afraid of tears, so she grabbed the rusty railing hard.With a hand of rust powder.

Fan slightly raised his head.He lowered his head and stayed where he was.

Tong Yan said to Xu Ru: "Rube, you go back first." Xu Ru nodded and dropped the cigarette butt, stamped it out, and went downstairs.

The green-haired woman looked at Tong Yan with hostility in her gray-blue eyes.Xu Ru spoke English to the woman with green hair: "Hey, handsome guy, do you want to go to the police station?"

The green-haired woman seemed to dislike the word police station, and raised her middle finger to show her sincerity.Hands in a half circle, rhythmically moving up and down, the tip of the tongue pushed out the bumps on the cheeks one after another, raised the eyebrows and curled the mouth with a yīnyīn smile, turned and left.

Tong Yan was afraid that Mi Qing would get away, so he hurriedly chased him downstairs, too hastily, he hung up his shoes at the corner and stepped on ashes.

Mi Qing obediently greeted him.

Tong Yan didn't have time to pat off the dust on the bottom of his feet, held back the dirt, took a step forward with his shoes, and Mi Qing withdrew slightly, "What are you doing here?"

Tong Yan said: "Come back to Firenze with me, let's start over."

With a sullen face, Mi Qing said, "We're done", and then went upstairs without Tong Yan.

Tong Yan suddenly turned around and shouted: "What's the end? It's because I love you and care about you, and I'm afraid you will go astray, so I said a few words to you, and it's over? Is your love just such a joke!"

Mi Qing didn't answer, looking at the stairs and rushing upstairs, Tong Yan grabbed Mi Qing's arm fiercely, and shook it vigorously, "You don't go to school, you delay yourself! You are sorry for your talent! You Mi Qing tilted her body, almost tripped, her expression changed, she pushed Tong Yan away and shouted: "Who are you? What right do you have to teach me? Have you ever cared about me? You and I have nothing to do from now on." Get out! Get out! I don’t need you to teach me!”

Tong Yan was impatient, he grabbed Mi Qing's arm and dragged it down, Mi Qing stopped her pace and refused to go.The two wrestled vigorously, and Tong Yan said: "You have to follow me today if you want to, and you have to follow me if you don't want to! I am your sister, and I have the right to control you for the rest of my life!"

Mi Qing stood on her feet, held Tong Yan's shoulders and kissed her mouth, kissed twice, only thinking of a demonstration, so she was going to back away, Tong Yan held Mi Qing's face hungrily, and continued.It's still a familiar breath, Mi Qing's tongue is soft and sweet, and the itchiness in Tong Yan's heart oozes out like a spring.One back is numb.Supporting the back of Mi Qing's head with one hand, pressing her body towards him with the other.

The two of them poured into 368 in a chaotic turn and sway. In the dim room, there was a raucous cry, and Tong Yan was dizzy with his bewildered words.She said: "Sister Tong, you think so when I'm 16 years old, right... Tell me, do you fantasize about me comforting yourself every night..."

Tong Yan just asked fiercely: "Are you doing the same with others? How many people have you had?"