Girlfriend is Fierce and Cute, Please Respect Yourself

So at this very moment...

There is a question that I have to ask Tina to answer.

"It's just Tina, you keep saying that you can't stand it, but have you ever thought about whether You Lin is willing? Are you really right?"

This is always a problem that Tina cannot avoid.

No matter what her motivation for saying this is, and how much she wants to think for You Lin, this is not You Lin's own will.

"Of course she would!"

"Then why did it develop into what it is now?"

I don't need to argue with Tina, the drowsy You Lin lying in my arms is the best proof.

Tina used wine to draw out the hidden side of You Lin's heart, so that she would be unhappy because I was too close to Tina, and also jealous because of my closeness with Xia Tong, but that was only because of the wine.

"Willing and having courage are two different things. Please clarify this point."

"..."

My hands hang down feebly, and Tina sees through my last struggle. Now I really have no way to resist.

As long as You Lin is involved, Tina's brain turns faster than anyone else.

"Ye Xi, the answers you want are all in the phone, because I have read them, so I can assure you that you will never regret it after reading them."

"I knew I shouldn't have been fooled by you. If I didn't play this game today..."

Subconsciously stroking You Lin's hair in her arms.

To be honest, this seems to be the first time that You Lin lay in my arms in such a pitiful manner, Xiaoniaoyiren is nothing like her...

wrong!It should be said that she is not like the usual her!

I have always relied on You Lin unilaterally. I naively thought that You Lin had no troubles, but I have never really understood You Lin, so why do I say that I am her best friend?

"Believe me, if you don't know some things, you will regret it for life afterwards."

"Perhaps you're right..."

Picking up You Lin's cell phone, the screen turned on and there was a private account on Twitter, probably when You Lin was treating her illness, it was used as a notebook by You Lin.

"Sooner or later, I will go back and meet him!!!!"

This is the earliest message on this account.

How childish is You Lin? What do so many exclamation marks mean?

I should have laughed, but why did my heart start to hurt after I saw it?

"This date should be the day when Linlin disappeared, right?"

"Well... I will never forget this day. The house across the street became clean overnight, and there was no result after asking my mother. You Lin's family completely disappeared from this world!"

From that day on, I became a loner with no friends to support me.

"This is her determination, because you are only because of you, understand?"

"..."

Swipe up slowly, the days when You Lin disappeared, because the existence of these words gradually filled the vacancy in my heart.

"I had my first test today, and my parents said that the situation is good, as long as I cooperate with the treatment, I can recover. It's great..."

……

"There is a girl in the ward where she lives. Her name is Tina. She has a weird personality and is obviously sick. Why can she smile so happily when she sees me? Next time I find a chance to ask her~~"

……

"When I went to the bathroom in the middle of the night, I heard my parents crying in the hallway. It turns out that the recovery is a lie. Will I die? I don't want to die!"

……

"You Xiaolin's acting skills exploded today! My parents didn't realize that I already knew it, and I will work harder in the future!"

Eyes were clouded for no reason.

"After chemotherapy, I felt very sick. I ran to the bathroom to vomit, but I didn't spit out a drop of water. I didn't feel cold, but I started to get goosebumps all over my body. I was sad all the time, 24 hours a day. I wanted to sleep but my stomach was uncomfortable. I could only Curl up."

……

"I forgot when I fell asleep yesterday. I am very sensitive to smell today. I would feel like vomiting when I smell the laundry detergent on the quilt, and I would feel sick when I smell the bamboo pillow next to me. My limbs are so weak that I can't stand up. Go pee. It turned out to be pink, it should be yesterday’s red potion, right? I’m ashamed to be seen by others!”

……

"I chatted with Tina again today, and she actually asked me why I didn't cry. Chemotherapy is so painful, it's impossible for a weak girl like me to bear it. I told her about Ye Xi for the first time, Because I know that chemotherapy can make my body better, I want to meet Ye Xi so I don’t hate chemotherapy, should I say I like it? I’m really sick! My brain is sick!”

……

"During the second chemotherapy, my parents also came to cheer for me. Afterwards, Tina asked me why Ye Xi, whom I had been thinking about, didn't come. I didn't want to hide it from her, and she also promised to keep it a secret for me. It's the first time in so many years. It feels so good for others to tell their secrets thoroughly, and I finally found someone to share with Ye Xi~~”

"Ye Xi, you should really look for the video of those patients undergoing chemotherapy. After watching it, you will know how much Linlin cared about you at that time. What a fool... I have been alone for so long, and I have never cried once, just because she believed in you. Chemotherapy can make her see you again!"

"..."

His eye sockets became more moist, and he continued to swipe the screen in silence.

The following records are all of You Lin's medical history at the beginning, she can't do anything except seeing a doctor, and only occasionally see a few different ones.

"Tina told me today that her dream is to stand on the stage. If possible, I want to help her realize... No! I definitely want to help her realize it."

……

"Today, my dad brought a boy to see me. I heard that he brought it back from Mexico. His name is Ghost. Mingming is older than me, but his eyes are like puppies who don't dare to look at me. Tina joked that it was because he fell in love with me. Yes, but how can anyone like a dying person? Next time, talk to him more, and help him adapt to the new environment, he should be very scared, right?"

……

"The condition seems to be getting more and more serious. I vaguely heard the doctor say that I have to fight for the last time. I will not give up. I have to go back to China to meet Ye Xi. I still have many, many things I want to do. I have grown up so much once I have never had a serious date, I want to eat alone with Ye Xi, go shopping, watch a movie, and see a giant panda again if I have a chance? It’s so cute~~”

"At this time, Linlin asked me to do something, do you want to hear what it is?"

"What if I say I don't want to hear it?"

"Then I will say it too!"

"..."

"In case I die, please find a chance to be friends with Ye Xi, don't say I asked you. He is not very good at getting along with others. He must be unhappy these days when I am gone. Please do it for me His friend! A friend for life!"

Tears rolled down from the eyes without warning.

Can't stop...

damn it!Why can't it stop?

"Do you know how I felt when I heard this sentence? I was just thinking before, it's okay to look at the photos of the person Linlin likes, why does Xiao Nizi like it so much, but I just found out that day, she likes you to the bone , This is a feeling that I can't understand through photos."

"..."

"Later, Linlin's illness improved, so she planned the future with me. Apart from realizing my dream, she talked about meeting you the most."

Tina snatched the phone from me, and turned over You Lin's memo, which contained her original plan.

"Apologize first, tell him what I've been doing all these years, so that Ye Xi won't be angry with me..."

"If Tina can stand on the stage at that time, I will go to the concert with him. The tickets must be decorated with roses, that fool will definitely not be able to see it! Hehe~~"

"Afterwards, use the remaining months to repair the relationship with Ye Xi, and when the time is right, the two of you will go to the playground and confess your love on the Ferris wheel. It's best if Ye Xi is willing, and if I don't, I will kiss him forcefully to force him to agree. I never want to be separated from him in my life.”

"me……"

I wanted to say something, but my voice was so choked that I couldn't finish a sentence.

"But then Linlin's illness relapsed again, and she might recover or die, so she decided to return to China at the last time. God didn't let her illness keep getting worse. This is an opportunity, if she doesn't grasp it , maybe there is really no chance in this life!"

"..."

"Linlin came back with apprehension and hope. When she got off the plane, she was very nervous. Sister Jing and I were worried, so we followed her all the time. I saw you helping her carry the suitcase downstairs, although I didn't recognize you at the first time. , but we are all very happy and believe that Linlin's dedication will eventually be rewarded, but who knows that you gave her despair..."

"Because... Xia Tong and I are... together... right?"

One of three choices, no suspense from the beginning

"Yeah, she has calculated everything, except that she didn't calculate that you will have another girlfriend. This may be God's will!"

"..."

I tried to empathize with You Lin's mood when she came back.

If I like You Lin, I don’t want her to worry about me because of illness, and I disappear alone for three years, and when I come back, I’m about to start again, but I find that You Lin already has another boyfriend, and the two of them spend all day in front of me. flirting in front of...

I'm afraid I'm going to collapse, just thinking about it now makes me panic.

Tina was right, the reason You Lin persisted was because of me, but I overturned everything inadvertently.

"She even considered the fact that you don't forgive her. She has been comforting herself in my ear, saying that although I believe that Ye Xi will not be angry, but this matter has gone too far, it is only natural for Ye Xi not to forgive her. , so she must be prepared for the worst! If this scene really happens after the meeting, she must not give up, but start again, even if she stalks her to death, it doesn't matter."

"..."

Looking down at You Lin in her arms, it's hard for me to imagine that such words came out of her mouth, and it's even more difficult to imagine her expression when she said such words. The determined appearance must be cute, right?

"Ye Xi, has Linlin never cried in front of you?"

"Um……"

You Lin is an optimist, at least in my memory, there is no picture of her crying sadly.

Even after she came back and found out that I had a girlfriend, it was obviously such a painful thing to think differently, but she still smiled and praised me for being able to turn a girl like Xia Tong into her girlfriend.

Thinking of this, the heart hurts like a pinprick again.

"Linlin has never cried in front of me, until the day I found out that you have a girlfriend!"

"..."

"Can you imagine? A person who can laugh after chemotherapy, actually cried like that on the phone. At that time, I really wanted to rush over and beat you up. Why can't you trust Linlin more? How could she Did it really disappear for no reason?"

"I don't know!!! How can you trust me?!"

My fingertips sank deep into the carpet. If I knew You Lin's intentions at that time, I would never have been with Xia Tong. Xia Tong at that time was a stranger to me, ten of her weight Not as heavy as You Lin, I will definitely wait for You Lin to recover.

If You Lin didn't make it through, then I would never fall in love again in this life, because I know that if it were me, You Lin would also guard me for the rest of my life.

"Yeah, what a perfect reason! You are right! Xia Tong is also right! The one who is wrong is actually Linlin herself. Isn't this a ridiculous thing?"