Girlfriend is Fierce and Cute, Please Respect Yourself

I'm such a thin-skinned person, and now she praises me so bluntly, how can I bear it?

"No! I haven't finished talking yet, do you know why I changed my opinion of you again afterwards?"

"do not know."

Has Fang Yiyi changed his mind about me?

How could I know such a private thing, I'm not the roundworm in her stomach.

"It was the time you invited me to your house~~"

"Ah? Did you remember badly? It was Xiaoxi who invited you?!"

I couldn't help frowning, I never take credit, and it was the first time I had close contact with Fang Xuan that day, so I can't remember wrongly, how did Xiaoxi's credit fly to me somehow?

When did I invite Fang Yiyi, my character does not support me to do such a proactive thing.

"I know, but you didn't object, and you made a few remarks afterwards."

"How can you still steal credit like this? You really gave me face!"

If there is no objection, it can be counted as my invitation. If Xiaoxi hears this, he will definitely be jealous of me.

"It's so-so, but what you don't know is..."

starry sky

"Actually, I was quite reluctant to go to your house at that time..."

"this one?"

Tilting my head and thinking about it, everything Fang Yiyi said really exceeded my expectations.

"Ok!"

"Then you underestimate me too much, how could I not know this?"

When Xiaoxi asked her first, I thought she was reckless. After all, our relationship with Fang Yiyi is not good enough to deal with family affairs, so her behavior will only make people annoying.

"you know?"

"Nonsense, our relationship was so-so at that time, if it wasn't because of Xiaoxi's "overwhelming love" that tortured you in various ways, how could you come? "

Fang Yiyi is a kind of person like me to a certain extent. Both of us are very conservative in character. To put it bluntly, it is called hesitation, not like Xia Tong and You Lin.

When Xiaoxi invited Fang Yiyi to come to my house, she and I were just ordinary classmates. Even if we added a "Teacher Fang", it would not be good enough to visit each other. That's how it went.

Looking back now, it was great that Xiaoxi was by my side at that time, otherwise there would be no such thing as "Sister Yiyi" now, and it would be even more impossible for me to have so many interactions with Fang Yiyi in the future.

"I thought you didn't know..."

"How is it possible? I just don't think it's necessary to expose it. It's definitely better for you to come to my house than to hang out outside."

Xiaoxi has compassion, and so do I.

The biggest difference between me and her is that she puts it into practice, but I play dead on the sidelines. I feel that while she is acting recklessly, I also agree with her in my heart. That's why I will help her later.

"So that's the case. It seems that I missed it...Actually, I didn't see you as an ordinary friend at that time. I don't know how to describe it now, but the feeling is different."

"Understand, understand, I can almost understand what you mean!"

Although Xia Tong and Fang Yiyi give people completely different feelings, one is as cold as ice and the other is as warm as wind, but their attitudes towards "friends" are surprisingly similar.

Now which girl doesn't have a girlfriend around her, even You Lin and Xiao Xi can't escape this vicious circle, but the two of them are alone and always keep a distance from the people around them.

Even if Fang Yiyi and I met at the beginning, it was just a chance meeting, and the relationship faded after a few months, but once she lived in my house and met my family, the relationship would be improved by leaps and bounds. We didn't do anything, but we knew better than anyone else.

The most notable sign is everything about Fang Xuan. Although it is unintentional, it is an opportunity for me to have a deeper understanding of Fang Yiyi.

Even if Fang Yiyi and I were strangers before, after I learned Fang Yiyi's biggest secret, our relationship would become unusual.

"Also, I got appendicitis again at Christmas, when you hugged me and went downstairs in a panic, do you know what I was thinking?"

"I don't know...you can still think when you are in such pain?"

I always feel that the atmosphere is a bit dignified now. Taking advantage of the joy of being sick and safe, I said half-jokingly,

Although I have never had appendicitis, I still have some understanding of the symptoms of appendicitis. At that time, Fang Yiyi was breaking out in cold sweat. Even if she could think, she was probably thinking about how to pass out without pain.

But Fang Yiyi didn't think so, and now she stretched out her hand and pulled my face forcefully again.

"Of course! I was thinking at that time... finally someone in this world cares about me, and I am more anxious than me when I am in pain..."

"It's not that exaggerated, is it?"

Fang Yiyi can't see my expression now, otherwise she would definitely be able to see the embarrassment on my face.

In that situation, I couldn't count on Xiaoxi, so it should be a matter of course for me to hug her down. I didn't expect to be rated so high in Fang Yiyi's mind, which really flattered me.

"It's not like you don't know my family environment. Is this an exaggeration?"

"..."

I was speechless for a moment. When I chatted with Fang Yiyi, the most taboo thing to talk about was her family situation. Now that she said this, I have no other choice but to acquiesce. Once I answer, it will add fuel to the fire.

Fortunately, it didn't take long for Fang Yiyi to open her mouth to break the embarrassment, but what she said made me a little stunned.

"Ye Xi~~let me down~~"

"At this?!"

Fang Yiyi is not mistaken, this is a flyover, what can she do when she comes down?

"Put me down, you're still addicted, aren't you?"

"Of course not, but you don't want to eat? If we delay, we have to go shopping until the early morning..."

He put Fang Yiyi down while asking, and then watched her limping towards the railing, first looked down at the busy traffic under her feet, and then looked up at the sky.

"Ye Xi, do you like watching the stars?"

"Where are the stars?"

Looking in the direction of Fang Yiyi's finger, the neon lights are so flashing that people can't open their eyes, and they can't even see the sky unless they look carefully.

Fang Yiyi actually talked about "stars" with me in this situation, isn't this nonsense?

"If you can't see it, it doesn't mean you don't have it. When I was young, the sky was full of stars..."

"Are you OK?"

Fang Yiyi's current state is very wrong, I want to reach out and touch her forehead to see if she is confused, otherwise why would she say such inexplicable things for no reason.

But as soon as I raised my hand, I couldn't put it down again. I really didn't have such courage.

"What can I do? It's just that when I was very young, there was one thing I didn't understand, why "she" didn't like me, why I had to be scolded for doing something wrong..."

"Who is TA?"

She frowned and asked Fang Yiyi a question, but she ignored me, and now she just talked to herself.

"Later, when I became sensible, I understood that "she" is not my real mother, and I am not "her" biological child, so she has no obligation to treat me well. "

"His~~~~~~"

Taking a deep breath, she never thought that Fang Yiyi would suddenly bring up such an old story.

Now I don't dare to say a single unnecessary word, and I don't know what to say, I can only quietly do what a listener should do.

"In the future... I know what happened between my mother and "her" and why she hates me. Maybe it's because I feel guilty when I see this "remnant" of me? "

"Fang Yiyi, are you okay?"

He took a few steps forward, and leaned on the railing side by side with Fang Yiyi.

I think at this time, in the eyes of outsiders, Fang Yiyi and I are just a couple enjoying the night view of Tokyo, but only I know the reality best.

Fang Yiyi was talking to herself completely, and now she has no intention of communicating with me at all.

"Ye Xi, when I was wronged when I was young, I would go to the garden to look at the stars, do you know why?"

"do not know……"

Shaking my head, even if Fang Yiyi is talking to me now, I still feel that the atmosphere is very awkward.

Obviously, the atmosphere between Fang Yiyi and I was quite harmonious just a second ago, and the two of them had a tacit understanding and didn't mention what happened last night, but now Fang Yiyi's behavior really confuses me.

"Because you also knew at that time, children, you still believe in the nonsense that people will become stars after death~~"

"..."

My heart tugged for no reason, and now it hurts badly.

The original guilt that the other party Yiyi had in her heart doubled in an instant.

If I don't have a girlfriend, then after this kind of thing happened, Fang Yiyi must be the only girl I actively pursue in my life. My goal must be to chase her and use the next few decades to make up for it, but now...

"I think my mother can definitely see me, but she can't help me. If I cry too badly, she will feel bad, so every time I was wronged before, I would go to the garden to let my mother not worry."

"..."

"I know I must be that kind of particularly strong girl in your heart, but I don't want to be strong at all, it's just that I forgot how to cry after enduring it for a long time."

"..."

"But after that appendicitis, I found that I was not as strong as I thought, and I also wanted someone to care about me. I couldn't explain that feeling at all."

"..."

"Of course, these are still "little things". Do you know what impresses me the most? "

"..."

Shaking her head, she continued to look at Fang Yiyi's side face. Against the backdrop of the neon lights, the tiny fluff on her face was clearly visible.

But what I saw was not only these, but also the bitterness and helplessness hidden in Fang Yiyi's calm face.

"My deepest memory is the time you helped me beat Fang Xuan. I used to think that I was an independent and strong girl, but after that time, I never thought that way again."

"But it's true to be independent and strong!"

Fuck!Why is Fang Yiyi so unconfident when she speaks now?

Could it be my fight that knocked her self-confidence away? These two things have nothing to do with each other, why can Fang Yiyi link them together?

"Is it true?"