Shizuka Hiratsuka sneered, without any malice, but after changing his posture slightly, he continued:
"Jotaro, have you seen what you're missing?"
"Although I don't know why, even if you try your best to avoid being involved in many things, it will be futile in the end."
"You are the bravest, fiercest and most aggressive guy I have ever seen, but you are also the most timid and most unaffected guy I have ever seen."
"..."
Jotaro was silent.
brave?Of course Jotaro is brave.Facing DIO, who made both Kakyoin and Polnareff powerlessly reduced to puppets, and Abdel could only run away, he was the only one who could face it without changing his face, and fight the final decisive battle.Even in the face of DIO who surpassed heaven later, Jotaro was fearless.
But, are you timid?Jotaro had to admit, he was also timid.
It's not "cowardly" in the simple sense.But on emotional issues, Jotaro is unexpectedly "cowardly".
He was too worried about everyone who walked into his heart and took a place in his heart, Jotaro would do his best to protect them.If this is a simple and ordinary world, it would be fine, but now, there are various "mutations" that are not inferior to the stand-in messengers, and Jotaro has to protect them.
Jotaro really can't afford to lose, because once he loses, he will not only usher in his own defeat or death, what Jotaro fears most is not to see someone too important get injured or die in front of him, but themselves, even feelings of powerlessness.
Too much blood and pain made Jotaro understand more and more that he was powerless in the face of many things.After all, he still has limits, a "person" who can't do many things.
That's why he uses his own way to protect the people he wants to protect but may be powerless, and he distances himself from the relationship, so the so-called "disaster" will not befall them, and he can have no worries. Go and get rid of the enemy in front of you.
Even if, he will feel uncomfortable, will feel heartache so that he can't breathe.But he will still maintain a cold expression of indifference, silently leave everyone's sight like this, and protect everything he wants to protect in the dark place of this world.
Even if he would be misunderstood by others because of this, and even bear hatred for his whole life, he would have no complaints or regrets.
Because all of this is a "responsibility" that he voluntarily shoulders when he makes a decision.
"...I've said everything I need to say."
Shizuka Hiratsuka finished her cigarettes and drank all her wine. After silently throwing the cigarette butt on the ground, she said with a helpless smile:
"Although it may be a bit unreasonable for you, there is still something I want to tell you."
"...Try to believe her, she is actually not as miserable as you imagined."
"...You seem to come to me because of her." Jotaro heard the negligence in Shizuka Hiratsuka's words, and said lightly:
"I have always trusted that woman who is holding back...Of course it's just about her character, not her ability."
"Anyone will look unsightly under your brilliance... But I didn't expect that girl to be like this." Hiratsuka Jing heard a wry smile.The girl who was "looking down on everyone" in my impression became the so-called "holding back" in front of this kid, and Shizuka Hiratsuka could do nothing about it.
"But there is one thing, I still hope you can figure it out for yourself."
Saying that, Shizuka Hiratsuka pointed a finger at Jotaro, and said with a firm but indifferent smile:
"Did you do all this for everyone you care about, or for her."
Jotaro paused for a moment, and the beer can in his hand was unconsciously deformed.
"...You can tell just by looking at it." Shizuka Hiratsuka naturally noticed Jotaro's subtle movements, and teased with a smile.
"The more you dislike people, the more they have unconsciously flowed into your heart."
"Because of you, I can't rest assured."
"If you choose to alienate everyone just to keep them from being hurt because of your affairs... I don't think it's strange, because it's very similar to what you would do."
"However, I think you should try to let go of your defenses. No matter how persistent a person is, there will always be a tiring day."
"Could it be that when you are about to wear yourself down, fall down like a hero who has tried his best, and when everyone else is crying for you, do you feel that everything you do is worthwhile?"
"There are some things that should be grasped. You have to firmly grasp them yourself. Otherwise, you will regret it for the rest of your life."
I should hold onto...
Jotaro turned around in silence, facing the sea breeze blowing, there seemed to be a little relaxation between the corners of his brows that had been furrowed all the time.
He slowly raised his head to look at the pitch-black sky. There were only a few stars in the sky of Tokyo that were naturally emitting faint light.
Among them, there is one that is particularly shining, although it is not big, but in a dark sky, it emits a light that other stars do not have, as if it burns itself out.
However, not far from this shining star, there is a scene that no one will notice. A star seems to be flickering slowly in the dark sky like a light turned on...
... The six stars merged into a long straight line. Although each star was far apart, it truly became a road leading to a distant place.
Chapter 55: The Lost Strange Girl
"Ah...so tired..."
At eight o'clock in the evening, Hikigu Hachiman was walking on the street in a cool attire.He came out so late today not for other things, just to fill his stomach.
What happened today was really unbelievable and a bit psychedelic.In a blink of an eye, his deskmate announced his resignation, and left without even a trace of remembrance. However, just when he thought that his lady minister had done something to hurt the other party, he saw But it was Yukinoshita's belated state of absent-mindedness.
Then, he and Yuigahama witnessed Yukinoshita's slowly soaking eye sockets.
This time, Hikigu finally knew that things had really gone wrong.
"What the hell did you forget..." Hikigu Hachiman could clearly feel that there was a piece of memory in his brain that seemed to have been dug out. The memory of the period has completely disappeared, which is very strange.
...Is it impossible for someone to beat me to lose my memory?Hikigu Hachiman recalled the last time he woke up, with an inexplicable sharp pain on his face, and suddenly wondered if he lost his memory physically after being attacked.
But amnesia is amnesia, why is there such a piece missing?Wouldn't it be good to forget about my past black history and experiences?Just forgot this seems to be a very important place.
...Forget it, I'm not good at interpersonal relationships.Hikigaya Hachiman sighed one last time, and gave up thinking about this matter.
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