So Ordinary I Want to Be Recognized

"I'm thinking...in this world, how many other people have experiences similar to that boy. They can't muster up the courage to resist at all, but just... endured all this in silence."

"Do you sympathize with him?" Xue Nai asked.

"No, not at all." Mijinzhuo shook his head seriously, "When he tried to vent his negative emotions on people weaker than himself, he was already sentenced to death in my heart."

"Hmm." Xue Nai nodded to express her understanding.

"However, what I didn't expect was that that boy knew so many people who were in the same situation as him..." Mijinzhuo said in an unbelievable tone.

At the final parting, the boy showed the three a so-called "mutual aid group" on his mobile phone.

The members of this group are all students who have suffered all kinds of direct violence or cold violence.In addition, there are some people who suffer from strange diseases that are not understood by outsiders, such as autism and depression.

The content of the chat in this group is quite sad.

Some serious people have even begun to vent their pain through self-harm and self-abuse.

What's even more frightening is that the number of people in this group formed solely by human-to-human transmission...is as many as several hundred people.

They are powerless to resist what they have suffered, so they can only share it on this small platform, looking for companions who share the same illness as them.

This fact made Mizutaka quite uncomfortable.

For the first time, he realized that... in the dark corners that ordinary people can't see, there is such a huge group of "marginal people".

They are not understood, not recognized, not helped, and immersed in pessimism and despair all day long.

At this moment, he thought of Nishinomiya Glass, who was kind enough to make that boy cry and repent, and thought of the warm words of encouragement from fans that he had just heard a few days ago, and suddenly his heart burst into tears. There was an impulse.

If they can get some kind of motivation, maybe these people can... come out of the quagmire of pain, maybe?

Chapter 140 Stand Up! (three)

after dinner.

"Brother Mijin, Brother Mijin, good evening!" After the call was connected, an energetic child's voice came from the other end.

She used her singing voice to call the boy's name, which made him involuntarily show a somewhat doting smile.

"Good evening, Xiaoqi..." He greeted each other like this.

"So, Brother Mijin came to see me so late, what's the matter?" As if he was watching the baseball team practice, Xiao Qi suddenly heard passionate cheers.

"Keep your voice down! You're on the phone!" The little girl took the phone away and roared, and after subduing the others, she picked up the phone again, "Okay, Brother Mijin, go ahead! "

"Is Xiaoqi still working on that... last time video collection?" Mijinzhuo hesitated for a moment before asking the other party.

"Yes, yes, I'm planning it!" It seemed that he ran into the house, and the noise around Xiaoqi disappeared immediately.

"Then, in terms of specific content... Has Xiaoqi settled down yet?"

"No...but, Yonezu-san asked, do you have an idea?"

"Well, a little bit..." Immediately, Mijinzhuo shared what he saw today with the little girl.

"Is that so..." Chisenchi said softly after being silent for a while.

"So, my idea is...to shoot an MV with a similar theme, and then the theme is Xiao Qi's dance. In this case, it is more in line with the theme of this solicitation activity..." Mizutaka explained stumbled Expressed his own thoughts, "After all...music and dance moves are relatively intuitive and can resonate."

"Hmm! Let me think about it...it should be fine." After thinking for a while, Xiao Qi expressed his affirmation, "But, if this is the case...you have to wait for Brother Mijin to find some inspirational music. I'm good at choreography."

"no problem!"

"Then, I'll just wait for the good news from Brother Mizu!" After laughing a few times, Chimori chatted with Mizutaka for a while, and then hung up the phone reluctantly.

After finishing the call with Xiaoqi, Mizutaka thought for a while.

Immediately afterwards, he opened the music app on his mobile phone, logged on to many music websites at the same time, and began to search for those songs with inspirational meaning.

He began to listen to the songs one by one according to the ranking of popularity and praise.

While listening, he also picked up a pen and kept writing down his feelings on the draft paper.

at last...

After listening to more than 50 popular and unpopular related songs, Mizutaka began to select the most resonant works according to his own notes.

After exhausting a lot of brain power, he finally sifted out five songs that he thought were the best.

After doing all this, he was a little tired and subconsciously glanced at the clock.

10:00

...Unknowingly, a few hours passed by at once.

So, let's wrap it up at the end...

So, he listened to these five songs again.

only...

After spending ten minutes listening to them again, Mizutaka frowned slightly.

because...

Even in these five songs, he didn't find a work that really satisfied him.

First of all, among the five pieces, the rhythms of three pieces do not seem to be suitable for choreography.