Straight Death Infinity

Straight to Death

"From today onwards, you will become an envoy of the Lord God in the space of the Lord God, going back and forth between worlds one by one, so that you will get something that others can't get in their entire lives."

From the moment these words sounded in Fang Li's mind, Fang Li's life was destined to become no longer ordinary...

000 The flaws hidden deep in the heart

"What kind of people are normal people?"

This question can be very comical or very philosophical.

The reason for being funny is very simple, because most people don't ask such a question for no reason.

If one day, someone around you suddenly asks such a question, your first reaction must be to laugh, right?

After all, normal people would definitely not suddenly want to ask such a question.

The philosophical reason is even simpler. It is nothing more than that from an objective point of view, such a question can also become a contentious debate topic.

However, if such a debate question is not in high school, it will never be raised as a homework.

However, Fang Li raised such a question to the teacher on the first day of his first grade in primary school.

That year, Fang Li was only eight years old.

One can imagine how embarrassed and confused the elementary school teacher standing on the podium and the group of ignorant children around them were when such a question emerged from the mouth of an eight-year-old child.

Just from this point of view, Fang Li is no longer a normal person.

Such a question should never appear to an eight-year-old child.

However, no matter how you look at it, Fang Li is actually a normal person.

When children of the same age were playing around, Fang Li was also playing around.

When children of the same age are in trouble, Fang Li is also in trouble.

When children of the same age are innocent, Fang Li is also innocent.

When children of the same age are spanking childishly, Fang Li is also spanking childishly.

In other words, Fang Li is neither precocious nor abnormal, he is a normal child both physically and mentally.

However, Fang Li couldn't help asking such a question on the first day of elementary school at the age of eight.

Because, the ignorant Fang Li knew the only difference between him and the rest.

……

That year, Fang Li was only seven years old.

Before the age of seven, Fang Li grew up as an ordinary child.

At that time, because the parents had to work all day long to support the family, the person who most often accompanied Fang Li was his grandfather.

Grandpa loves Fang Li very much.

When Fangli wanted to play, grandpa would play with Fangli.

When Fang Li was scolded by his parents, his grandfather would come out to defend Fang Li.

When Fang Li was bumped and injured, his grandfather would comfort Fang Li, who was in unbearable pain.

When Fang Li became interested in a toy, Grandpa would also buy that toy just to make Fang Li happy.

Therefore, Fang Li also likes Grandpa very much.

Even when he grows up, Fang Li can take it for granted that the person around him is his grandfather.

How would you react when such a person disappeared from your world?

Fang Li had not considered this issue before.

But at the age of seven, Fang Li had to think about it.

"woo woo woo woo…"

Cries resounded throughout the space.

Some of them are extremely oppressive, some are unscrupulous, but anyone can feel the sadness and sadness inside.

Under that cry, the entire vast space was filled with a sad atmosphere.

Under that cry, the ignorant children were rendered, crying one by one.

Fang Li was in such an environment, one hand was held by his mother, and his eyes were cast in front of him.

There, there is a black and white photo.

The person in the photo is Fang Li's grandfather.

Looking at that photo, Fang Li really misses his grandpa.

Fang Li knew that the people around him also missed Grandpa very much, so he was crying at this time.

However, Fang Li couldn't even shed a single tear.

Even though the parents were crying and the adults and children around were crying, Fang Li still couldn't cry.

So Fang Li asked.

"Mom, why are you all crying?"

At that time, the mother in tears answered Fang Li like this.

"...Because, Grandpa is not coming back."

Fang Li knows.

Fang Li still knew this fact.

Fang Li knew that Grandpa would never come back.

but…

"But, why do you have to cry like this?"

When Fang Li asked such a question, his mother's expression was a little surprised and a little puzzled.

Then, the mother answered Fang Li like this.

"Grandpa won't come back. Normal people will feel sad and sad, so they will cry."

Hearing this sentence, Fang Li didn't say anything anymore.

However, Fang Li had a question in his heart.

"Should a normal person cry at this time?"

It is because of this that Fang Li asked the teacher such a question when he was eight years old.

It was only when he grew up that he realized that it was indeed a matter of course.

The death of a loved one is a matter of course for a normal person to cry.

Because, it will be sad, it will be sad, that is normal.

From a psychological point of view, when a person's subjective world and the objective world have the principle of unity, it is normal.

Because psychology is a reflection of objective reality, any normal mental activity and behavior must be consistent with the objective environment, even if only in form and content.

When a person's spirit or psychology loses unity with the external environment, then this person must not be understood by others.

At that time, the person becomes an anomaly.

Therefore, from this theoretical point of view, Fang Li is not a normal person.

That day, Fang Li did not cry.

When others are sad and sad, Fang Li has only peace in his heart.

When others take it for granted, Fang Li has only doubts in his heart.

When others were crying, Fang Li was only surprised.

So out of place, and even call it ruthless, how can it not be abnormal?

No matter what, the other party raised himself from childhood, has a very good relationship with him, and is his favorite relative.

Such a person has passed away and will never be seen again. It is precisely because he is a child that he should be more saddened, right?

However, from the beginning to the end, Fang Li never felt the slightest bit of sadness, the slightest bit of sadness, or even the urge to shed a single tear.

At that time, the adults didn't care about this, only when Fang Li really didn't understand the meaning of death, or was a little precocious and wasn't influenced by the children around him, so he was rendered crying.

Only Fang Li, in a state of ignorance, understood one thing.

That is…

"I'm not like the people around me..."

That was Fang Li's only thought at the time.

When he grew up, Fang Li understood why he was like that at the time.

Not only because Fang Li has become sensible, but also because Fang Li has inevitably experienced the same thing several times.

At that time, Fang Li was also unable to cry or feel sad.

Then, Fang Li understood.

No matter how important the other party is to you and how close you are to yourself, once he (she) dies, he will never shed a tear or feel any sadness.

It's not that Fang Li is ignorant, or that Fang Li is too ruthless.

That's just a flaw.

A Fang Li began to be ignorant when he was seven years old, a personality defect hidden deep in his heart.

"I have no way of feeling affection for someone else's death..."

Then...