If Kosaka Kyosuke Had a Saber Face

What is it that gushes out of my eyes and washes over my cheeks?

Am I sick?

Am I crazy?

Am I... going to be killed by myself?

HAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Intensive gasps.

Not from me, but from before me.

In that voice was the frozen anger after hysteria.

respite?

Should I be breathing too?

"hiss…………"

I don't know how long I have been holding my breath, and with this inhalation, I feel my heart "thumping" as if waking up.

I couldn't hear any other sounds, only the spirit that wandered in the empty dream seemed to be finally sucked back into my mind, reshaping my consciousness.

I don't know what to do, I just feel my body use a hoarse voice with a crying voice:

"But, but...Xiao Jing never said that he likes me! He never even took the initiative to find me! How would I know that he likes me! If I knew that he liked me, I would do so much?!!!"

Something wet stings my eyes.Tears, yes, that's called tears...

I raised my hand and wiped it vigorously on my eyes.

…it hurts.

I feel like a hysterical shrew. It's strange that there is still a corner in my turbulent mind that can examine myself so clearly.What beautiful girl idol, what cute fashion model, disappeared at this moment.But I, who realized this, had no intention of correcting my words and deeds at all.What is certain is that even if I had such a plan, I would not be able to do it.

"You don't know that brother likes you?" An angry reptile with frozen pupils—Kirino's bloody little face was shown in the field of vision wiping away tears.She was silent for two seconds, and somehow believed what I said through some kind of thinking circuit, and then she gave a chilling smile: "...Oh, you don't know that brother likes you, that's why you are bored, Feeling that what you have done is useless? A game that can never be passed is not worth playing, so you accept that your game of playing with emotions ended in failure? Oh yes, now you have a new goal, I am really sorry Your manager feels pathetic. You, too, can't even tell that a person likes you, and play this kind of game of deceiving other people's feelings presumptuously!"

"I didn't cheat my feelings... woo woo..."

There are too many things to refute, this, that, and that... Which one should I refute... Huh...

"I didn't lie to my feelings!! And why do you blame me for not knowing that Xiao Jing likes me?!! Huh...cough cough cough...I, cough cough cough, Xiao Jing, Xiao Jing, he never showed Showing that he likes me in the slightest! He has always been ignorant of me... If he likes me, just say it! Otherwise, how would I know?! Cough, cough, cough..."

It's not my fault...

There was a huge volume breaking into my ears.

"Don't you know if you don't tell me, brother?! You can only understand everything if someone else spreads the truth to you? If brother doesn't like you, why would he just hang out with you alone? Why treat everyone else? They all look like they’re resisting and just relax in front of you, defenseless?! He didn’t say it, but he showed it. Don’t you claim to know him well? You can’t even see this?! Even I I see it!"

"I was about to give up, do you know?! Why was I so indifferent to my brother at that time? Ethics, yes, I don't care about ethics at all, as long as I can be with my brother, I don't care about anything. But! I don't want my brother because Breaking through ethics and being condemned by my own heart or family or anyone else! It just so happens that my brother liked you at that time. Although I was hostile to you, hated you, and hated you, I was still deliberately indifferent to my brother, just to win you over!"

"And you?! I'm not sure what you think now. But! You idiot can't tell if your brother likes you, you can always do it by asking, right? You don't know if your brother likes you or not If you like you, why do you assume that he doesn’t like you?! If you want your brother to like you, just say it. If you really like your brother, why don’t you just confess to him and ask him what he thinks?! You are only imagining coward!!"

creak...

It was the sound of metal rubbing against each other.

It came from far behind my head.

It's the door opening.Such a judgment arose in Chaos' mind.

Kirino's words came to an abrupt end.

"I am back."

Behind my head, on the other side of the porch, familiar voices sounded, speaking words I had never heard before.

I think he must have heard my sobbing too.

Author's message:

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Ouch, I'm so annoying.

I'll be out next week, week out, and probably won't be able to update until Saturday.

I wanted to finish this event before I left, but it felt like it was too late.

409 告白（23）

...Yes, is Xiao Jing back?

Ah...ah, Kirino also looked over me, it's not my hallucination...

Cough cough cough...

Then, should I...should I turn around and look at him?What kind of expression do I have to face him...

Eh?Why is the scenery in front of me changing?as if turning...

Is that Yukinoshita-san standing under the door frame over there?That awe-inspiring black hair and ice-white pretty face must be her.But... isn't she in the kitchen?That is to say, the white door frame is the door frame of the kitchen?

Ah... ah... It turns out that I instinctively turned my head backwards, towards Xiao Jing...

Hey, I can't turn anymore, is my neck twisted to the limit?It's time to...