If Kosaka Kyosuke Had a Saber Face

I'm skinny just because I'm so tired.

I get up at [-]:[-] in the morning, and after breakfast, I do various physical and knowledge training and learning non-stop, and then there are various performances. If I fall asleep, it will be early in the morning, and then I will open my eyes and it will be another day of continuous rotation.

Fortunately, breasts are still developing.

The senior idols in the company all said that when losing weight, it is always easy to lose weight on the breasts/bottoms, often because you don’t want the thin areas to lose weight, and the thick areas remain the same.And I, probably because I was still in the development period, finally did not become a flat chest with sufficient nutrition supply.

Like this Yukinoshita classmate.

And in the face of what she said to me, "You look very thin", I had to reply "to each other", which sounds like mutual flattery, but in fact there is nothing to be proud of.

Then Yukinoshita said again: "Being an idol is hard work, isn't it?"

Is she such a talkative person?

I have some doubts.I'm not very familiar with her, and I don't know much about her character, but it's not difficult to see from the way she has been a listener in the conversation with Yui just now, that she is not a person who likes to ask questions and lead topics.

It's a different matter when he's with Xiao Jing.

Then why are you talking more now that you are alone with me?Want to learn something from me?

It's too early to say for sure.

As for Yukinoshita-san’s question [Is it hard to be an idol], I’ve actually answered it countless times during my time as an idol, and the targets of my answers are all fans, because no one else would ask this to make it clear The problem.My usual answer is "It's really hard during the training, but whenever I think of standing on the stage and seeing everyone's smiles, I feel an unstoppable motivation rushing out of my heart" ~"

This set of rhetoric was taught to me by the blond manager of Saobao. It sounds crazy, but fans will eat it.

When I said "seeing everyone's smiles" or something, I laughed like a two-hundred-pound child.What I want to see is not your smile.

It's really sad.So are the fans, and so am I.

But now, since you are facing Yukinoshita-san who is neither a fan nor a friend, it doesn't matter if you just say something from your heart, right?

I looked at Yukinoshita's fair face with jet-black hair, and wanted to speak in a plain tone, but my voice was conditioned to be sweet: "It's very hard. And gradually, for me, I don’t know why I have to continue being an idol anymore.”

Yukinoshita pondered for a while, cast her clear eyes on me, and used her slender fingers to smooth out the hair that blocked her sight: "This world has inertia, and it's the same for people..." Her The tone was so gentle that I couldn’t help thinking that I was also her friend, “At first I did something for a certain purpose, but later I found out that I couldn’t achieve my purpose if I continued like this, but I still kept doing it like a habit. Things continue. That's why humans keep repeating the same mistakes."

... Inertia?

Yukinoshita's words made me re-examine my logic of thinking and behavior...

... is there a better way?

In order to be able to be with Xiao Jing, I have done countless thoughts, and I have put into action the method that I think has the highest success rate, but now, the result is obvious.

I know that some of my choices have been wrong, and I will probably find more mistakes in the future.However, at the time when I made that wrong decision, I couldn't realize this mistake. I just chose the possibility that has the highest success rate for me.

It’s like I had three options at the beginning, one with a success rate of 80.00%, one with 50.00%, and one with 80.00%. I would naturally choose the one with [-]%, but in the end I found that the one with [-]% It is correct, but what can I do?

Do your best to obey the destiny, nothing more.

And fate, it seems, is not on my side...

I suddenly felt my waist being embraced by a slender arm, and with a little force on the thin palm that touched my waist and eyes, I kicked my feet involuntarily and moved to the other side.

I raised my head in surprise, and the street lamps painted with old black paint flashed past my field of vision.Immediately afterwards, I felt myself slip into a delicate embrace.

It was two completely different experiences from being hugged by classmate Yui before. Without the warm temperature, I couldn't feel the soft flesh/feeling. Instead, I felt a little fragile. It seemed that I couldn't bear to be stuck in this embrace. The slender ribs covered by Yukinoshita's white and greasy skin can be felt, and they are squeezing me.

Also, as expected, Yukinoshita-san is a modest girl who saves fabric.

I quickly realized what happened, it was nothing more than that I almost ran into a street light like Yui-san, and then Yukinoshita-san saved me like Yui-san.

shameful……

I turned my head in Yukinoshita's thin but reliable embrace, her pale earlobes were surprisingly close, I was a little embarrassed: "...Thank you, Yukinoshita."

"It's okay," she shook her head lightly, her literary girlish eyes didn't look at me, but looked obliquely ahead, and said to me, "I'll be there soon."

I was stunned for a moment before I realized it, and looked in the direction of her gaze, a high-end apartment standing out from the crowd in this area with few tall buildings stood across the square.

...Xiaojing...lives here?

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"A Place Further Than The Universe" is so beautiful

403 Confession (Seventeen)

It is undoubtedly a high-end apartment, not only because I have heard its name as the only high-end residence in this area, but I can understand it even with my eyes.

The modern exterior design, the square specially built for apartments, and the luxury cars parked on both sides of the square show the superiority of the rich people's gathering area to passers-by.

But... Xiaojing and his family moved here?

I don't think my uncle and aunt have this financial level, so maybe Kirino paid a lot of money.

I used most of my mind to come to this conclusion, and the remaining half controlled my body and followed Yukinoshita to the square, and then passed through the square.

When I finished dual-tasking and combining two into one, I noticed that the distance between myself and Yukinoshita's slender shoulders was much closer than before. It seemed that I instinctively shortened the distance, and the change happened. The time point, I think it was the moment when I was hugged by Yukinoshita classmate into that humble arms.

It's really hard to hate, Yukinoshita-san...

Are all my competitors such horrible people...

The entrances of high-end apartments are illuminated by artificial lights.It is much quieter here, and the noisy traffic seems to be in another world across a square.