If Kosaka Kyosuke Had a Saber Face

Although according to my original idea, it is a very happy thing to get married like this, but that is under the condition that there is no rival in love.

For Xiaojing, because I have always been by his side, he has long been used to it, and I am used to being nice to him all the time, so I have no way to pursue Xiaojing after that, no matter how much I treat him. Well, he will take it for granted and will not cherish it at all.

On the contrary, his sister, who has never been false to Xiao Jing, will feel flattered as long as she treats him a little bit better.

Then the favorability increased sharply.

This is normal, like the same thing that helped you, if it was done by your mother, you would not feel any gratitude at all, but if it was someone you don't know very well, you would be very grateful. move.

When you get used to the goodness of others, you will feel that this is what you should do, so you won't cherish it.

This is also the reason why childhood sweethearts always lose in the war of love.

So I decided to...

...Debut and become an idol!

This is a way to kill two birds with one stone. It can not only gain the capital to compete with Xiao Jing's sister in terms of hard indicators, but also use the time away from Xiao Jing to make him feel how uncomfortable it is to leave me, so that He realizes how good I am to him, let him understand that he should cherish me.

As the saying goes, you will feel cherished after you lose it. If you don’t leave Xiaojing and let him feel the pain of loss, he will not cherish me. Only after leaving him will he miss me.

Even for this reason, I specifically asked my grandfather, grandmother, younger brother, and all family members not to tell Xiaojing where I was.

But now, after a year of hard work and never contacting Xiaojing, I am back in front of him.

...but I found that I was only halfway there.

After working hard to become a qualified idol, I can indeed compete with Xiaojing's younger sister in terms of hard indicators, but Xiaojing has no feeling of cherishing me at all.

He even forgot about me!

On the other side, Kyosuke, who was sitting on a chair with a slightly hunched back, finally remembered who this idol girl whose stage name was Mai Murakami was after hearing the two key words [Tamura Manami] and [Childhood Sweetheart].

After all, he is not dementia, it's just that his memory is not good. In addition, too many things and changes have happened in the past year since Mai left. It is normal to not be able to remember anything about childhood sweethearts for a while.

However, if it's Manami...

...This change is too big, right?

I sighed in my heart, and then came the memories of when I was with my childhood sweetheart a year ago.

But most of these memories are a bit vague. The impact that comes to mind is like a layer of frosted glass. I can generally remember such and such things that happened, but I can’t remember the specific details at all. Instead, I experienced these things. Moods at that time welled up in my heart one by one, mixed together.Like a palette of paints mixed together, there are warm and cool tones.

And it is cool tones that stand in the upper hand with an overwhelming advantage.

People are mostly like this, happy things tend to be laughed off, but sad or angry things can make you feel bad for a long time, even if it's just a small thing.

It is precisely because of this that when people recall the past, the first things that come to mind are those that make you unhappy. If the time interval is longer and the memory is more blurred, you may even wonder if you have not encountered something during that time. Is it a good thing?Why is it always a sad memory to think about?

For Kyosuke, the saddest and most desperate memory is undoubtedly that after his parents suddenly became very indifferent to him for some reason, Manami, his childhood sweetheart and only friend, left him quietly.

He ran away with a handsome blond guy.

At that time, he had no friends at school, and when he returned home, his parents and younger sister ignored his existence. He lived in depression from day to night, and basically regarded Manami as the only life-saving straw and spiritual support She even took the initiative to go to Manashi's school to pick her up.

Then I saw her get into the car of a handsome blond guy.

Then I couldn't contact her anymore. Even if I went to her home to inquire, my grandpa, grandma, and Manami's younger brother, who were always very kind, were always indifferent and perfunctory.

There is a feeling of being abandoned by the whole world.

But in fact, Kyosuke figured it out soon before he was numb enough to let the sadness fade from his heart, and he shouldn't blame Manami.

Manami did nothing wrong.

Mana is really his childhood sweetheart, and to put it simply, childhood sweethearts are just friends, not girlfriends or relatives.

But if it's just a friendship, she has no obligation to report everything to herself.

So it's completely fine to have a boyfriend without knowing it, and it's perfectly normal to go to other places without making a sound.

Kyousuke felt that the sad, confused, puzzled, and even angry self must have taken himself too seriously.

...Who do you think you are?You are neither her boyfriend nor her husband. Isn't it normal for her, a single female high school student, to have a boyfriend one day?Is it necessary to be so excited?

Besides, it is completely a matter of personal privacy when the girl transfers to another school or what to do, so why should they tell you?Still foolishly asking her family?The fact that he was not typed out is probably due to his past affection.

So Kyosuke opened his mouth slightly naturally, showing an expression of sudden realization, and the bright sunlight reflected spots of light on his face through the gaps in the leaves.

Perhaps it was because the sporadic spots of light were too dazzling, making most of Kyosuke's face shrouded in shadows black like a cracked mirror.

The speaking voice was very ordinary, which was quite disproportionate to such a strange face, and the slightly surprised normal tone even made Mai doubt for a moment whether this face and this voice really belonged to the same person.

It was a voice that was so real that it was somewhat false: "Oh... so it's Tamura-san! It's been a long time since I've seen you, you've changed so much! I didn't recognize it at all."

268 Lost Things Are Always Found After Forgotten ([-])

...Tamura-san?Who is that?

The idol girl frowned her delicate brows, her little expression revealing a cuteness.

...Oh, so it was me.Manami Tamura, so it's Tamura classmate, I didn't realize it, it must be because Kyoto never called me that way since I was a child.

Why use such a name?

And what Xiao Jing said also sounded weird, like...the words he said when he bumped into a former classmate on the street after graduation and had to say hello.

No matter how enthusiastic they are when they greet each other, they will part ways along the original route without exchanging a few pleasantries, and they will not even exchange new contact information.