Two-dimensional Life Starting from Fuyuki City/the World's First Master Huang Man Wants to Be G

"Whether it's for myself or my class, I can't lose—"

It is really a cruel competition system. Horibei Lingyin's tone is very flat, without the slightest emotional fluctuation, but Xuemiao can feel the pressure and determination of the other party.

Binding individual and collective interests together can indeed use the collective to stimulate individual subjective initiative.

However, there will also be situations where the group hurts individuals. For example, if Horibei Suzune loses this test, she may be resented by other students in her class, especially the outstanding members of the group.

Xuemiao has felt this for a long time. She was like this when she was in elementary school. Because she is too good, she becomes the envy of others. Once she makes a mistake, she will be magnified countless times by those who have been watching her. It is really a disgusting memory to constantly criticize the superb morality!

It is also because of this experience that Xuemiao became a "partner of justice", "it is not me, but the world", "this world is neither right nor gentle", "I want to change this world, let it Get right and be nice' these secondary thoughts.

Watching Horibei Lingyin cover up her heart with indifference, Xuemiao seemed to see another self, protecting herself with the same coldness, excluding malicious and good intentions.

In the eyes of others, I probably have the same impression, right? !

Understand that there is no way to change the other person's thinking with one's own words, and, is the other person's thinking wrong?If you have the idea of ​​​​changing other people's values ​​​​at will, it is too arrogant.

People, in different environments, will come up with different values. Maybe I didn't choose to go to Fuyuki High School, but went to Advanced Nurturing High School, and I will become like the other party.

Since it is impossible and there is no need to change the other party's concept, what Xuemiao can do is to defeat the other party with her own strength, and tell the other party her beliefs in this way of confrontation - relying on others, having other people's expectations, and There is no shame in relying on other people's ideas, it can make us stronger.

"Similarly, I can't lose this game—"

Under the faster chess playing rhythm, Xuemiao also has the belief that she is no worse than the opponent, or the desire to win is far stronger than the opponent.

The opponent's pursuit of victory is only because of himself, and he wants to become better. In this game, Xuemiao is not only because of his own desire to win, but also responds to the first person who came to see his game and proves himself in front of him. The desire to be no worse than anyone else.

"The tide is starting to turn—"

Although the situation is still messy, the chessboard is divided into multiple small battlefields due to Xuemiao's previous primary school student tactics, but under the buff of the big dragon, Xuemiao still sees the situation turning towards her side.

After finishing speaking, he knocked another white piece on the chessboard forcefully, expressing his desire to win without losing to the opponent.

"I see--"

After hearing Xuemiao's words, Horibei Suzune, who was sweating profusely due to various pressures, finally realized that the situation was wrong. Although the situation on the chessboard was still chaotic, after a closer look, she found her own advantage Still disappeared, or in other words, now the other party has more children than himself.

Horibei Lingyin pinched a sunspot hard, and suddenly felt unwillingness to appear in her heart. It was not that she had never tried the taste of failure, but she was facing Xuemiao. She really doesn't want to lose to her peers who have taken a different path from her!

It seems that if you lose this game, you will not only lose this game of Go, but also your own beliefs and hard work all the time!

I obviously worked so hard to get to this point, how could I lose?

but--

"Huh, huh-"

Because of the excited thoughts in her heart, Horibei Suzune, who was already exhausted due to psychological pressure and other factors, was also beating faster and faster at this moment. She felt that she was about to lose her breath, and a sense of suffocation filled her brain, even holding the hand of the chess piece. , and fought frantically uncontrollably.

It seemed that he would faint at any moment, or even the next second.

Xuemiao, who was sitting in front of the other party, could see the other party's situation very clearly. She also had the feeling of suffocating and fainting before, but after meeting Mo Yi and drinking the other party's water, she regained her energy .

However, being familiar with the opponent's temperament, she naturally would not persuade the opponent to give up the game, and because they had already paused in the middle of the game, they had no chance to pause this game again, and the game would not end until the winner was decided.

The more the other party is like this, the more serious Xuemiao will be. Only by defeating the other party seriously can you convey your beliefs to the other party's heart and let the other party feel what you think in your heart-not only one person can become more serious. Strong, don't hit the road alone!

"Quickly get your brain working!"

The chess pieces in front of her seemed to be getting confused, looking at the countdown clock, there was not much time left for her to think, and in the end she could only say that the chess pieces were placed in the best position she thought of at this time.

"Nah--"

Because of excessive force, the sunspots under Horibei Suzune's fingers made a crisp sound on the chessboard, just like the burning passion in her heart at this moment.

"Under the snow, are you trying to have a back that you must catch up with?"

"No matter what method is used, even if the body is covered with bruises, the person who must catch up—"

Horikita Suzune took a deep breath to calm her dizzy brain, then let go of the hand holding the chess pieces, looked at Yukinoshita Yukino, and asked:

"What about you, Yukinoshita?"

"What are you working hard for to achieve this level?"

"Do I have to catch up with the back?"

There was a look of nostalgia in Xuemiao's eyes, and the appearance of her own sister appeared in her mind.

In my memory, the other party is someone who can do the best no matter what, and can also chat and laugh happily with various people. Whether it is my strict parents or strangers I don’t know, the other party can always use the most suitable pair of clothes. The appearance of talking with each other.

Xuemiao, who didn't understand why she was rejected by others at first, naturally wanted to find the answer from the people around her, and the young lady of the Yukinoshita family naturally became the first object of Xuemiao's reference.

Moreover, the other party is indeed like this, the older sister who is better than me, not only is not rejected by others like me, but can even become the central figure in the group, loved and supported by everyone!

So, I started the journey of imitating and catching up with each other!

However, with the passage of time, she also found that her sister was not as perfect as she imagined. Under that perfect mask, there was something that no one could understand, or it was the thing she hated the most at the beginning. .

So, she changed from imitating the path of chasing her sister to surpassing her sister in her own way. It seems that the only way to do this is to realize what she wants in her heart and make this world more gentle and beautiful!

However, is this possible?

Or, is there really a necessary connection?

I clearly know that the real world and society are so unkind and incorrect, and only like my sister, who is slick and slick, can deal with all problems.

However, I am angry like a child, rejecting the world and everything from the outside world, stubbornly and alone in my own way, changing the imaginary world as a matter of course.