Pass Through 80s: A Notoriety

After Ji Ling heard what Ji Jianhua said, she just said lightly that she understood and did not ask how her family was doing.

What Ji Jianhua wants to say is not about Ji Ke. "Ji Ke said that the child was Chen Jingming's, and she went to Chen's house again. Her grandma couldn't stand other people's advice and rolled down the stairs. Although she is out of danger now, But I don’t look very good mentally, and I’m always thinking about you.”

Ji Ling felt uncomfortable when she heard that her grandma was suffering. It was so uncomfortable that she couldn't go back.

"Brother, after grandma is discharged from the hospital, if you have time, take them to the capital for a tour. I can't ask for leave here, and you know it," Ji Ling said.

Ji Jianhua replied, "I will talk to grandma tomorrow."

"It's too late. Call me tomorrow when you are free at noon. You can have a few words with grandma." Before hanging up the phone, Ji Jianhua did not forget to give a reminder.

They made an appointment to call at noon. After hanging up the phone, Ji Ling was still thinking about it. Her grandma lived a free and easy life, and it was impossible for her to be so angry just because of the discussion in the courtyard. Ji Ke must have done something else. thing.

Ji Ling didn’t want to ask about Ji Ke, so even though she didn’t know the reason, she didn’t ask in depth.

Ji Ling packed up the last few clothes and closed the box, and Zhu Weidong also entered the room.

The couple were silent for a while. After a while, Zhu Weidong broke the silence and walked over to hug him.

"sorry."

Ji Ling was not touched when she heard the apology, because every time there was a problem between the two of them, Zhu Weidong would apologize first, and then the matter would be over.

 Whitewashing for peace, but Ji Ling feels that this is not the final answer to the problem.

 Zhu Weidong felt his wife's silence. He sighed, pulled her away from his arms, and looked at her.

“You have a strong opinion of me, don’t you?”

Ji Ling thought for a moment and nodded, "It's quite big."

Ji Ling did not want to have a cold war between husband and wife, let alone hide her inner thoughts.

Zhu Weidong smiled. He has a cold temperament and a cold face. He does not laugh often, but his smile is very charming.

Ji Ling gave him a look, "I'm not happy but you're still happy?"

"I'm glad you can express your thoughts. I'm glad you don't have a cold war with me. I still have the opportunity to admit my mistakes and reflect on myself."

"It's useless to be sweet-mouthed now." Ji Ling didn't want to do this. The more she thought about it, the angrier she became. She gritted her teeth and said, "You can either stay stupid all the time instead of being smart and stupid sometimes? This will make me even more angry."

Zhu Weidong repeatedly admitted his mistakes, hugged her and sat on the edge of the bed, resting his chin on his wife's shoulder, "I want to do well and make you happy, but I can't do it well. I will definitely change it. From now on, you can teach me how to be a good person." A good husband and a good man, okay?”

 “How can I teach you? You can’t teach me this.”

"Why can't you teach me? In the future, as long as you are not satisfied with what I do, you will run away from home directly, so that I can realize that I was wrong. Otherwise, you will just be angry and ignore me, and I will still take a chance. I don’t think anything’s wrong.”

"It turns out that you also know what's wrong with you. Now that you know it, you still do it every time." Ji Ling said with a heavy heart, "If we don't say goodbye to the past, just talking about the matter at hand, you are obviously on Xu Li's side. You are your wife ,Why do not you believe me?"

Ji Ling turned around and looked directly at him, "Zhu Weidong, in fact, in your heart, Xu Li is your apprentice, so it is also very important, right? It's useless if you don't admit it, your actions and performance have already proved it. all of these."

 At the end, Ji Ling's voice was obviously louder, which showed how much she cared about this matter and how angry she was.

Zhu Weidong wanted to apologize again, but Ji Ling took over the voice first and said, "Don't say sorry to me. Is it useful to say sorry? This is a matter of your attitude."

 “Okay, I won’t say anything.” Zhu Weidong replied obediently. But he didn't say anything else. He didn't accuse Ji Ling, let alone explain. Ji Ling felt very depressed.

 Zhu Weidong is not stupid, nor does he not care about his wife. He did a good job in the beginning, but then the two of them were separated for a long time, and they seemed to be like an ordinary couple, with no passion and no love between husband and wife.

At this moment, Ji Ling suddenly realized that she and the man around her were strangers, like strangers.

 There was zero communication between the two.

Zhu Weidong noticed that his wife suddenly stopped talking. He lowered his head and saw his wife's blank expression.

"Xu Li's incident is over. I will never mention her again in the future. No matter what happens, I will stand by your side." Zhu Weidong thought that his wife would be happy to hear his apology, but what she got in exchange was indifference. Eyes.

"What's wrong?"

Ji Ling twitched her lips, "Zhu Weidong, do you love me?"

"Fool, what do you think?" Zhu Weidong looked at his wife with a smile, "You are my wife, if I don't love you, who will I love?"

"No, what about leaving aside the identity of a wife? Just in terms of the relationship between a man and a woman, do you love me?"

Zhu Weidong didn't expect her to say that. This was something he had never thought about, and he thought about it seriously.

Looking at her husband who was lost in thought, Ji Ling should be glad that he was an honest person and could face this problem seriously instead of just talking about it.

 She didn't see him answer for a long time, and she knew the answer in her heart.

 She was not sad or resentful.

When she first started to be with Zhu Weidong, it was not because of love, but she was pushed forward step by step. After the two were together, she had never experienced love or family in her two lifetimes, but in Zhu Weidong's care , she was greedy for that feeling, and then fell in love with the man in front of her.

 But people are greedy animals. Wherever they are satisfied, their appetite will become bigger and bigger.

 At first, she was satisfied with Zhu Weidong's responsibility and loyalty to his wife and family as a husband. As they got along, she began to expect his affectionate response.

 His previous cold temperament and the way they interacted with each other could no longer satisfy her desires.

"Xiao Ling." In the silence, Zhu Weidong said, "I don't know what love is? But I know that I will miss you, and your mood swings will affect my mood. Even seeing you with other men, I Will be jealous. I guess this is love, right?"

"In addition to explaining this with love, you can also explain it with possession, because I am your wife. Men are domineering at heart. Things that belong to them do not want to be touched by others." Ji Ling explained to him calmly.

 Zhu Weidong asked seriously, "Xiaoling, do you think I don't love you?"

Ji Ling nodded, "That's what I feel. All you have for me is responsibility, the responsibility of a husband."

 “What about you? Do you love me?” Zhu Weidong’s voice was very soft.

Ji Ling replied without hesitation, "Love."

 That's why she was in so much pain right now, because his attitude would make her sad.

　　It is said that in relationships, whoever admits to loving the other person first will lose.