Not Spare the Years

Mu Xueyi left suddenly.

Before dawn, before the snow stopped, he left.

Ge Weilong didn't have time to say goodbye to Lin Keni, so he carried a large bag of luggage and boarded the van heading down the mountain.

On the way, Ge Weinong asked carefully, "Second miss, where are we going?"

Mu Xueyi looked at the snow scene passing by the car window, the corners of her lips were half-curved, as if she was smiling, but at the same time she didn't seem to be smiling at all, "Ah Nong, you don't have to follow me, you can stay, stay in Lin Keni's side."

Ge Weinong was silent for a while, and said, "It's my duty to follow the second lady."

Mu Xueyi: "Isn't Keni more important than her duties?"

Gravy: "...I don't love her that much."

Mu Xueyi didn't speak anymore.

She suddenly envied Ge Weilong a little.

Not for myself, but for Ah Yue.

She hopes that Ah Yue can love herself more like Ge Wei Nong.

After a long while, Ge Weilong seemed to hold back for a long time, and finally couldn't help but ask:

"Second miss, why do you have to leave Chairman Zhou? I can simply leave because I don't have such deep feelings for Lin Keni. But you both love each other so much, as long as the feelings are still there, what's the point? Can't get over the hurdle?"

Mu Xueyi hugged her knees, curled up in the corner of the seat, her jaw was so pale that she could see the cyan veins under her skin.

She did not directly answer Graveenong's question, but said softly:

"...Anon, I've been seeing a lot of hallucinations recently."

Ge Weilong was stunned.

"What... what hallucination?"

Mu Xueyi closed his eyes and leaned against the cold car window.

"I saw... I killed her again..."

Gerwin frowned.

"who is she? Why did Mu Xueyi say "again"?

Mu Xueyi smiled bitterly: "I thought I could really be a normal person, but I didn't expect... I've already been a lunatic. I can't tell the difference between reality and imagination, the past life and the present, and the person I want to hurt. , and those to protect..."

"I've already reached this stage of the field, why bother to bother others to pull me."

The arrival of Shen Huaixing was just a trigger.

Her madness has already taken root.

Perhaps, the end of all this, the moment she decided to go back to Mu's house, was settled and there was no change.

"Why did you become like this?" Gravellon asked.

Why?

Mu Xueyi opened his eyes, raised his fingers, wiped away the fog on the car window, and wiped out a small piece of light.

Yes, why?

She thought about it for a long time before finally thinking about it.

It's for... Ayue.

Because she wanted to protect Ah Yue, she forced herself on such a **** crazy road.

But now, because of her unrecognizable appearance, she has become a drag on Ayue, and since then, she dare not stand by Ayue's side again.

It's ridiculous.

Mu Xueyi couldn't help laughing sullenly.

Her life was nothing short of a big joke.

If you think about it, it's just those four words.

Mistake, hurt yourself.

Seeing that Mu Xueyi hadn't spoken for a long time, Ge Weinong didn't speak anymore.

Silent all the way.

Since Zhou Zhenyue went to Jining, Xiao Ai has been working with Zhou Fengnian. She vaguely knew that Zhou Zhenyue would be going for about a year, so she was ready to welcome Zhou Zhenyue back in a year.

Unexpectedly, not long after she went, she received the news that Zhou Zhenyue was going back to Anyang.

When she received the news, Xiao Ai had something to do and couldn't pick up someone at the airport as soon as possible.

After finishing the matter, she immediately drove to the old house, thinking that Zhou Zhenyue was back, she should go there in person to say hello.

It's almost spring.

Anyang is located in the south, and the air is full of warm sunshine. People on the street also took off their jackets and put on thin T-shirts and sweaters.

The flowers and plants raised in the courtyard of the old house are full of greenery, and each flower has an unopened bud.

Xiao Ai walked into the door and asked the gardener in the garden, "Mr. Zhou is back?"

The gardener said, "I came back more than two hours ago, but went out again."

Xiao Ai: "Where did you go?"

Gardener: "I heard Mr. Zhou talking on the phone, it seems that he went to some bar."

Xiao Ai rolled her eyes and thought.

Zhou Zhenyue has never been in the habit of going to bars. In her memory, the last bar Zhou Zhenyue went to was the "THE1" bar where Li Lulu had a stake.

That time, I also brought back a second lady.

Zhou Zhenyue wouldn't go to the bar for no reason, it should be another conflict with the second lady.

Xiao Ai thought about it, 80% of the time, he should still go to Mr. Li's THE1 bar.

A little worried about something going on.

So Xiao Ai immediately turned back to the car and drove to THE1 bar.

When she got to the bar, the waiter at the door came to receive her.

Before he said a word, the manager recognized Xiao Ai, came over quickly, and said, "Oh, isn't this the assistant next to Mr. Zhou? Are you looking for Mr. Zhou?"

Xiao Ai: "Yes, where is Mr. Zhou?"

Manager: "In the box with our President Li, come with me."

The manager took Xiao Ai to the second floor, turned into the VIP box area, went to a door, and raised his hand.

Xiao Ai heard loud music inside, and probably couldn't hear it if she knocked on the door, so she pushed the door and went in.

The lights in the box were dim, and the K-song equipment was not very bright. Only the soundtrack was playing on the screen, the two microphones were neatly placed on the table, and no one was singing.

Li Lulu was sitting in the middle of the sofa, her eyes full of helplessness.

Zhou Zhenyue was nestled at the end of the sofa, eyes closed, holding a bottle of wine, the mouth of the bottle was held in his mouth.

Zhou Zhenyue is drinking.

But not very frantically pouring into the stomach, just sipping in small sips.

I drank very slowly, but also drank a lot. The empty bottle has filled a small coffee table.

Xiao Ai walked over and looked at Zhou Zhenyue before saying anything.

She is very good at observing words and expressions, especially Zhou Zhenyue's words and Zhou Zhenyue's color. So she knew very well that at this time, Zhou Zhenyue would never want to speak.

So Xiao Ai sat next to Li Lulu and asked carefully:

"Mr. Li, what's the situation?"

Li Lulu rolled her eyes: "I didn't know, I knew your boss Zhou ran over to me for a drink as soon as he came back. Ask her what's wrong, and people will be in a daze and say nothing."

She sighed again, "But well, it's not hard to guess. It can make people lose like this, that is, things like being frustrated in love."

Xiao Ai: "It's the second lady..."

As soon as the words were out of her mouth, she knew she had made a slip of the tongue, and hurriedly shut her mouth.

Zhou Zhenyue should have heard the words "Second Miss", put down the wine bottle, and the jade ring and the bottle glass made a fine collision sound.

She lowered her eyes, soft lashes on her lower lids, and chuckled.

"Don't worry... I'll go find her after this drinking session is over... Don't worry..."

Li Lulu tutted: "That second Miss Mu ran away?... Alas, don't blame me for talking too much. Your Zhou family and that Mu family are incompatible opponents. When they are together, there is a lot of shit, and there is no peace."

"Besides, she'll leave as soon as she's gone. Why do you have to go looking for her? Are people willing to let you look for it? You're boring yourself."

Zhou Zhenyue put the wine bottle on the coffee table and was silent for a long time before she said, "Xiao Ai."

When Xiao Ai heard her calling herself, she quickly agreed: "What's the matter, President Zhou?"

Zhou Zhenyue seemed to smile, "You said, am I good to her?"

Xiao Ai knew that "she" in Zhou Zhenyue's mouth was the second young lady, and nodded immediately: "Okay, very good."

Zhou Zhenyue: "Then why... I'm so kind to her, and she still wants to be like this, again and again... don't want me?"

The distress in Xiao Ai's eyes was about to overflow.

Xiao Ai has been her assistant since Zhou Zhenyue became the chairman of the Zhou family at the age of 23. For so many years, Zhou Zhenyue has always been aloof. Negotiate business at the negotiating table without hesitation, and deal with all the problems encountered by enterprises calmly. Even if he loves Mu Xueyi deeply, he always looks at his lover gently.

She had never seen Zhou Zhenyue sitting on the low sofa like this, fragile and helpless.

That tone, more like a question than a question...

beg.

It's like this, to beg Mu Xueyi's back.

"That's enough," Li Lulu couldn't stand it anymore, got up and walked in front of Zhou Zhenyue, "Zhou Zhenyue, you are like this now, don't talk about Mu Xueyi, I don't like you! She doesn't love you. , you just leave, why do you have to chase after that person's ass? I tell you, you are too much for her, and she will be so unscrupulous as she is now!"

Zhou Zhenyue looked away and said in a low voice, "You don't know anything. You...you don't know Xueyi. I didn't protect her well..."

Li Lulu shouted: "Protect and protect! You only know how to protect her, have you ever thought about whether she needs your protection or not? She Mu Xueyi is also a person with her own thoughts. If she wants to really stand up, she can't There is always someone like you who supports her. If you always support her, she will always be a lame person who can't walk independently. She can't stand on her own in the Mu family, the business world, or even anything she will encounter in the future. A circle, you understand?!"

"...You mean," Zhou Zhenyue raised her head, her eyes were like stagnant water, "she... actually doesn't need me."

Li Lulu: "Who in this world can't live without someone? At least Mu Xueyi understands that without you, she can still live! Only you, I thought she couldn't live without you. In my opinion, it's actually You can't live without her, can't you?"

Li Lulu's words were like a sharp needle, mercilessly stabbed Zhou Zhenyue's most painful piece of flesh.

It's your wishful thinking that she can't leave you.

In fact, you cannot leave her alone.

snow suits…

The woman who looks weak and scarred, but can leave her twice, really...does she need protection as much as she imagined?

Zhou Zhenyue clenched the half-empty wine bottle in her hand, and her eyes seemed to be blank.

So, is Xueyi inseparable from her, or is she inseparable from Xueyi?

Does she need to find Mu Xueyi again?

…

Does Xueyi want to find her again?

Zhou Zhenyue suddenly remembered the last three messages Mu Xueyi sent her.

The last one clearly reads:

- "In your world, there shouldn't be me anymore."

…yes.

Xueyi already gave the answer.

Her wish is:

Their worlds should no longer overlap.

The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: He Xiaoo, who lives in Beifushan, Roubaozi, □□ Observer, Chen Ling, something is wrong with me! , 1 blame sister AhLian;

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 52 bottles of Observer; 40 bottles of Cixi; 20 bottles of Sanqi; 15 bottles of AI Star Chaser; smash 1 bottle;