My Dear, She is Always Unmotivated

Chapter 498: Not willing to give in

After Shen Chuliu finished speaking, he put away his smile: "You came at the right time. I have one more thing to tell you. If you are not willing to give up because of your obsession, I can ask you to die."

"Your child shouldn't have been so miserable. It was Mrs. Liu who drugged you, causing you to be born like that and prematurely. You should remember that you were always uncomfortable during pregnancy, right?" Shen Chuliu said.

Yi Chongyuan was shocked: "Is it her?"

"It's her. Tit for retaliation, isn't it fair?" Shen Chuliu smiled: "In fact, it's not fair either. You fight against the Liu family, against me, against the Feng family... you are always losing."

"You said you poisoned me, but you didn't. You can't do it, right? You can't get the Jiaoyan Pill." Shen Chuliu put away his smile and looked at Yi Chongyuan indifferently.

Yi Chongyuan's face gradually turned gray, she pursed her lips and said nothing.

"You came to me, do you really want an answer? No, maybe you want it too, but you are still unwilling to give in. After you die, at least you hope that the people who make it difficult for you will not have a hard time, right? This Among them, naturally, I am included. However, it also shows that you have no choice. You are not as capable as others and can arrange for us to fight after death, so you are like this now."

"You just think that Concubine Qianshu is still alive, maybe she will harm me, right? You are so vicious yet incompetent, your end is really not pitiable at all."

Shen Chuliu looked at her with a smile: "Back then, you took the blame for Empress Dowager Feng and got a little pity from the emperor. Now you would rather bear it until death and admit that it was you who did it. Unfortunately, you still get nothing. Is it uncomfortable?"

"Every cause must have an effect. So, why do you need to understand many things in this world? If you are not willing to let others understand, how can you ask others to understand it for you?" Shen Chuliu said.

Yi Chongyuan didn't speak for a long time, then she raised her head and said, "I see. Your Majesty is so smart. Is it because of different birth backgrounds, or is it because she is born this way?"

Yi Chongyuan thought that Concubine Jing didn't like the emperor at all. She lived too rationally.

 But with girlish feelings, why was Concubine Jing so rational at that time? How could she not be addicted to such an emperor?

 She has always felt that women from aristocratic families have different views, and now it turns out that this is indeed the case.

"Who knows. It's getting late, you should go back." Shen Chuliu lost interest and said casually.

Since Yi Chongyuan refused to talk about what happened back then, she didn't want to ask. Empress Dowager Feng is dead, and Concubine Qianshu can't do anything now. As for Yi Chongyuan, she is about to die. It's just that she doesn't want to, she doesn't care. Even found it funny.

Yi Chongyuan looked at Shen Chuliu for a long time, but finally said nothing. It's useless to say anything else. This woman, who is much younger than her, is smarter, more powerful than her, and can see further than her.

"Yes, then I will go back. Once I leave, I won't be able to see you again. Take care, Madam. As for Mrs. Liu, it doesn't matter if she is alive, it will be better if she is left alive." Yi Chongyuan stood up and did not salute, but just smiled. Go out laughing.

Shen Chuliu didn't look at her back, got up and went back to the house.

“Master, will she bring you trouble this time?” Chi Su was worried.

"What are you trying to do?" He is about to die, and he has left no heirs and no one close to him.

Even the Li family was separated. After her father died, her brother also died of illness within two years.

 Now there is only one nephew living with her mother.

Even if she is now willing to carry on her back the things she didn’t do back then, so what? Death is like a lamp going out, what else can she see?

Shen Chuliu shook his head and stopped caring about this matter.

　　The next day, everyone was curious, but not many people dared to ask. Shen Chuliu didn't say anything, and the Queen didn't ask. No one had to think about it.

Yichongyuan passed away on the night of the first day of August.

She was already at the end of her rope, but her conversation with Shen Chuliu not only relieved her heart but also made her feel a little heavier.

 There are many people who have good intentions after all. How many people are as cruel and unapologetic as Mr. Liu?

 Therefore, Yi Chongyuan, who was dying, still felt guilty after all. There were too many people she could not bear to blame.

I also thought that it was my fault that caused my child harm. The more I thought about it, the less I could stand it. Naturally, my health is getting worse day by day.

Before her death, she only left a letter to the emperor. In addition to saying goodbye and saying goodbye, she also mentioned the people she had harmed.

 The eldest prince, the child of the Ning family, the child of the Cao family.

 But she also told the story of being wrongly accused of poisoning Mr. Shen.

At the end of the letter, she wrote: My concubine has committed a heinous crime and is not worthy of being admitted to the royal mausoleum. She only wishes to be buried with my son.

Qi Yixiu read the letter and immediately burned the candle. Just pretend it's not.

Yi Chongyuan’s request is destined to be impossible to achieve.

 How could Qi Yixiu easily overcome what had become a fact?

 After Yi Chongyuan's death, he could only enter the imperial concubine's mausoleum. And the unranked prince has his own incense to offer.

It’s just that Yi Chongyuan could only mourn according to Chongyuan’s rules. There was no grace decree, so she could only mourn according to her status during her lifetime.

 This proves that the emperor has a problem with her. Because even if a concubine who has always been unfavored passes away, as long as she has done nothing wrong, she will be bestowed with grace.

 For this reason, her death was particularly desolate.

 Shen Chuliu was not surprised at all when he saw the emperor.

After pouring the tea, Shen Chuliu said: "The emperor wanted to ask what Yichongyuan said some time ago?"

Qi Yixiu nodded.

"Actually, it's nothing. When I was poisoned, she actually told me that she was the one who did it." Shen Chuliu shook his head: "She probably wasn't willing to accept it. She didn't win when she fought with her. Passed. The emperor knows about this concubine, and he doesn’t like to do things behind his back. Everything he knew about me, he told her. For example, Mrs. Liu poisoned her and caused the early death of her child."

“And she also told about her attacks on the eldest prince, Ning Zhaorong’s children, and Cao Jieyu’s children.”

Qi Yixiu raised his eyebrows. He didn't know that she was responsible for Ning's child back then.

"She said she had a deep love for the emperor, but the emperor failed her." Shen Chuliu said.

Qi Yixiu smiled: "Nonsense."

 This cannot be what Yi Chongyuan said.

"Of course, that's not what she said, but that's what she meant." Shen Chuliu snorted: "It is said that when a person is about to die, his words are good, but when he is about to die, he will not live a good life."

 Qi Yixiu took a sip of tea and said nothing.

Shen Chuliu looked at the emperor's face with a cold face: "Yi Chongyuan was born in Qiandi, so the emperor should be thinking about it."

“It’s not that I’m worried about you.” Qi Yixiu shook his head.

Shen Chuliu smiled: "Actually, I understand her thoughts. It's just that she doesn't want to say that she was wronged back then. It's just that she is unwilling to accept it. Anyway, she has been wronged for so many years, so it doesn't matter if she is wronged for a few more years."

 (End of this chapter)