My Best Wife

"I haven't planned for this for the time being. My current situation is indeed inappropriate to start a relationship again. Why do you suddenly remember to ask this? I am confused and don't know what I should do now. Actually, I I don't know how to answer you." When Fang Zhiqiang said the second half of the sentence, he pondered for a moment, as if it was something he was about to say, which made him feel a little hard to speak.

Of course Huang Wanting doesn’t understand what Fang Zhiqiang thinks in his heart. Fang Zhiqiang naturally doesn’t understand why Huang Wanting suddenly raised such a topic to herself. It is precisely because the two people get along too much like ordinary friends, so for Fang Zhiqiang Said that no matter what Huang Wanting said now, he would not think about that.

However, this time, Fang Zhiqiang was indeed wrong, because Huang Wanting was thinking about that. Since the collapse of the Mingda Group, Xiaoman’s attention to Fang Zhiqiang has indeed decreased a lot, or rather, She restrained herself forcibly and no longer affected her emotions because of Fang Zhiqiang. However, Huang Wanting was different. Her attention to Fang Zhiqiang would not decrease due to any external factors, even the previous marriage between Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao When it continued, she still did not lower Fang Zhiqiang's attention.

And now, staying in the same city with Fang Zhiqiang, watching Fang Zhiqiang go from an enviable marriage to being single now, and the blow to him in his career, Huang Wanting's inner hope has been shattered for a long time, and then Once appeared, Huang Wanting herself knew very well that she did not do this to satisfy her own desires, but to take care of Fang Zhiqiang, to take care of Fang Zhiqiang, who is in need of care at this stage. It is almost an instinct, reminding She should do it herself.

"I’m alone, and I need to carry a little more than two people. I understand that you are tired now. In fact, you don’t need to embarrass yourself. Everyone is not too young now. When you need to find someone to take care of yourself, you You don’t need to be strong, that will only make you more and more painful.” Huang Wanting still can’t say it. For so long, her personal settings in front of Fang Zhiqiang have never changed. Recalling when she left the country. What he said to him is so firm and unquestionable. As it is now, I have reproduced this seemingly unhealthy idea, and even Huang Wanting feels it outrageous, if I really say it What would Fang Zhiqiang think of himself? Can this seemingly friendly relationship between himself and him continue?

"Of course I understand this. I just don't want to harass other people. If Mingda is still there, I won't be in the current state, but everything is gone. I know that I am not capable of taking care of another person. What's more, as you said, we are not too young now, and the cost of living is no longer what we used to be when we were young. We need money in all aspects. In my current state, do you think it is okay?"

Fang Zhiqiang’s last sentence, even with a hint of self-deprecating tone, looked back at his own experience over the years. He had climbed to the top and fell to the bottom. Although the people around him have never left him, Fang Zhiqiang’s heart is full of flavors Miscellaneous, when you are worthless, looking at your beloved, looking at the people or things you want to protect, but can't do anything, it's a torture to your heart.

"Why not? The world is so big and there are all kinds of lifestyles. If you are used to your previous lifestyle, can you not accept the new lifestyle? If you think that life must be based on money, Then there are so many other poor couples, how should they live?" Huang Wanting continued.

At this point, Huang Wanting's emotions are a little bit agitated. She doesn't know when she can control it. Maybe at a certain moment, when the thoughts in her heart blur out, the breath in her chest can be completely released. !

"I don't mean that, but everyone has their own ideas. For me, I am such a person, just like many of you women. When you get married, you will also require each other to have a car, a house or even Of course, I don’t deny that there is another kind of women who don’t want anything, but after all, both exist. We can’t say who is right and who is wrong, because they all have their own very reasonable reasons. As for me, maybe it is the same. ."

After Fang Zhiqiang’s words came to the ground, Huang Wanting suddenly felt a rush of speech. She didn’t know what to say or what to say for a while. The Fang Zhiqiang who used to drink beer on the street stall no longer exists. Huang Wanting is very clear about this. Even if Fang Zhiqiang is penniless, he still cannot return to the state he used to be. However, he has always stayed in place, whether in thought or in In terms of situation, there is not much change from the past. During the time in the entertainment industry, he rarely had any contact with Fang Zhiqiang.

"Qiangzi, do you remember, when was the last time we two had a heart-to-heart talk?" Huang Wanting groaned for a long time, as if she uttered this sentence with a sigh.

Hearing Huang Wanting’s words, Fang Zhiqiang was stunned. He knew that Huang Wanting was obviously serious. After thinking about it carefully, it was indeed a long time since I had a good conversation with Huang Wanting. I had never thought of this before. One point, now that I suddenly remembered, Fang Zhiqiang felt very uncomfortable in his heart.

"Let's do Wanting, I will come to find you now." Fang Zhiqiang was silent for a while, then said such a sentence.

This sentence made Fang Zhiqiang feel a familiar feeling, as if the way he used to get along with Huang Wanting was like this. At that time, when two people wanted to talk together, they only needed a phone call, a familiar stall, and familiarity. Beer, a familiar taste, two people can chat for a night, but since Huang Wanting stepped into the entertainment circle, everything that used to be no longer exists, even after Huang Wanting retired, the two people consciously drank beer again. But the original taste has long disappeared. In fact, both of them are very clear in their hearts. When Huang Wanting decided to leave the country, neither of them felt uncomfortable, but Fang Zhiqiang at that time could realize that Huang Wanting was holding a lot. She was determined, and she herself was a very assertive woman. She believed that the decision she made was correct. No matter how she persuaded her at the time, it was useless, and she would not choose to stay in the end.

Another point also made Fang Zhiqiang very entangled. If Huang Wanting really stayed in the situation at that time, it would be worse for the relationship between the two people. Maybe, the relationship between the two cannot be the same now. Maybe, it has already fallen. For strangers.

Upon hearing Fang Zhiqiang's words, Huang Wanting did not evade the slightest, and immediately said: "Okay, I'll be waiting for you at the company."

When I arrived at Yueting Media, it was already past four o'clock in the afternoon. The moment Fang Zhiqiang saw Huang Wanting was stunned, he could not remember how long he had not seen each other, and now suddenly it seemed that he felt Huang Wanting. There is a little more vicissitudes, and a lack of the feeling of enthusiasm for everything.

"Wanting..." I blurted out the two words softly, but it felt like a world away, having handed in the name countless times on the phone, but at the moment when he called out in front of Huang Wanting, Fang Zhiqiang felt so awkward.

The two people faced each other, and Huang Wanting's eyes were filled with nostalgia for the past and a looming sense of tension.

Even though it was looming, Fang Zhiqiang was aware of it at a glance, because Huang Wanting had never looked at herself like this before, no matter what she thought in her heart, when facing herself, she would not hide her heart at all. Thoughts, let alone any disguise, but now Fang Zhiqiang has noticed that she seems to have learned to disguise her true inner thoughts. Although Fang Zhiqiang does not know what that true thought is, she can feel it. Between herself and her, there is no longer the almost transparent state of mind before.

"Are you going to meet them?" Huang Wanting pondered for a while, her eyes dodged involuntarily, and then glanced at Fang Zhiqiang again, and asked tentatively.

"Okay..." Fang Zhiqiang didn't even know how he came out of the word, so the ghost made a difference.