My Best Wife

"Yaxin, I won't say too many things. I will just tell you one thing, the decision you have to make now, don't make you feel regret and regret every time you think about it in the future."

Zhang Ling said the last sentence. After speaking, she never spoke again. She kept staring at Wang Yaxin intently, as if waiting for Wang Yaxin to make the final decision. At this time, Wang Yaxin also pondered for a long time. In fact, she knows very well that many of what Zhang Ling said are correct, but sometimes she is reluctant to admit it in her heart. Wang Yaxin herself can’t even figure out why she didn’t accept Fang Zhiqiang’s marriage proposal. , And after such a long time, there still seems to be an invisible estrangement between herself and Fang Zhiqiang. She herself doesn’t know where this estrangement comes from. Is it just because of Fang Zhiqiang? I used to have a marriage with Li Xiaoxiao, but at that time, I knew all this well, and had already accepted it in my heart. Why do I still have such strange thoughts now?

In fact, it is not only Wang Yaxin who doesn’t understand it, but also Fang Zhiqiang who struggles with this like her. Perhaps Fang Zhiqiang is the more entangled person. He knows why Wang Yaxin rejected his marriage proposal. Maybe it was her. I felt that at that time, I just used her as a substitute for Li Xiaoxiao, but after such a long time passed, would she still have such thoughts after experiencing those things with her again? She felt that everything came too quickly, so she had a little more patience. No matter how long she was with her, Fang Zhiqiang didn't think it was a waste of time, but Wang Yaxin didn't seem to give herself such a chance. She chose to leave herself. By his side, why is this?

Fang Zhiqiang knows that many things don’t need a reason, just like why he fell in love with Wang Yaxin in the first place, and why he chose to marry Li Xiaoxiao later, it is the same reason. If you say everything, you have to give a reason. Perhaps Fang Zhiqiang didn't know what his reason was. If he had to say it, then it sounds like he might even think that it was just a reluctant excuse.

Time flies, recalling everything back then, as if it happened yesterday, but like a white cloud dog, long gone.

Therefore, Fang Zhiqiang focused his attention on the present. Even if he could not grasp the past, he could not grasp the future, so he could only do the present things well. Li Xiaoxiao left, Wang Yaxin also left, and Mingda did not. Re-existed, as if he had returned to the original starting point, the penniless young man who had just arrived in the big city of Pearl City to work hard. It's a pity that everything is changing. The former angry youth who was furious because of his girlfriend's betrayal, the former angry youth who made a quarrel with the people because of an order, has long since disappeared. When Fang Zhiqiang examines himself again, What I saw was a scar that seemed to be dissatisfied all over, as if his eyes were full of vicissitudes and unwillingness to the man, he was so unfamiliar, so far away to himself, but life is like this, any one Stages are the only way to go. Without any of them, you can't call it a complete life. The bittersweet tastes are like a series of films. Whenever I remember, They will all appear in front of their own eyes, as if they are still so real and within reach, but everything has become a thing of the past.

Having said that, after listening to Zhang Ling’s persuasion, Wang Yaxin did seriously rethink what she should do next. She was silent for a long, long time, and Zhang Ling never spoke again, no matter what Wang Yaxin did next. She decided that Zhang Ling would not say one more word. She knew very well that she had done everything she could and could do. If she still couldn’t change Wang Yaxin’s decision, she would have nothing to do, and she also believed. Wang Yaxin has her own judgment, no matter whether she thinks her decision is right or wrong, as long as she thinks it is right, there is no problem.

After all, everyone lives his own life, so many people, so many ideas, so many thoughts, who can unify everyone's ideas? Everyone has their own values. When they make decisions based on their own values, who can say that it is wrong?

"Lingling, I don’t know what to say to thank you. In short, your words are very helpful to me. I believe that no matter what our relationship will become in the future, I will remember this day clearly and remember you to me. Words.” Finally, I don’t know how long the time has passed. Wang Yaxin turned to look at Zhang Ling again. This time, her eyes were filled with seriousness and sincerity, although she suddenly felt that Zhang Ling seemed completely different from before, even There was a faintly uncomfortable feeling in her heart, but she could naturally see that Zhang Ling was sincerely doing it for herself, not to mention that when she first met, she didn’t fully confess everything about her to Zhang Ling. Can you ask her to confess everything to yourself? What does it matter even if she used to disguise everything about herself? After all, who in this world doesn't want to show their good side to others? Especially for a friend who has just met, this idea will be even stronger.

Zhang Ling smiled slightly, seemingly very pleased with Wang Yaxin's statement, and very happy, but she still did not continue to question Wang Yaxin, she seemed to be able to hear it, and then it was time for Wang Yaxin to make a decision.

Sure enough, looking at the smile on Zhang Ling's face, Wang Yaxin pondered for a moment again, and then said: "You are right. Faced with the things I fear, I can't always choose to escape. That won't solve any problems. , It's not a matter of life or death, what's the big deal?"

Hearing Wang Yaxin's words, Zhang Ling couldn't help but stand up immediately, and then patted the palm of her hand, the smile on her face became even brighter.

Obviously, she was very happy that Wang Yaxin was able to make such a decision. From the beginning, she wanted this result. Although Wang Yaxin has not yet said her own final decision, when it comes to this, Zhang Ling is obviously too Know what it means.

"But... after I'm gone, what do you do?" Wang Yaxin frowned again. She looked at Zhang Ling with a worried look, and asked with some hesitation.

Wang Yaxin knows that this issue is very sensitive to Zhang Ling now. Perhaps it was just because she had been discussing her own affairs, so Zhang Ling ignored this point. Actually speaking, Zhang Ling is the poorest victim.

"Me? What do I have to worry about? Such a big person, are you still afraid that I will starve myself to death?" Zhang Ling joked while pointing at herself, "But...I might be staying at your house for a few days. , Of course, if you want."

"What are you talking about? You can live as long as you want, as long as you don't think that my house is too small." Wang Yaxin also said without hesitation. Now Zhang Ling's situation has made her very sensitive. At this time If he said anything to stimulate her, Wang Yaxin couldn't imagine the consequences.

Zhang Ling also smiled immediately, and then said: "If this is the case, then I am not polite. You go back to Pearl, and when you come back, my home may have been made by me and not like a home. Don't regret it at that time!"