My Best Wife

"In fact, I didn't drink much. I just wanted to use alcohol to test myself, test my heart, and what I thought. I didn't expect that there was a surprise waiting for me."

Fang Zhiqiang said in a joking tone. It seemed that this was something that had nothing to do with him. His attitude was irrelevant. He didn’t know when he cultivated, and every time he used it, the effect was not bad. It's really good.

"Is that a surprise to you?" Wang Yaxin felt a little strange to Fang Zhiqiang's statement. At least, she didn't think that way before, and indeed never thought that Fang Zhiqiang would think that way.

"At least, before today, it was indeed a surprise to me."

There was something in Fang Zhiqiang's words, and Wang Yaxin heard it all at once.

What he meant was obvious, because his performance and reaction today made him feel that he did not particularly look forward to his words, nor was he particularly looking forward to his surprise.

"This is exactly the same as I thought, at least myself, I thought that way before." Wang Yaxin smiled slightly, and said disapprovingly.

"Ok."

Fang Zhiqiang replied. Although this was not what Fang Zhiqiang intended to express, he wanted to ask: "Is this a surprise for you now?"

But Fang Zhiqiang held back, he didn't ask, because he almost had the answer he wanted.

Wang Yaxin was stunned. Fang Zhiqiang didn't say anything, making her even more at a loss. Originally, she was a little worried that Fang Zhiqiang would ask some questions that she could not answer, such as: "For you now, this Is it a surprise?"

However, Fang Zhiqiang didn't ask anything, but it made Wang Yaxin's heart more complicated. Perhaps, he was still wavering, if he kept asking, maybe he would...

Wang Yaxin didn't dare to continue thinking, but also couldn't restrain the slightest loss in her heart. Why didn't Fang Zhiqiang continue to ask?

"I'll go... talk to Dr. Xu and let him start preparing for closed treatment."

Seeing Wang Yaxin's continued silence and no longer speaking, Fang Zhiqiang groaned slightly for a moment and said so.

Wang Yaxin wanted to open her mouth to keep Fang Zhiqiang, and even wanted to say something that she just didn't have the courage to say, but she didn't know why, and suddenly she couldn't say a word.

Seeing Fang Zhiqiang's body slowly turning over, Wang Yaxin pondered for a long time. She seemed to say something, but after a long time, she closed her eyes again after all.

"Just say anything, so as not to leave any regrets in the future."

It was Xiaoya again. At this most critical moment, she said this sentence, which made Wang Yaxin suddenly open her eyes again.

"Hadron!"

Wang Yaxin spoke, and Fang Zhiqiang's footsteps indeed stopped again as the words fell.

"Yaxin, if you have already made a decision, you don't need to say more. I just want to tell you what I have in my heart. I want you to know what I think, not what I want. ."

After Fang Zhiqiang paused, he turned his back to Wang Yaxin and said this.

The words Xiaoya just said have already made Fang Zhiqiang understand something. In fact, he is very clear that some words or things require his absolute will. If he has not made a decision, he will force it. Things are difficult to continue.

Everyone can't escape the confusion of being born, and the hesitation that cannot be loved.

In this world, there are too many stories that cannot be loved. For Fang Zhiqiang, he himself also knows that some people, no matter how deeply they love, even if they want to love her with all their lives, even if they can’t bear to read it. When she has suffered a little bit of harm, even if she sees a drop of sweat, she can't stand it, but after all, it is a relationship that is destined to be fruitless. For such a relationship, besides giving up, is there any other choice?

So, there are so many people in the world who are unhappy, why do you have to be sad?

Even if you say something that you don't want to say at the moment, it is not a big deal for Fang Zhiqiang. Anyone in this world can run as usual without it, so why not?

Fang Zhiqiang's words made Wang Yaxin silent again.

Originally, Xiaoya gave Wang Yaxin enough excitement. She was really afraid that she would regret one day, and was afraid that she would regret one day, because she had experienced too many such examples before, especially in Fang Zhiqiang’s body, she already had Too many hesitating to love too many times.

Every time, Wang Yaxin felt extremely regretful, and each time became a permanent regret.

However, Fang Zhiqiang’s words made Wang Yaxin once again soberly aware that some things, without sufficient firmness and motivation, really can’t go on, just like when Fang Zhiqiang just proposed to him, if oneself Just listen to your own inner voice, and will definitely agree without hesitation.

But what will the result be?

Wang Yaxin could not imagine, nor could Fang Zhiqiang imagine. It was a result that no one could imagine. Therefore, in the end, it was his own reason to end all of this. Then at this moment, under the stimulation of Xiaoya’s words just now Is it based on rationality or impulse when he blurts out the words at ease?

Forget it, if you don't know the answer for the time being, just leave it to time and let time deal with it!

Fang Zhiqiang has already raised his footsteps again. It is not that he does not want to hear Wang Yaxin say those words, but wants to give Wang Yaxin more time to think. Although doing so, Wang Yaxin may continue to struggle and continue to suffer, but everything is On the contrary, things that can make you painful must also make you happy.

If two people can really stick to the end, then the happiness they can get may be incomparable to all things before!

Came to Xu Chao's office again, watching Xu Chao concentrating on the treatment plan, Fang Zhiqiang once again said: "Doctor Xu, how sure are you?"

Fang Zhiqiang was afraid that he would miss the last chance, and he was also afraid that if he didn't say anything, he would never have a chance to say it in his life.

Although Fang Zhiqiang knew that perhaps he couldn't get the answer to Xu Chao's question, but he still couldn't help asking.

Xu Chao raised his eyelids and looked at Fang Zhiqiang with an indescribable feeling in his eyes.

Fang Zhiqiang looked and felt like a touch of anger, but also a pity, and more like a loss.

"Thirty percent."

Finally, Xu Chao spoke.

However, after listening to this answer, Fang Zhiqiang felt that his whole body was weakened. This was the answer he least wanted to hear.

After looking forward to it for so long, I have always wanted Xu Chao to tell me the truth. Now I finally got my wish. Why? Why is it such a result?

"Surprised?"

Xu Chao looked at Fang Zhiqiang's bewildered look, and continued to ask.

Fang Zhiqiang looked up at Xu Chao. He didn't know how he should answer Xu Chao, and even what he was thinking at the moment, Fang Zhiqiang couldn't figure it out.

"For a long time, the certainty that Yaxin can be cured has not been more than 30%." Xu Chao continued.

Every word of Xu Chao at the moment, like a bolt from the blue, exploded above Fang Zhiqiang's head.

"If you knew the probability from the beginning, would you not let Yaxin receive this treatment?" Xu Chao continued to ask: "If you don't receive treatment, it's just premature aging, but it will still last for more than ten years, even It’s a life span of decades, but once you receive treatment, you are either completely healed, or you can’t even have it for the last few years. Do you think this is cruel? Do you think it’s not a good deal? Business?"

Xu Chao's series of questions made Fang Zhiqiang's head almost bigger.

Now when Xu Chao asks such a question, Fang Zhiqiang doesn't know what he should think. If he knew this probability from the beginning, would he really give up?

Fang Zhiqiang does not know the answer now.

But what he can be sure of is that now he really feels that his previous sixth sense has been confirmed!

I always thought that I had made a wrong decision to let Wang Yaxin accept this treatment. Now it seems that this is more and more true.

"You still have the opportunity to choose. I put Yaxin's fate in your hands and let you choose for yourself, whether to continue the treatment or give up now, you choose for yourself."

Xu Chao looked at Fang Zhiqiang's increasingly tangled expression and continued to ask.

"What's the difference?"

"If you give up treatment now, she will be in her current state. She can eat and live as a normal person, and can also live a normal life. Of course, the price is the cost of time and life that did not need to be paid. In other words, she will live again. It’s not a problem for ten years or so, but if it takes longer, I can’t guarantee it.”

"If treatment is continued, the result will still be the same. If treatment fails, you will face death."

Two results lay in front of Fang Zhiqiang.

Fang Zhiqiang felt that his heart was about to explode, and Wang Yaxin's weak body and his increasingly ill-looking face continued to appear in his head.

What choice should be made? How would Fang Zhiqiang know?

Why should I leave such a difficult choice to myself?