My Best Wife

Chapter 1217 Mid-Autumn Festival (5)

While Li Xiaoxiao was wandering in the car, Fang Zhiqiang was already on the highway. Unlike Li Xiaoxiao's sadness and blindness, he knows exactly where he is going and what he is going to do.

Driving all the way, getting closer and closer to the destination, and the memories become clearer. At that time, when the two were about to get married, Wang Yaxin’s parents didn’t know that he was not Xiaoyu’s father. They complained about him. I was angry with him, but in the end the feelings for Yaxin and Xiaoyu overcame everything, and they finally happily prepared a simple wedding. Wang Yaxin’s mother is so kind, just like her own. Fang Zhiqiang’s mother has passed away for a few years, so she really felt very kind at the time, really like a family, the kind of home he wanted most. .

But in the end, he still hurt the old man again and again. He disappeared before the wedding, and the face of the old couple who valued face was lost. He still remembers that Wang Yaxin's mother slapped him angrily, even Yu seemed to feel the pain faintly, but he knew that the old man's heart hurts more than this. Who would be willing to face such a thing? The groom is gone on the day of the wedding, which is more uncomfortable than hitting them in the face.

But in the end, the two elders still tolerated them, fulfilled their love, and accepted him again. At that time, Fang Zhiqiang really thought that this will be his home in the future, and they will be family members for a lifetime. Every Mid-Autumn Festival and New Year’s Eve from now on On such a festival, they will be together, as well as their own father, and everyone will have such a happy time together.

But the reality is always so merciless. With the collapse of his marriage with Yaxin, all the good dreams at the beginning were shattered. Even when he thinks about it now, he will still have a faint pain. Even if he thinks of it, he is forcing himself not to think about how the poor old couple faced all this. Yaxin's fate is too much, and as a parent, it is even more pitiful, because the pain that children endure will always be magnified and projected on them tenfold.

Thinking of the night when he said goodbye, Fang Zhiqiang seemed to hear the sound of heartbreaking again. For him, he can still fall in love with Li Xiaoxiao, he can use time to smooth the scars, and slowly forget Wang Yaxin. But for Wang Yaxin's parents, are they going to forget their only daughter and grandson? Could blood and family relationships be smoothed by time? What's more, they are old but no one takes care of them...this is the cruelest reality. Only now did Fang Zhiqiang know how many people were hurt by their mistakes.

But if he is allowed to choose and start from the beginning, even if he knows that he will be hurt, he will still choose Wang Yaxin without hesitation. That is the choice he will not regret no matter how much he hurts, his love without regrets in this life. It’s just that he hopes that they can meet earlier, preferably before Xue Kai, so that he can protect Yaxin from any harm, and will not encounter his father’s obstruction, let alone the two old men. The evening scene is bleak. And Xiaoyu, who will be his biological son, has no separation, no misunderstanding, no words that hurt people like a knife...

Fang Zhiqiang realized that he was crying unknowingly when the wind blew in from the car window and fluttered his face. This is the reality. He has fallen in love with Li Xiaoxiao and completely abandoned Wang Yaxin. The only thing he can do is to occasionally muster the courage to visit the two old men.

The car got off the highway, turned into the national highway in the county seat, and then the familiar streets, still the same as before, without the slightest change, except for the seasons and people on the roadside. Although actually stayed here for almost a month together, Fang Zhiqiang felt that all the scenery seemed to be carved in bones, and he would not go wrong even with his eyes closed.

It's just that the closer you are to Wang Yaxin's house, the more and more Fang Zhiqiang's heart becomes uncontrollable, and the more fierce it is. Seeing the community close in front of him, Fang Zhiqiang could hardly hold the steering wheel. Fang Zhiqiang knows that this is the so-called near-hometown cowardice, can it not be cowardly? In a sense, this is where his feelings belonged, and it was another hometown he once had. He did not expect to meet Wang Yaxin, but all the sights in front of him, every plant and tree, were awakening memories of the past, and they were all related to Wang Yaxin. After all, this is the place where they have enjoyed love and family sweetness, and it is also the place where Wang Yaxin grew up. They chatted and sunbathes on the stone chairs, looking forward to a bright future, there are slides and amusement facilities. He took Xiaoyu to play there, and Yaxin also played when he was a child... Fang Zhiqiang looked at all this greedily. It seems that every scene has its shadow, and the air is still filled with the smell of happiness.

Fang Zhiqiang stopped the car at the gate of the community, and slowly walked in with his things. He wanted to see a while, miss a while, and at the same time he didn’t know how to face it. He missed the two elders, but he really saw him. How do you say and what to say? How to deal with their heartbroken look? How should I tell them that because of his powerlessness, he once again lost Yaxin, and also hindered them from separating from their daughter and grandson. The disappearance before the first wedding had hurt them thoroughly enough. This time the divorce directly led to Yaxin's departure. The two elders must hate him now. Fang Zhiqiang was not afraid that they would hate himself, or even beat and scold himself, he could bear it, but when he thought of the sadness they endured, Fang Zhiqiang felt heavy. He can only walk slowly step by step.

On the concrete road downstairs of Wang Yaxin’s house, the stone chair next to it is still there, but instead of him and Yaxin sitting on it, there are two or three old people sitting idle and chatting, and they see Fang Zhiqiang carrying big bags. , A few old people waved a fan and said: "It's time for relatives to give gifts again during the holidays."

"Yeah, seeing the Mid-Autumn Festival, isn't it all in the two days to give gifts? You didn't see Lao Zhou's daughter, who came to see her parents the day before yesterday, and pulled a cart of things. It was wine and platinum. , The cigarettes are all a few hundred dollars each."

"The old Zhou family is blessed, and the daughters are capable and filial. I heard that they open a supermarket in the city, and they say hundreds of thousands a year. People are also willing to honor their parents and bring so many things to visit their parents. There is light."

An old man shook his head and said: "What is blessed or not, when you are older, your children are blessed by your side. Lao Wang's daughters have the ability to work as a barrister in Shanghai, but now they are direct? I heard that they are abroad. TV is released every day, and many sheep breeders, oh, Australia, what's the use of going abroad anyway? If you don’t come back in the future, the old couple will be hot and cold and no one will ask. The older you are, the more you will suffer. "