Madam, She's Abusing Scum Again

Chapter 838 She is the one who let go first

Luo Ya’er has now begun to doubt herself, shouldn’t she leave?

If she is not so impulsive, will they not be separated for so many years? If she can give him more trust, will he be deceived by the Bai family’s calculations later?

She began to blame herself, so it seemed that the person who let go first turned out to be her. She lived in what she believed to be the truth for three years, and didn’t know until today that everything was false.

Looking back, Bai Ruiqian did so much for her, but she did nothing.

She also misunderstood him and left him.

What did she do? What did she do?

Why can’t you be a little firmer, and can’t be firmer.

She is the one who can’t stand the heavy blow, the one who fails to trust is also her, and the one who gives up lightly is her.

She was wrong, wrong for three whole years.

When he stood in front of her again, she actually kept slandering him, beating him, and injuring him unscrupulously, calling him a scumbag and letting him go.

Luo Ya’er felt that her mistake was too great.

So big that she couldn’t forgive herself.

She even… felt that she was no longer worthy of Bai Ruiqian.

How can she be worthy of his love, she is not worthy at all, how can she have the face to enjoy his love for someone who gives up like she said?

Xu Yan hugged her tightly.

“No, no, you are not wrong. What is wrong is the vicious couple who broke you apart, and they destroyed your happiness for profit.”

“Ya’er, promise me, don’t blame yourself, Bai Ruiqian has never blamed you, so don’t think you are wrong.”

“You are so in love with each other, you can still come back together.”

Luo Ya’er cried so badly, she said with trembling, “No, Yan Yan, it’s too late, everything is too late, there is no more, there is no tomorrow, and there is no good time to come.”

“Me and him, really missed it.”

She is already someone else’s fiancee, if she really abandons Zhang Yuze, then she really becomes a sinner.

A sinner who hurt two families.

Even if she really reconciles with Bai Ruiqian, she will not be at ease in the days to come, she will live in guilt forever.

Xu Yan knew that she didn’t want to hurt others, but marriage was not a child’s play, it was a lifetime thing. She didn’t want Luo Ya’er to die, and she didn’t want her to wrong herself because of being moved.

“Ya’er… one more thing, I must tell you…”

Luo Ya’er withdrew from her arms and looked at her with tears, “What’s the matter?”

“Bai Ruiqian…”

“boom–”

The door suddenly opened, Xu Yan and Luo Ya’er looked instinctively and saw a man.

Zhang Yuze saw Luo Ya’er crying violently, walked over quickly, knelt down and stroked her face.

“What’s wrong? Why are you crying?”

Xu Yan got stuck in her throat when she wanted to speak. But because of Zhang Yuze’s appearance, he was forced to swallow back.

Luo Ya’er was afraid that he would see the clues, so she wiped away her tears and tried her best to stay calm.

Zhang Yuze wiped the tear marks on her face with his fingertips and gently said, “It’s fine, I think you seem to be under a little bit of pressure recently. Is it because you are getting married and you are a little tired?”

Everyone has a bit of premarital phobia, he is afraid that Luo Yaer will not adapt, especially Luo Yaer had experienced a bad wedding before, so he was especially worried about her.

“Well, kind of.” Luo Ya’er didn’t know how to explain, so she followed her words.

Zhang Yuze touched her head: “Don’t worry, everything is with me. You can always be yourself before and after marriage. We can live what you like, and nothing will happen. changed.”

Luo Ya’er just nodded. At this moment, her mood could not be described in words. There were too many feelings intertwined in her heart.

Pain, sorrow, self-blame, regret…

When Zhang Yuze saw her gradually healed her tears, he turned his attention to Xu Yan.

“Miss Xu, hello, long time no see.”

I remember the last time I met, it was a long time ago. Although Zhang Yuze lived next to him, every time Xu Yan came over, they staggered by mistake, which was very strange.

“Long time no see.” Xu Yan looked at the love in Zhang Yuze’s eyes, she couldn’t help feeling distressed.

They are all people who love Luo Ya’er, but she still has to hurt Zhang Yuze.

For Bai Ruiqian, she had to learn to be cruel.

Xu Yan heard the voice of a stranger outside, and also heard Luo’s father and mother calling her in-laws. She knew that Zhang Yuze’s parents were here.

On such occasions, Xu Yan felt that she shouldn’t stay here anymore.

But she didn’t finish what she wanted to say, and she was a little unwilling to say it.

After thinking about it, I can only leave with this unwillingness.

Luo Ya’er has been shaken, what she will do next will be easier.

With this feeling, Xu Yan Huo Ran got up and prepared to leave.

“You talk, my company still has something to do, so I won’t bother you.”

Luo Ya’er raised her eyes and looked at Xu Yan. She was full of curiosity about what Xu Yan had not said just now.

But Zhang Yuze was there, and she was not easy to ask, so she had to give up, “Yan Yan, remember to send me a message at the company.”

“Well, you are good.” Xu Yan smiled softly at her, “Bye.”

She politely bowed to Zhang Yuze again.

Zhang Yuze originally wanted to stay with her politely, but he didn’t want to stay when he thought of something to do with her company.

“Bye~”

He also politely said goodbye to Xu Yan, and then sat next to Luo Ya’er, put his arms around her shoulders, and began to calm her little emotions.

Xu Yan came to the hall, saw Zhang Yuze’s parents, and greeted respectfully.

Seeing her carrying her bag, Mother Luo asked her unwillingly, “Yan Yan, you are leaving? Why don’t you sit for a while?”

“Auntie, there is still something to do with my company, so I won’t stay much today. I’ll come back next time I have time.”

Xu Yan walked slowly to the door while carrying her bag.

Father Luo stood up: “I’ll take you downstairs,”

Xu Yan politely refused, “No need, uncle, you can sit down, I will drive straight downstairs and leave. Please treat your uncles and aunts well.”

She said goodbye to everyone, opened the door and left.

After Xu Yan returned to her car, she immediately called Bai Ruiqian, asked him out to discuss important matters, and asked him to take Mu Nanfeng, otherwise Mu Nanfeng would definitely think more about it at home.

After Bai Ruiqian received the call, he confirmed the location with Xu Yan, hung up the phone and went to the meeting place.

Three people sitting in Xu Yan’s office, Mu Nanfeng asked curiously, “What is it? Why can’t I discuss it at home?