Secret love turns into love, women never want to escape

Chapter 185 I'm Always By Your Side, I Can't Help It

Bai Xi was startled, and stepped back.

Seeing her avoiding, Ji Chenling's eyes were sullen.

She avoided him because she didn't want to accept him yet

With this thought, he felt very uncomfortable, and his brows furrowed.

Her attitude made him unpredictable. He could clearly feel that she and Xiao Ye had already existed in name only, but there seemed to be something between her and him.

Bai Xi didn't dare to look at him, "Well, I'll burn some paper money for my grandma."

"His purpose of catching Tiantian is not to hurt Tiantian, but to restrain you. The correct way is to avoid him as much as possible before I come back. Even if he becomes angry, he can't threaten you for a day, and he won't take Tiantian for a day. It's clear. "Ji Chenling said seriously.

Bai Xi understood that he was afraid that Xiao Ye would become angry from embarrassment and break the bowl, directly hurting Tian Tian. .

He is the kind of irrational and absurd person.

She didn't say these words, afraid that Ji Chenling would be worried, so she nodded.

Ji Chenling let go of her hand.

Bai Xi went to burn the paper money.

He goes back to work.

Bai Xi saw that his expression was not good.

She didn't dodge it on purpose, and she didn't actually reject his kiss, it's just that she couldn't get over this hurdle in her heart in front of her grandma's mourning hall.

"Ji Chenling." Bai Xi shouted.

He ignored her.

She knew he was angry, "I didn't mean to."

Ji Chenling looked at her, his eyes were still cold, "So it's subconscious rejection"

"He's on vigil now." Bai Xi explained.

Ji Chenling looked deeply at Bai Xi.

He has spent more time abroad than in China, and he doesn't understand these etiquettes and customs.

Perhaps, he overstepped.

"If there are any taboos, you can tell me in advance." Ji Chenling said in a deep voice, continuing to focus on the computer.

Bai Xi lay on the sofa, looking forward to him, "Thank you."

Thank him for coming over and being by her side.

If it hadn't been for him to come, she would definitely not be able to resist alone, maybe she would have fainted in the hospital by now, and she would not be able to keep a good vigil, let alone see her grandma well.

Thank him too for helping her like this.

In fact, just looking at him like this and being by his side made her very satisfied.

Time, a minute and a second passed.

The Taoist priest came and knocked on the door after five o'clock.

The French started at six o'clock, and the villagers generally got up very early. The village head's wife brought a few village people over to help, until eight o'clock in the morning.

At [-]:[-], Taoist priests lead the way, accompanied by people playing trumpets.

Obviously, grandma was buried in his own field not far from home. The Taoist said that the farther the way to go, the better, so he made a big circle from the village.

The custom here is that among male family members, a coffin bearer is required.

Only Ji Chenling could resist.

Bai Xi looked at Ji Chenling who was walking in front to help, as if he was no longer a god on high, who should not be profaned or approached.

Rather, a safe and reliable man who can stay by her side, tea, rice, oil and salt together, live a down-to-earth life

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When grandma was buried, Bai Xi was still agitated, kneeling on the ground watching the loess submerge the urn, crying sobbingly.

That is the real separation of yin and yang.

From now on, the world will be less

There was a man named Qin Xiulian.

But the two people that grandma was waiting for didn't come back.

She can no longer see her grandma's smile, can't eat the food cooked by her grandma, and hasn't let her live a good life yet.

All kinds of emotions came to my heart. The helpers erected the monument, the Taoist priest finished the French ceremony and said that she could leave. She knelt in front of the tombstone and wept.

Ji Chenling stayed with her all the time, and listening to her cry, his heart was also astringent, "Xiao Xi, sadness is only for loved ones, but for enemies, be quick. Your grandma is not at ease when she sees you sad. , Buddhism pays attention to reincarnation, Christianity says that death is the completion of atonement, in my opinion, living well is a consolation to them."

Bai Xi looked at Ji Chenling with red eyes, tears still in his eyes.

She knew that what he said was correct. Grandma would feel distressed when she saw her crying like this, and she would not rest in peace, but the sad emotions would be overwhelming.

"You know, your grandma's wish is that you have a good life, so you also pretend to be a good life. In the future, try your best to make yourself a good life. This is what you have to do." Ji Chenling said, helping her stand up.

Bai Xi nodded.

Such a small girl, while being well-behaved, is also very pitiful.

Ji Chenling rubbed her head distressedly, "Starting from today, we must work hard for a better tomorrow, don't let yourself be wronged, and don't let yourself be bullied by others, you were too kind, too soft-tempered, and too easy to forgive others , some people are not worthy of being forgiven."

She didn't forgive others easily, but she didn't want to spend time on these people.

But it seems that the more this is the case, the more it looks like an escape.

"Let's go, let's go back." Ji Chenling held her hand.

Bai Xi looked at his hand, without struggling, turned around, glanced at grandma, followed him, and went back together.

When we arrived at my grandmother's house, the villagers had already taken their seats, and the people on the stage were still performing.

The folks were very happy watching, and some people booed and clapped their hands.

The departure of relatives, sad, and the closest people around, after all, the departure of grandma will not affect the lives of others.

This is human nature. If you have been sad, you must stand up and live better, which is the consolation for the dead.

The village head's wife invited Bai Xi and the others to sit down.

"Do you drink?" the village chief asked Ji Chenling with a smile while holding the liquor bottle.

"Village Chief, he hasn't slept all night." Bai Xi refused implicitly.

"Oh." The village head put away the wine bottle in frustration.

In the past, when someone died in a family, after the deceased was buried in the ground, the family members of the deceased would thank their hometown.

She has no relatives to help, and the village chief is busy, and Bai Xi feels sorry.

"Village chief, I respect you." Bai Xi poured himself white wine.

Ji Chenling took her bowl. "You're not in good spirits these days, and you cried for too long today, eat more, I'm here to respect the village chief."

A strange emotion surged in Bai Xi's heart, a feeling of being cherished, cherished, and valued. "Then drink less."

Ji Chenling raised his cup and said to the village chief, "Thank you for helping Xiaoxi, I respect you with this cup."

In the past, only others respected Ji Chenling, not many people needed Ji Chenling's respect.

Bai Xi was moved.

The village head also happily refused, and said: "We don't drink this wine. You are from the city and have never tasted the rice wine brewed by us. That wine is delicious. Daughter-in-law, go and get our family's Tibetan wine. .”

"Okay," the village head's wife ordered, and went to get the wine.

Bai Xi was worried that Ji Chenling's body would not be able to bear it.

Ji Chenling suddenly held her hand, looked at her, and met her concerned eyes.smiled.

When Ji Chenling smiled, his facial features softened and his face was so beautiful, it seemed that the stars in the sky would be eclipsed