Secret love turns into love, women never want to escape

Chapter 158 I fell in love with a man, that man is Ji Chenling

Bai Xi looked at him calmly.

Ji Chenling's pupils are too deep, too dark, with too much precipitation, like the vast ocean, many things she can't touch, and she will never be able to figure out.

She is just an ant, how can she ask him to do anything.

"No, thank you Mr. Ji." Bai Xi said calmly.

Ji Chenling's eyes turned cold for a while, and he asked seriously: "It's not that you don't need it, the person who really upset you is not the man just now, but me, right?"

He made it clear directly, from the time she got into the car, he saw that she was strange, to be precise, he noticed her strangeness from the moment she was rescued.

Bai Xi raised the corner of his mouth.

He is her boss, the person who forcibly entered her life, from his appearance to the present, controlling the pace of her life, just like the master of the game.

can she be upset with him

Can not

She still owes him 1000 million. If she doesn't give him a job, she will have to default on another 1000 million. If she doesn't pay it back in her life, she will accumulate children.

She dare not and can't

"How come?" She said three simple words, but her eyes were full of self-mockery and contempt, which was a mockery of herself.

What kind of person is she? When she is angry, she is completely irrational, impulsive and decisive, and never thinks about the consequences.

She was like that, hurting each time more seriously.

In the past, she was still young, so she didn't need to understand, but now she is 26.

Can no longer be so willful, so impulsive, so ignorant and fearless.

She has the responsibility to take good care of grandma and children.

With a ding, the elevator door opened.

Bai Xi looked away and walked out of the elevator.

Ji Chenling opened the door of the presidential suite.

Bai Xi saw the white piano placed on the high platform in front of the window at a glance.

How long has she not played the piano, ten years

When she was a child, her mother forced her to play, but she couldn't play well and didn't give her food.

For a while, she herself liked playing the piano.

Nowadays, the piano is a luxury for her, and she cannot afford it.

She walked to the front of the piano and opened the cover. The black and white keys are pure and beautiful.

I don’t know who has heard it said that music can soothe people’s emotions, vent their frustrations, and calm down in the beauty.

In her heart now, she is actually very sad.

She fell in love with a man, but found that she couldn't even reach the edge of that man.

I feel sorry for myself, I also mourn the wrong feelings, and I blame my stupid self.

He appeared, but within a month, how could she fall in love so quickly, she is really stupid, to indulge herself in sinking.

It shouldn't, it shouldn't.

She sat in front of the piano and played the silence of the night sky with the score in her memory. This is one of her favorite music. She practiced it every day, and it is also the most profound in her memory.

The beautiful music flows from the fingers, as if every regret key is played, over and over again.

Ji Chenling leaned on the bookshelf, looking at her playing the piano, she was quiet, elegant, perfect as if it was a deliberately refined picture.

A trace of clear spring flowed into his heart, flowing in his blood, and he couldn't see anything else except her.

After listening to it a few times, he knew it. He sat next to Bai Xi and created his own chorus that jumped out from his fingertips.

He is more professional than those who have passed the tenth level in China.

Bai Xi felt ashamed, and also because he sat

Beside her, she was too nervous and played a wrong note.

He immediately made it up for her, and looked at her, as if guiding her, with soft and doting eyes.

She noticed his gaze, couldn't concentrate on playing the piano at all, and played two wrong notes again, feeling agitated, stopped playing, and withdrew her hand.

Some people's pure presence is to make people feel ashamed.

"What's wrong?" Ji Chenling asked.

"You play very well." Bai Xi said.

"You play well too, but you're too nervous, can you know the waltz?" Ji Chenling comforted, already proficiently playing the waltz with his fingertips.

"I don't like it." Bai Xi directly refused.

"Where's the sunflower?" Ji Chenling asked.

"will not."

Ji Chenling's eyes darkened, he also withdrew his hand, looked at her, and remained silent.

The breath fell on her face.

Bai Xi lowered his eyes.

She knows that as an employee, she should not refute the boss's interest.

But she is really in a bad mood now, and she can't cheer up to go along with him.

Perhaps, after she sleeps, she will be able to adjust her mood the next day.

"Ji Chenling, I'm a little sleepy, I want to rest first, is that okay?" Bai Xi said as nicely as possible.

"Then rest first, there are two rooms, you choose first." Ji Chenling said in a deep voice.

She didn't choose, and went directly to the room on the right, went in, locked the door, lay down on the bed, closed her eyes, and quietly felt the aching pain in her heart.

When she was suffering from depression before, the doctor said to her, don’t take everything in your heart and pretend that you are good, that is a very dangerous move, because you have given up on self-help, you have to make yourself sad It's also a way of venting things out.

She sat up and brushed her hair from her forehead.

Suffering from depression is a terrible thing, because the whole spiritual world collapses.

A little unsatisfactory will make her not want to stay in this world, and even want to leave with her child.

Can't sleep, insomnia, no interest in the things I once loved, even sleep is boring.

Always quiet in a sad mood, watching others laugh, don't know why they laugh, always feel lonely.

What joy in life, what sorrow in death.

She couldn't let herself relapse anymore, and looked at the landline on the bedside table.

She wanted to make a phone call, find someone to confide in, and if she said it, maybe it would really make her feel better.

She picked up the landline and played a few random numbers, all of which were empty.

When she dialed the sixth number, she actually got through.

She herself was surprised.

"Hello." The other party said, it was a man, speaking very pure English.

"Hello." Bai Xi was a little excited. She used Chinese A, and realizing that the other party spoke English, she said in English again: "Although I don't know you, please don't hang up, I'll just say a few words." In a word, it will take a few minutes of your time."

The other party was silent.

"I fell in love with a person. He is excellent, perfect, and capable. He can overcome any problem in the shortest time." Bai Xi said in Chinese, paused, and organized his thoughts. Relieve the mood of sadness and depression.

The other party waited patiently. After waiting for a while, Bai Xi still didn't speak.

"You sound like you're not in a good mood now." The other party said in purer country A dialect.

When Bai Xi heard the other party speaking in Country A, she felt an urge to cry. The emotion was like crying on the street in a foreign country. A man from Country A handed her a napkin and asked, "Are you okay?" "