Secret love turns into love, women never want to escape

Chapter 147 What to hide

Bai Xi's heart trembled violently.

she hoped.

But she understands better that many things are not what she hopes to have.

Just like, when she was in college, she still hoped to marry Qi Feng and have two babies, a boy and a girl.

The results of it

Her hope was stifled in the cruel reality.

"When I was young, I had a lot of hope. I hoped that my mother would come back, that she could be with my father, that I could have a complete family. There were too many things to hope for, and often only disappointment was left. And I found that the things I hoped for Most of them are unrealizable, rather than leaving space to make yourself sad again and again, it is better to have no hope from the beginning, live a down-to-earth life, and there will be no more mediocrity." Bai Xi said with a smile.

Ji Chenling frowned even tighter, hearing that she was refusing, and asked unwillingly: "So, it's not that you don't want it, but you don't dare to hope, right?"

"Is there anyone who wishes not to be liked, no one, after all, no matter what the reason is for not being liked, one will feel uncomfortable, right?" Bai Xi said with a smile.

So, she is hope.

But it didn't sound like what he wanted to hear.

Before he could ask any more questions, Bai Xi turned his attention to the TV and changed the subject, "Have you seen Spider-Man? It's pretty good."

"Then do you hope Spider-Man likes it?" Ji Chenling asked eccentrically.

"Hehe, that's a superhero." Bai Xi put on the earplugs.

Ji Chenling felt uncomfortable.

The liking he said is different from the liking of those people.

What is the feeling of unrequited love, like wine in fermentation, the longer it takes, the more intense it becomes, and the strong desire to break through that barrier.

But he also clearly knew that the two results after the breakthrough, one is to be together, and the other is that it is impossible to be together again.

Because he cherishes it too much and wants to be together too much, he can only suppress it.

Moreover, he also clearly knew that now was not the time to make a breakthrough, so he turned his face away, closed his eyes, and calmed down his mood.

Along the way, Bai Xi went back and forth while watching TV, eating, and sleeping.

But he didn't sleep well, and he always woke up because of ear discomfort, and every time he woke up, Ji Chenling was working.

I don't know if the reason for my headache is jet lag, lack of oxygen, or lack of sleep.

She secretly looked at his perfect profile.

This man looks so good when he is working. It seems that a seed fell on his heart and began to take root.

Ji Chenling worked for a while, then habitually looked at Bai Xi.

Her gaze was caught by him.

She sat up in a panic and licked her lips, "Well, what time is it, are we almost there?"

Ji Chenling looked at the time on his watch, "It's 4 p.m. in Country S time, and there are still two hours left."

Bai Xi yawned, covered his lips, and looked at him with flickering eyes.

His eyes were focused on the computer again, and he asked in a deep voice, "What's the matter, you have been looking at me for a long time."

Bai Xi: ""

She was so ashamed, she scratched her forehead embarrassingly, and when she habitually brushed her hair, she found that her hair was messed up, and her face became even redder.

She pulled off the rubber band and ran her fingers along her hair, "Well, I want to eat something, can I?"

"Yeah." Ji Chenling replied, his eyes still on the computer.

Bai Xi ordered food, went to the bathroom to brush his teeth, washed up, arranged his hair, came out, and saw Captain Han.

"It's about to land in 2 hours, are you in City A?" Han Ningxi asked softly.

Bai Xi nodded.

"I might know you. Did you study in No. [-] Middle School in City A?" Han Ningxi continued to ask.

Bai Xi was shocked and nodded.

Han Ningxi smiled, "I'm in the same high school as you, one grade lower than you. You speak on behalf of the students on stage every year, and I watched you from the audience. Later, I wrote you a love letter, and you wrote back to me."

"Ah..." Bai Xi recalled that in high school, there were quite a lot of people chasing her, she couldn't remember who was who, and Qi Feng also caught up with her in the second half of the third year of high school.

"I have no impression." Bai Xi said.

"I asked my female classmate to give it to you. You haven't seen me. I asked you to meet me on the playground. I bought a lot of snacks and flowers that day. It was your reply." Han Ningxi He said with a smile, showing his white teeth and a very clean smile.

"that"

"Do you still remember what you replied?" Han Ningxi asked.

She has a little impression. In high school, she was actually a little bit second.

No matter who is chasing her, she will reply with a letter, and the contents of all letters are the same.

It probably means that although I don’t know you, I am very grateful that you like me, because this love makes me feel that I should put all my efforts on my studies, which is the right thing to do at the right time .

The point is, she also gave examples, using many cases of great people, to tell the other party the importance of learning, and the importance of the college entrance examination to the turning point in life.

It was written eloquently, for several pages, like a long composition, full of pride and momentum.

As a result, she was admitted to a good university, and she was always the monitor of the university, and she was still in the student union. After leaving the university, she couldn't even find a professional job, so she entered a hotel as a waiter.

Thinking about it now, such a reply really slapped her in the face.

She smiled embarrassedly and nodded.

Han Ningxi smiled more cheerfully, "Your letter seemed to be my beacon, illuminating the path I should take. From that day on, I studied hard and wanted to be admitted to your university, but your The university score is too high, I am afraid I will not pass the exam, if I retake the exam, I will be two grades behind you, my father suggested that I take the Air Force Academy, I also like the feeling of flying."

It sounded so inspiring, she felt ashamed of herself.

"You are doing well now, come on." Bai Xi encouraged him.

"May I ask you for your mobile phone number? When I go back later, I will treat you to dinner and thank you very much. If it weren't for your letter, I should be married and have children by now, and I have taken over our pancake stand to sell pancakes."

Bai Xi didn't give him his mobile phone number, but followed his words and said, "That must be the most handsome pancake stall owner. He has become a small boss and an internet celebrity."

Han Ningxi smiled brightly.

Ji Chenling's complexion turned pale, and he coldly glanced at them who were chatting, and walked over.

Han Ningxi found Ji Chenling and asked in a low voice, "That man, your boyfriend"

Bai Xi also saw Ji Chenling and shook his head, "My boss. I'm going back first."

Han Ningxi also entered the airport.

When Bai Xi passed by Ji Chenling, he held her arm, pressed her against the wall, and said displeasedly, "What do you see me hiding?"