"Don't think that I am like you. I would have died a few years ago if I had such a mentality of sympathy.

I'm a person who crawled out of hell, don't expect me to have normal views." Yan Ding glanced at Monk Huanzhen who was still holding hot water, and responded coldly.

After hearing this, Monk Huanzhen smiled at the corner of his mouth, with a warm spring breeze on his face:

"This poor monk naturally knows that the hostility in the benefactor's heart is beyond ordinary experience.

In fact, people have good and evil, Buddha nature, and demon nature. Even if they are slaughtered with bloody hands, they will still have good thoughts in their hearts. Why should the donor rush to deny it? "

“Monk, don’t waste your efforts.

I have seen many people like you, and everyone I meet wants to persuade them to do good deeds and be a good person, but in this world it is not enough to just be nice.

Although I have just arrived here just like you, in terms of understanding of this place, you can't catch up with me in hundreds of years.

If you want to live comfortably in this place, you must keep one thing in mind.

You can be kind, but it's best not to let everyone know that you are kind. "The smile on the corner of Yan Ding's mouth seemed to be sarcastic. He glanced at Huan Zhen and was about to go upstairs.

"I know that the benefactor has had a bumpy life in the past, and the poor monk's life has not been smooth. However, the sinister world has nothing to do with this kind heart. How can such a kind heart be misplaced?" Monk Huan Zhen raised his voice and stopped Yan Ding.

Yan Ding turned his head and looked at Monk Huan Zhen doing the Buddhist salute with his palms raised, and snorted coldly:

"You bald guys are used to saying nice things, it's really that simple

You are an awakened being, and your Buddha power already possesses the nature of the light of the soul. Naturally, heaven and earth will soon be unable to control you. Naturally, you can stand and talk without back pain.

I just escaped from the Gu Farm, and now I have to face the choice of resigning myself to fate.

I want to move forward. Not only are there no doors or windows, but even the cracks in the walls are filled to the brim.

You have come all the way to where you are today. Someone should teach you.

The Buddha power in your body comes smoothly, right?

Along the way to this day, apart from anything else, you must not have encountered any setbacks on the way to practice.

Have you ever experienced despair?

I want to practice internal energy but I don’t have any meridians.

I want to cultivate, but I don’t have spiritual roots.

Practice divine arts and become a clergyman, God doesn’t want me

Even if I want to become a demon, I am not qualified to do so.

Sometimes I despair and think about quitting life altogether.

After seeing all the things in the world and imagining myself to be an alien, I was suddenly shocked to realize what a cruel reality the racial defense in this world is.

No one is born with the desire to climb up, abandon a peaceful life, and embark on this road of no return.

what do I have

Don't think about fairness or unfairness. You have talent and others don't. This is the biggest injustice. Do you know how cruel this world is to me?

Think about it, if you started practicing cultivation, you would not have the three chakras and seven chakras in your body.

You have read and understood all Buddhist scriptures and know the principles behind these Buddhist scriptures. Is it useful?

You can only be a mortal for the rest of your life.

You still have a choice. Since you are a mortal, just be a mortal. If you become a monk and have six pure roots, you will be a Green Lantern Ancient Buddha, and you will be in trouble for the rest of your life.

And me

Being thrown into a vat for breeding voodoos

If I don't be strong, I will die.

I have nothing left but this life.

I don't want to lose it.

But in this world, is it possible to become stronger without paying any price?

I can only gamble and risk my life.

every time

But I only gamble with my own life

I have never taken the initiative to owe anyone anything until now. I have only relied on myself from beginning to end.

I didn't come this far just to hear these two beautiful words from you.

It’s not for the sake of education. You are not qualified to educate me.

I can say that I have no regrets in this life and have a clear conscience.

Can you

That sentence of "I'm ashamed to be a poor monk" makes me feel so noisy that I can't stop thinking about you.

Light can speak

Take care of yourself first.

Don't go astray and let your inner demons enter your body and harm me again.

Whether I have good intentions or not has nothing to do with you.

It's not up to you to decide whether I am merciful or not.

If you want to educate me, there is no way." Yan Ding tiptoed and went directly to the second floor without even taking the stairs.

Monk Huan Zhen was left standing there in a daze.

After a long time, he let out a long sigh.

"Donor, it is true that the poor monk feels guilty. A state of mind as flawless as that of the benefactor is what the poor monk has been asking for so hard but cannot get.

However, there are no leaks all over the body, but there is no communication with the outside. Like stagnant water in a pond, there are still hidden dangers. "When Monk Huanzhen said this, he couldn't help but smile bitterly and shook his head:

"That's all, as the donor said, the poor monk himself has shortcomings in virtue, and his practice is almost empty talk, so how can he be qualified to make irresponsible remarks.

But the donor, the hostility brought by the black demonic fire is indeed difficult to deal with. The donor's extreme state of mind may be due to some reasons. He is complacent about having no leaks, so it is better to find a source of living water. "After Monk Huanzhen finished speaking, he walked straight past the corner, picked up the vajra, sat cross-legged against the corner, and closed his eyes.

The posture is not very correct, but the aura of a monk cannot be concealed.

Even though the monk keeps breaking the precepts, the influence of those 20 years of practicing Buddhism has penetrated deep into his bones. It has long been integrated with him and is indistinguishable from each other. How can it be changed by breaking the precepts a few times?

Yan Ding's words were naturally intended to silence the monk and bring up his sadness again, but this time it was slightly different.

The arrival of that little girl, although it was just a small episode, was like a living fish put into stagnant water. Although she would die sooner or later, she could muddy the water.

Monk Huanzhen's gentleness is certainly not unreasonable. Although he was so gentle to others in the past, he did not take such meticulous care as he does today.

Of course, this meticulousness also needs to be put in quotation marks.

After all, he only knows how to pour hot water for others, but doesn't know how to ask them to change their clothes. He can be called a straight man.

But the straight man also has a past. The reason why Monk Huanzhen is so special to this little girl today is because he sees the shadow of another person in her.

The same little girl, the same taciturn.

Unlike this little girl who is obviously not simple, that little girl is very simple, as simple as a camellia.

It's simply heartbreaking.

The war was in chaos, and Jiannu entered the pass.

The land of China is filled with fishy smell.

Huan Zhen is a monk, and there is no mention of family and country in the Buddhist scriptures.

But it taught him compassion.

So when I saw that little girl, I just felt heartbroken, and I just wanted this little girl to be freed from the sea of ​​suffering like all the other sentient beings who have been saved.

The little girl looked at the monk who kept chanting sutras at the door of her house. Although her mother was seriously ill and her father was a military householder, she only heard that he had gone to rebel with King Chuang and that he had captured the capital, but she had never seen him. He came back, so she had to worry about the daily expenses at home, so it didn't stop her from asking casually when she went out.

"Master, is the Buddha spirit?"

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