Siheyuan: Tanjia Cuisine He Daqing, destroying Yi Zhonghai
Chapter 863 Endless Accusations
"Yuzhu," He Daqing said softly, breaking the silence, "How have you been lately? Do you feel unhappy about anything?"
He Yuzhu's eyes were still fixed on the darkness of the yard, thinking about his brother's problem. His voice revealed a bit of fatigue and anxiety: "Recently, I sometimes feel a little lonely, especially at night when I am alone. Sometimes, I feel that some things in life are not going as I wish."
He Daqing was shocked when he heard his brother's words. He knew that although He Yuzhu looked calm on the surface, his inner loneliness and anxiety might be due to some changes in their family. Especially about the White Widow, he knew that this might have had a profound impact on his brother.
"Yu Zhu," He Daqing's voice became gentle and serious, "I know you may have some things in your heart that are hard to let go. For example, the matter of the White Widow, I... I know that I have caused you some harm."
There was a flash of pain in He Yuzhu's eyes. He did not directly answer his brother's question, but just lowered his head and remained silent. When he mentioned the White Widow, there was still a trace of haze in his heart. Although a long time had passed, the pain seemed to have never really disappeared.
"I know that those things may feel very unfair to you." He Daqing's tone was full of deep guilt and regret. "The way I handled it at that time may not be appropriate, and maybe I didn't consider your feelings. I'm sorry, Yuzhu."
He Yuzhu felt a complex emotion. The White Widow's incident was an unforgettable shadow in his growth process. Although he tried hard to understand his brother's decision, he could never completely let go of the loss and confusion in his heart. His brother's apology comforted him a little, but at the same time, it also made him face the pain he had experienced again.
"Brother, I know you were in a difficult situation at the time." He Yuzhu finally spoke, his voice choking with sobs, "It's just that those things made me doubt a lot of things. Sometimes, I feel that I've been ignored and neglected."
He Daqing felt even more guilty when he heard his brother's words. He knew that he had made some decisions for the sake of his family's reputation and interests, but behind these decisions, he often ignored his brother's feelings. He was filled with self-blame, and the burden in his heart almost made him unable to breathe.
"Yuzhu, you will always be my loved one. I shouldn't let you get hurt because of some external things." He Daqing's voice trembled, and tears flashed in his eyes. "I will try my best to make up for my mistakes and make you feel happy and satisfied as much as possible."
A complex emotion surged in He Yuzhu's heart. He lowered his head, trying to hide his inner fluctuations. Although his brother's words comforted him a little, the pain deep in his heart still existed. He tried to control his emotions and tried to bury the anxiety and confusion in his heart.
"Brother, it's really okay." He Yuzhu's voice became softer. He raised his head and looked at He Daqing, trying to make his tone sound more relaxed. "I know you are thinking about the family. I have learned to accept this and to face it."
He Daqing looked at his brother's eyes, and the self-blame and guilt in his heart could not completely dissipate. He knew that the changes and experiences over the years might be heavier for his brother than he imagined. Although the relationship between the brothers was still close, the scars deep in their hearts needed time to heal.
"Yuzhu, if you need any help or support, no matter what it is, you can tell me." He Daqing's voice was full of sincerity and concern. "I will try my best to do better and provide you with more support and understanding."
He Yuzhu nodded slightly, with a touch of emotion flashing in his eyes. He knew that his brother's care and support were his motivation to face the future, and he would continue to work hard to adjust his mentality and make his life better as much as possible.
"Thank you, brother. I will remember your words." He Yuzhu said with a hint of determination, "I will try my best to adjust my mentality and face the various challenges in life."
The two continued to sit quietly in the yard, with the breeze blowing across their faces, bringing a hint of coolness. Although the conversation between He Daqing and He Yuzhu was calm, it left a deep impression in each other's hearts. Although the confusion and pain deep in their hearts have not completely dissipated, they know that as long as they care and support each other, they will be able to walk out of these hazes together and meet the challenges of the future.
The night in the courtyard became darker and darker, and the moonlight fell on the blue brick floor in the courtyard, shrouding everything in hazy light and shadow. He Daqing sat on a bench in the courtyard, his mind constantly revolving around the feelings he had never expressed after the White Widow incident. Although the conversation with his brother just now made him feel a little relieved, facing the growing guilt, his heart was still full of confusion and regret.
A few months ago, the White Widow incident in the family was like a heavy bomb, breaking their peaceful life. Although He Daqing dealt with it at the time, this treatment did not receive everyone's understanding and support, but instead brought endless accusations and doubts. Every time He Daqing recalled the scenes of those arguments, his heart was always restless. He tried to hide his regret and remorse, but these emotions became stronger and stronger.
As the night deepened, He Daqing's thoughts returned to that chaotic moment. The voices of the elders and relatives in the family still echoed clearly in his ears. Their accusations, criticisms and doubts about him were like sharp blades piercing his heart. His mood became heavier. Although these criticisms were suppressed in his heart at the time, they began to ferment deep in his heart.
"How could you handle this matter like this? This is obviously unfair!" The voices of the elders were still echoing in his ears, and those angry expressions and harsh accusations made his heart tighten.
"This is just for the family's reputation. How can you sacrifice the feelings of individuals?" The accusations from relatives were like a storm, drowning him in the surging waves.
He Daqing's heart became more and more entangled, and he began to reflect on whether his decision at that time was really correct. For the reputation and interests of the family, he made some decisions, but these decisions were at the expense of the feelings of some individuals. He began to doubt whether he really considered everyone's feelings and whether he really made the most appropriate decision.
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