Siheyuan: Tanjia Cuisine He Daqing, destroying Yi Zhonghai

"Maybe I'm too anxious." He Daqing silently reflected on himself, "Maybe I should give my son more freedom and let him choose his own lifestyle."

In his heart, He Daqing constantly weighed his actions, trying to find a balance between caring for his son and respecting his choices and decisions. He didn't want his excessive interference to affect his son's freedom, but he couldn't bear to see him living alone in this alley.

At the same time, He Daqing also began to think about his life. Looking back on his past experiences, he realized that he might have overlooked some important things. Perhaps he should pay more attention to his love life and not put all his energy on his career.

"Maybe I should re-examine my life." He Daqing thought to himself, "Maybe I need to give myself more time to pursue my own happiness."

In the midst of contradictions, He Daqing found a way to relieve his mood - inventing new dishes. He began to use cooking to vent his inner anxiety and uneasiness, and incorporated his thoughts and emotions into the cooking process of each dish.

"Son, let's try my new dish today." He Daqing said excitedly to He Yuzhu. He hoped to divert his son's attention in this way and make him forget his worries temporarily.

Hearing this, He Yuzhu couldn't help but feel curious: "Dad, what new dishes have you created?"

He Daqing smiled mysteriously and started to get busy. He took out various ingredients and started cooking them skillfully, as if he was having a creative carnival in his small kitchen.

In a short time, a series of delicious new dishes appeared on the table. He Daqing arranged them neatly and invited He Yuzhu to taste them together.

"Dad, these dishes look delicious!" He Yuzhu said excitedly. He felt his father's care and love, and the worries in his heart were gradually dispelled.

He Daqing looked at his son's satisfied expression, and his heart was also filled with satisfaction and relief. He knew that even in the midst of contradictions and confusion, there was a way for himself and his son to regain the joy and hope of life.

In the dead of night, He Daqing lay in bed, unable to fall asleep. He closed his eyes, but all kinds of thoughts and worries came to his mind. He recalled all the things that had happened during this period of time, and the contradictions and anxieties in his heart made it difficult for him to rest.

"Did I really do something wrong?" He Daqing asked himself. He began to doubt his behavior and choices. "Am I too anxious? Should I be more relaxed?"

But even such self-questioning could not eliminate his inner uneasiness. He felt that his excessive concern for his son might have become a burden, making him feel a little depressed and anxious.

"Maybe I should give myself some time to calm down." He Daqing thought to himself. He felt that he needed a space to be alone so that he could re-examine his behavior and thoughts.

He Daqing tossed and turned in bed, feeling that time was passing very slowly. He closed his eyes and tried to immerse himself in the darkness, but all kinds of disturbing thoughts still emerged in his mind.

"Maybe I should find something more to do to ease my mood." He Daqing came up with an idea. He decided to get up early tomorrow and take a walk in the alley, letting the fresh air and leisurely environment help him relax.

He Daqing couldn't help but think about whether he was overprotective of his son He Yuzhu during his sleepless nights. He repeatedly replayed every detail of his son's growth in his mind, and an indescribable emotion surged in his heart.

"Maybe I'm overprotecting him." He Daqing sighed to himself. He began to realize that he might have exceeded the level of a father. "Should I trust him more and let him face the challenges in life on his own?"

However, whenever he thought about the difficulties and challenges his son might face, he couldn't help but feel worried. He knew that the world was not always so beautiful, and he hoped that he could block all the difficulties in front of his son.

"What am I afraid of?" He Daqing asked himself, and he began to reflect on his inner fear and anxiety. "Am I afraid of losing him, afraid of seeing him get hurt?"

Such thoughts made He Daqing feel bitter. He realized that his care and protection for his son might have become too arbitrary and paranoid, and this bias might hinder his son's growth and development.

"Maybe I need to give him more freedom, let him explore and grow on his own." He Daqing made up his mind. He decided to try his best to loosen his control over his son and let him choose his own path and life.

Even though He Daqing was determined to let go of his son, he found that he still couldn't completely get rid of the shackles in his heart. Whenever his son encountered some difficulties or challenges, he couldn't help but want to intervene and try to help his son solve the problem. He began to realize that his behavior might have become a habit, a shackle that could not be broken.

"Why can't I really let go of myself?" He Daqing was filled with helplessness and self-blame. He knew he should give his son more space and freedom, but he couldn't do it.

In the struggle with his heart, He Daqing gradually began to realize that this kind of restraint was not only a restriction on his son, but also a restraint on himself. He realized that he needed to make changes in order to free himself and his son.

"Maybe I should learn to trust him and let him face the challenges in life on his own." He Daqing made up his mind secretly. He knew it would not be an easy thing, but he was willing to make every effort for it.

Jia Zhang was a notorious shrew in this alley. She often used her loud voice and bad words to cause trouble to the residents around her. Today, she came to He Daqing's door with an angry expression on her face.

"He Daqing, you old man, where on earth did you hide my cat?" Jia Zhang's voice was harsh and aggressive, attracting the surrounding neighbors to come out and watch the fun.

He Daqing's heart tightened when he heard Jia Zhang's voice. He knew that Jia Zhang was a person who liked to find fault, and he was one of the people she often found fault with. He stood up quickly and faced Jia Zhang calmly and said, "Aunt Zhang, please calm down. I haven't done anything to let you down."