At the end of the world, the boss husband leads the nation in the new century

092 Late family love is cheaper than grass

"I just came here to talk to you about Zhou Chen and your affairs. As a mother, I shouldn't interfere. However, as a mother, I still hope that you can be happy. You..."

After hearing her mother's words, Zhou Yanxi's eyes became complicated, and her eyes could not express the complex emotions, which made Zhou's mother's heart hurt violently.

She knew what the child's eyes meant, and it was because of knowing that she felt uncomfortable. Thinking of the things she had done, she felt very uncomfortable. She could not figure out why she had ignored the child's mood in the first place.

Especially after her husband's biological daughter appeared, in order to ease the relationship between husband and wife, she became more and more kind to his daughter, while ignoring her own daughter's feelings. Only then did she realize her mistake and blamed herself.

"You don't have to be like this. It's all over. No matter what happens, we have to move on. What's more, now is a natural disaster. There is no time to think about those things. Besides..." I have passed the time of needing my mother. It’s time for you to show your motherly love now. To me, it’s just the icing on the cake. It doesn’t give her a shocking feeling. It only feels dispensable. Maybe it’s because she’s too disappointed. I will have hope again.

"Do you hate me and your dad?"

Thinking of her ex-husband, Zhou's mother also felt very complicated. Once, they were a couple who loved each other very much. But because her ex-husband's business failed, she began to drink to drown her sorrows, and did not miss business. She became more and more unreliable, and finally started gambling. , which made Zhou's mother unbearable, and finally chose to divorce.

Zhou Yanxi, who had experienced a beautiful family, collapsed the moment she found out. From that moment on, Zhou Yanxi became more and more indifferent and repulsive towards relationships, and her treatment of boys was even more painful.

Because of her husband, she was in pain. From that time on, her mood towards her daughter was also complicated. She resented her husband in her heart, but also reminded herself soberly that the child was innocent.

Maybe because of the double pressure, her mental pressure became worse and worse. Sometimes when she saw this child, she couldn't help but resent the child. As time went by, she also knew that something was wrong with her.

Later, I met my current husband. Because of his gentleness and considerateness, and maybe he was also someone who had been exposed to rain, he cherished each other more and more. They got together quickly, and he was happy after marriage.

Looking at her daughter, Zhou's mother thought about being nicer to her child.

However, she always subconsciously thinks of her ex-husband. It's not that she doesn't remember his good qualities, but the subsequent experiences were too painful and made her increasingly unable to face her daughter, and she began to ignore her daughter's existence.

It's not that she hasn't seen the desire in her daughter's eyes, but the resentment in her heart makes her dare not, or even unable to face her daughter. As time goes by, and all the habits become longer, she becomes more and more difficult to treat this daughter. Ignoring her son's birth, all her thoughts were focused on him, and she completely ignored Zhou Yanxi.

The appearance of her husband and his ex-wife's children, as well as the fight between the two girls, and the mentality of favoritism made her ignore Zhou Yanxi's sadness and sadness every time she favored her husband's children.

Now, when she began to truly realize all this, it was already too late. Her eldest daughter no longer needed her as a mother. However, she knew that she deserved it. All of this was caused by herself. She has no right to blame if she can't have a child.

However, every time she saw the unfamiliarity between her and Zhou Chen, she originally didn't want to interfere, and she didn't want Zhou Yanxi to think that her mother was acting recklessly. That is to say, even though she was worried and hoped that the eldest daughter would get better and better, however, every time Once she saw two people getting along like the most familiar strangers, which made Zhou's mother feel sore and helpless.

Now, seeing this again, and what Zhou Chen did really well, she couldn't sit still anymore. Even if her husband stopped her just now, she refused, not wanting to make herself regret it anymore. She had suffered a lot of grievances for wanting this. Children can get true happiness.

"you--"

"Mom, you really think too much. I don't have any hatred for my parents. When I was a child, I watched you get divorced. I was scared and worried. I always felt that you didn't want me anymore, which made me anxious. That's why I became so heartbroken. I was dissatisfied, and I was arrogant and angry with you. Now that I have grown up, I also understand that some broken relationships cannot be made up for."

"I know what you are worried about, but you also know that I am not enthusiastic about relationships. You also know the reason. I don't want to say it. I just want to say that you don't have to worry about me. Anyway, I I'm used to living alone, and your sudden enthusiasm makes me feel uneasy, so you'd better keep it up."

Zhou Yanxi looked at the care and worry in Zhou's mother's eyes, her heart was calm and she didn't show any expression, but she still had the necessary expressions.

"You should just protect yourselves. I will solve my problems myself, so you don't have to worry about me. I just need to sort out my emotions. For other things, you just do your own thing and let it go. Just be natural."

Zhou's mother's concern was rejected by Zhou Yanxi, which made Zhou's mother look a little hurt and her mood became heavier. She looked at Zhou Yanxi but hesitated to speak. This made Zhou Yanxi feel irritable. For the first time, she felt that her mother was ignorant. people.

Originally, Mother Zhou's heart was complicated, but the other party still seemed to care about her, which made Zhou Yanxi feel very ridiculous. She never expected that when the end of the world came, Mother Zhou would The thought of starting to care about her made her laugh at herself. She seemed to have thought of something in her heart and said something rude.

She also thought so in her heart, and Zhou Yanxi laughed in her heart.

"Don't worry, I won't be separated from Zhou Chen, and you don't have to worry about being abandoned. I'm not making your life difficult, so you don't need to care about me so much. I don't need your concern now, you know, As the saying goes, there is something very true, do you want to know?”

Mother Zhou, who was misunderstood by Zhou Yanxi, suddenly heard Zhou Yanxi's question, causing her to subconsciously respond: "What are you talking about?"

Zhou Yanxi looked at her mother, and the feeling of self-deprecation and ridiculousness in her heart became more and more intense. She looked at Zhou's mother with a look that seemed to be mocking but not mocking, and turned her eyes to Zhou's father again (yes, Zhou's mother's later husband also and Zhou Yanxi's mother) My ex-husband had the same surname, both Zhou). Seeing their concerned eyes looking at Zhou's mother, I sneered in my heart.

"Belated family love is worthless than grass."