Host, stop: You are cannon fodder, not a villain.
Chapter 22 The unlucky younger brother dressed as a torturer 22
Seeing Su Wujing's cold and restless appearance, Lin Shuangchen felt moved. He put his arms around Su Wujing's shoulders for the first time and hugged this seemingly strong but fragile young man.
Feeling the temperature around him, Su Wukong calmed down little by little. He didn't resist. He leaned silently on Lin Shuangchen's shoulder, shaking off the pictures and sounds in his mind. Until the car stopped, Su Wukong opened his eyes and returned again. indifferent.
He pushed Lin Shuangchen's arms, opened the door and got out of the car, letting Lin Shuangchen lead him onto the cruise ship, and listened to Lin Shuangchen's polite greetings with the guests on the cruise ship.
A lot of people were invited to this banquet, and the cruise ship didn't set sail so quickly. Lin Shuangchen took Su Wujing to the room.
Even on the ship, the room was still luxurious and well-equipped. Lin Shuangchen took off his hair crown and loosened his black hair. Lin Shuangchen whispered, "Rest first. I'm here. Call me if you need anything. Don't worry about anything." I keep it all in my heart, no matter what, I am considered a half-god and can always help you."
Su Wujing opened Lin Shuangchen's hand ruthlessly, took off his shirt, silently got into bed and got into bed, turning his back and not wanting to look at Lin Shuangchen.
Lin Shuangchen stood by the bed and watched. It had been more than a year. Although he had figured out Su Wujing's temper, Su Wujing's heart had become as hard as steel, and no matter what he did, he could not pry it open.
He also wanted to give up on conquering Su Wujing. Although he could get a lot of merit, the success was too low and he was really not sure.
He should make his own choice, but every time he saw Su Wujing, he couldn't give up. What's more, he was the first Raider to stay in Su Wujing for a year. As Yun Yun said, if Even he gave up on Su Wijing, and the only ending he was waiting for was destruction.
With a sigh, Lin Shuangchen went to sit on the sofa aside, opened his laptop and started working.
Yunyun appeared at the right time and leaned softly on Lin Shuangchen's neck, "What's wrong with him?" This was the first time I saw him in such a strong mood. 】
Lin Shuangchen didn't know, but suddenly he couldn't get along with the mirror. He didn't have such a big reaction when he looked in the mirror before.
Or shouldn't he praise Su Wujing for being beautiful?
Lin Shuangchen frowned, and his face froze due to sudden suspicion. He lowered his head and looked at Yunyun, [What does the corpse puppet look like? 】
[The corpse puppet is a monster that strips out its soul and forcibly imprisons it in the body. After the body dies, it is controlled by the soul. Although the body can grow, it is a monster with no blood flow. 】 Yun Yun explained, roughly sketching the appearance of the corpse puppet.
The whole body was blue-grey, the eyes were dull, and the exposed skin was covered with dense red spells.
This appearance is indeed not good-looking, or rather ugly.
Lin Shuangchen bit his lip. He thought he knew why Su Wujing reacted like that.
This is what Su Wujie looked like after he left the dark cage. Su Wujie, who has no emotions and cognition, may not care about this appearance.
But Su Wujie later developed feelings. Even if he transformed from a corpse puppet to a human being, and even if Su Wujie was a man, how could he accept himself in this way?
Looking in the mirror is cruel to Su Wujing. Su Wujing has no mirror. In a world without mirrors, he cannot see his own appearance. Is this what you mean?
Even if Su Wujing now uses someone else's body, has lost his grayish complexion, and has lost the spell that bound his soul, his ugliness has already been engraved in the depths of Su Wujing's soul.
His praise of Su Wujie was not a compliment to Su Wujie, it was just poking Su Wujie's wounds.
In other words, Su Wujing was feeling inferior. He didn't want to see himself in the mirror or think of his ugly appearance.
That's what Su Wujing thought. Ever since he turned into a corpse puppet, people only looked at him with disgust and disgust. Without knowledge, he didn't understand anything, but that person taught him feelings, and helped him understand the world bit by bit, and also recognized his ugliness.
All the looks and words that he ignored in the past rushed towards him like waves. He was a monster, ugly and disgusting. It was not fear of him, but disgust.
Su Wujing hugged his body tightly. He hadn't thought of those things for a long time, but Lin Shuangchen pushed him towards the mirror with praise. Similar words made him touch old memories.
After leaving that warm embrace, the slanderous words and disgusted eyes surrounded him again, and they couldn't get rid of him.
Su Wujing bit his lip tightly and curled up. He couldn't feel the temperature of his body. He seemed to have turned into that monster again.
No body temperature, no life, abandoned by true love, an empty body, a controlled soul.
He no longer knows who he is or what he is.
He only knows that no one loves him. The mother who gave birth to him and gave him life does not love him. The nominal father regards him as a tool to unify the world. His younger brother who is connected by blood hates him and kills his mother. He lives and works peacefully under his protection, but hates him as a monster.
He would rather be an emotionless corpse puppet forever than face the malicious intentions that he doesn't care about at all.
But that person insisted on pulling him out and silently told him that he was abandoned and hated by everyone. He was just a tool, a person who should not have been born in the world.
But the funny thing is that he is not even a human being.
Su Wujing was trapped in the darkness of self-doubt, completely unaware that Lin Shuangchen had discovered his abnormality, and did not hear Lin Shuangchen's call until the bedside sank in an arc, and his whole body fell into a warm embrace. .
The vague familiarity, the pairs of disgusted eyes in my mind disappeared, and there were no more disgusting comments and suggestions in my ears, only unsteady breathing remained.
"Go to sleep, I'll stay with you."
The low voice gently soothed his uneasy heart, and Su Wujing slowly opened his eyes without saying a word.
He listened to the breathing behind him soberly, and felt the powerful heartbeat of Lin Shuangchen on his back. He envied Lin Shuangchen, and it could be said that he envied all human beings.
They all have loved ones with heartbeats, but he doesn't.
Even if that person taught him all the emotions, it was that person who abandoned him in the end.
After taking him out of the darkness, he pushed him deeper into hell.
He hates him but doesn't want to hate him.
So he chose to forget, forget everything about that person, but all the habits that person brought to him have always followed him.
He knew that he could never get out of the imaginary dream that person had spun for him. The only thing he could do was to die and disappear completely with all his sins, so that he would be free.
Slowly closing his eyes, Su Wujing fell into darkness again, but the temperature and breathing behind him took away his anxiety and pain.
Su Wujing slept deeply and peacefully, until night fell, the cruise ship lit up with bright lights, and the warmth behind him left him.
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