Classmate Li Zhuangsheng doesn’t want to be reborn

The sweetness of red wine mixed with the alluring smell of perfume rippled on Li Zhuangsheng's tongue, making people confused and intoxicated, making it difficult to control themselves.

However, the sudden ringtone of the mobile phone interrupted this dense ambiguity.

Li Zhuangsheng woke up as if from a dream, and in shock, he suddenly pushed Hu Mengke away.

"No, no..." Li Zhuangsheng gasped and slapped himself hard, "We can't do this!"

Hu Mengke stepped forward and hugged Li Zhuangsheng again: "Why, obviously she..."

"She is her, I am me...it is not right for me to be like you..."

Li Zhuangsheng squeezed his arm hard, and the severe pain made his mind clearer.

"I, I want to go out for a while... You should also calm down. Let's talk after you get some sleep... Don't worry, this will always be your home. You and Xuanxuan will always be my family. You are just drunk now. , so I can understand why you say something that you don’t mean, but after you wake up, you forget everything! If you have anything else you want to say, please tell me tomorrow, okay? No matter what you have to say, I will listen carefully! "

Li Zhuangsheng finished speaking quickly, picked up the down jacket on the ground, and ran away through the door.

Hu Mengke listened blankly to the sound of the door slamming. He was stunned for a long time, then slumped feebly on the chair, raised his head and cried in grief.

……

The call was made by Li Xiuyu. After leaving the community, Li Zhuangsheng was secretly grateful that the other party saved him again.

"Have you finished get off work? Do you want to go home for dinner?"

Calling back, Li Xiuyu said lazily on the other end of the phone.

Li Zhuangsheng felt a little relieved. No matter what happened, as long as he heard Li Xiuyu's voice, it seemed as if the sky would not fall and the years would be peaceful.

"No... I ate here. Meng Ke cooked a lot of dishes."

Li Zhuangsheng walked out of the gate of the community. It was windy and snowy outside, and the vehicles on the road honked their horns from time to time, so he had to raise his voice.

He wanted to go home, but it was more important to calm down.

He was in a state of confusion at the moment. Although going home and healing himself was what he wanted to do most at the moment, he was sure that if he went home, he would not be able to hide the expression on his face.

He really didn't want his family to worry about him.

After fooling Li Xiuyu and wiping the snow on his phone, Li Zhuangsheng put the phone in his pocket.

The wind and snow were much lighter than in the afternoon. He put on the hat on his down jacket and walked with his head down.

With no destination and no idea what he was going to do next, he fled from home in a hurry, with no time to plan his own direction.

He walked silently in the snow, remembering Li Taibai's words for no reason: Heaven and earth have gone against each other, sharing the same sorrow for all eternity.

There is only one sentence. It was so cold that my head seemed to freeze.

When he came to his senses, he looked around and found himself near the back entrance of the park.

I don't know when the wind stopped. Under the dark sky, the lonely street lamp illuminated the fluttering snowflakes.

He was a little tired and thought of the pavilion in the park, so he stepped inside.

There are two ponds at the back entrance of the park. The ponds are frozen, with snow and dry lotuses, giving them a desolate beauty. It's a pity that I'm not Li Bai, so I can't write about this situation.

Li Zhuangsheng stopped to appreciate it for a moment, but he couldn't remember any poems. There was only one sentence, "Leave the withered lotus to listen to the sound of rain," which was about autumn.

Quickly walking to the pavilion, Li Zhuangsheng wiped the snow off the chair with his hands and sat down to take a breath. After walking for a long time, he felt a little dizzy.

Hu Mengke said that Hu Mengdie is with Qi Haoyu now. I don’t know if it’s true or not? Do you want to call and ask?

Li Zhuangsheng took out his cell phone and suddenly thought that his head was really frozen. If they were really together, could she tell the truth?

Turn on the screen, the phone doesn't have much power left.

Then forget it, don’t fight.

Li Zhuangsheng shrank his neck. They are talented and pretty, right? Then why bother them, they are being intimate with each other, why are you, a little Sanhou, so anxious?

Look, it's not a big deal, even knowing that your wife might be with her ex-boyfriend isn't a big deal.

Maybe it was because it was too cold on this snowy night, and the fire in my heart couldn't be ignited at all.

He shrank his neck, Hu Mengke's words flashed back in his mind, he stretched, then put them behind him, and leisurely watched the snow scene.

The phone dinged, it was a friend request: Classmate Li Zhuangsheng, do you still remember me? I am Zhu Zhixue.

Li Zhuangsheng hesitated for a moment and clicked to agree.

Zhu Zhixue, Zhu Zhixue... Li Zhuangsheng lazily leaned on the bench, searching for memories about her in his somewhat frozen head.

The two of them were also classmates after they were separated in high school.

Li Zhuangsheng had just entered the house when he was divided into classes. When he entered the house, he wrote "Things Fallen from Heaven".

For a while, he always looked out the window during class, staring at the blue sky in a daze, feeling like he was waiting for someone.

That's an angel.

He imagined that one day, his Icarus would fall from the sky. Save his boring life and give him a destined love.

But he knew this was impossible because he was just ordinary.

Average grades, average looks, and an introverted personality.

The only bright spot is that he has a good relationship with Zhu Zhixue.

Zhu Zhixue was the most beautiful girl in the class. She was beautiful and loved to smile... and the most important thing was that she was big enough to accommodate her, and could even be placed on the table. This shocked Li Zhuangsheng who was still in adolescence.

At the beginning of the class division, Zhu Zhixue took the initiative to talk to him, but the two of them were limited to chatting, and Zhu Zhixue took the initiative almost every time.

The content of the chat is not nutritious. It is just taking out paper and pen to talk about the weather and the teacher... these daily trivial matters.

Zhu Zhixue didn't go further, so Li Zhuangsheng naturally didn't have the courage. He thought it was impossible for Zhu Zhixue to be interested in him. After all, she had a lively and cheerful personality and could get along with everyone.

However, Li Zhuangsheng occasionally feels that Zhu Zhixue's attitude towards him seems to be different from others. Zhu Zhixue is a bit hysterical and does not like direct physical contact with others, even with people of the same sex, but she does not dislike him.

Zhu Zhixue would occasionally hold his hand to compare its size, and would also try to arm-wrestle with him. When he can't win, he will raise his hands together with a grin on his face.

Of course, Zhu Zhixue doesn’t always lose in arm wrestling.

Sometimes she would cheat and pull Li Zhuangsheng's hand in front of her with all her strength. She learns leverage well, which gives her an advantage. But her breasts were too big. In order to "don't touch them without permission", Li Zhuangsheng would release his strength every time before his hands touched other people's breasts, allowing her to win.

Li Zhuangsheng sometimes thinks, is she really interested in him? But this idea was too arrogant and bold, and Zhu Zhixue really had no further action. He could only stop waiting and watching...

Anyway, there is no rush, there is still a lot of time. Youth is meant to be squandered, as if every day is no different from today, and days like today are endless.

Li Zhuangsheng recalled that Zhu Zhixue sent a text message.

[Hello, Li Zhuangsheng, long time no see. Is it convenient to answer the phone now? 】