After a moment, Qin Yang stopped his actions and replied.

"It doesn't matter. I already like it. It doesn't matter if it's good or not. You don't have to think too much."

Yuanyue nodded slightly and handed the clothes covering her body back to him.

"You... uh... can I ask you a question?"

"Ah."

Qin Yang rubbed his temples, which were throbbing because he didn't sleep well, and hummed softly.

After Yuanyue hesitated for a moment, she finally asked the question she had always wanted to ask.

"Why do you want to marry me? Seriously, don't you hate me?"

She didn't know if she would get a reply to what she said in her heart, but this question had been pressing in her heart for a long time. If she didn't figure it out thoroughly, the relationship between the two of them would not only not progress, but would always seem to be separated by a gap. Like a thorn, you can never truly become your own person.

Qin Yang thought deeply for a long time before answering.

"At the beginning, I actually hated you. I hated you for deceiving me. Until now, I don't know what you look like."

"Sometimes, I really want to take a good look at you, but unfortunately I may not have the chance in the future."

Qin Yang couldn't help but feel a bitter smile as he spoke. Looking at his expression, Yuan Yue couldn't help but feel a hint of bitterness in her heart.

"Then what happened next? Why didn't you hate me anymore?"

"Later, maybe I figured it out and experienced some things that made me feel that the life I had before was extremely boring and not what I wanted."

"Actually, I don't know what I want. I just feel that if life continues as before, it will be the same as if I came here at this time for nothing. There will be no difference."

"Maybe everyone's pursuit is different."

"In the past, my life was very hard and boring. Ever since I first transformed, I was trained like the leader of the Zhuang tribe. My father was very strict with me. Every day I had to do it day by day. One day, my life was very boring, and it wasn’t until my father left the clan and said he wanted to travel around that I truly breathed a sigh of relief.”

"But I never dare to slack off. I know that the burden on my shoulders is very heavy. I must take responsibility for the entire clan. For the future of the clan and my own future, I must have cubs and a partner. "

"However, you also know that none of my previous partners really liked me. They just wanted to please me for the resources of their own tribe, or for my power, but they were all the same. I knew what was going on behind the scenes, so I didn’t bother to care and just let them go.”

"Until I met you, I was actually very wary of you at first. I never thought that we would have real feelings. But later, I didn't know how you did it. You and I I said that our past was all fake, but I still can’t believe it. That feeling of heartbeat and soul trembling is so real.”

"Haha, I thought I was loved for a while."

Qin Yang's voice was hoarse, the bitter smile on his lips deepened, and his head gradually became lowered.

"sorry."

Yuanyue once again felt sorry for her behavior, although if there was a chance to do it again, she would still do it. After all, the situation was urgent at the time, and they were all trying to protect their important people. It was just their perspective. It’s just different, the angle of thinking about the problem is also different.

But her apology was also sincere. She felt guilty for the emotional debt she had owed and for the hurt she had left on him.

She thought that maybe, if possible, she could make up for it slowly in the future.

"It doesn't matter, it's all over. I don't care about you now. In fact, your injury is a rebirth for me."

"For me, it can be regarded as a feeling of only risking death to survive. After losing the rights that I once thought were the most important, I can see clearly the human heart, the true interest relationship between people, and the true interests between people. It’s just a shame to get rid of the important people that I have always guarded.”

"Actually, at that time, I didn't really want to continue living. I felt that this world didn't seem to have any meaning. It seemed that everything was false, including family affection, friendship, even my self-righteous love, and cold rights. It seemed that In an instant, everything I once wanted to pursue was lost, and the world suddenly became blank.”

"Can you understand what that feels like?"

Yuanyue shook her head and nodded again.

"Although I don't quite understand it, I can understand your pain."

It turned out that Qin Yang had walked all the way like this. No wonder he couldn't control his head after feeling a little sincere heartbeat.

"Then you...uh..."

Qin Yang moved his head, lay down on the grass, and took a deep breath.

"You want to ask me why I must partner with you, right? And why did I keep silent after being rejected?"

Yuan Yue nodded, then realized that the other party couldn't hear her, so she hummed softly again.

"Actually, at the beginning, I just wanted to see why you lied to me, and I wanted to confirm with you whether there is any relationship between us."

"But after getting along for a period of time, I found that it was really just my own wishful thinking. The habits I have developed since I was a child make me try my best to get something I like and want, and the same goes for you. "

"Actually, I have never considered myself defeated, and I still don't think of myself as defeated, even now, even though I know that you may never like me, or like me as much as you like them."

"But you don't understand that feeling, and I can't describe it to you in detail. I just think that it may be a very reassuring and heart-warming feeling, as if I have finally found what I am pursuing. Then It will be my whole life goal.”

Yuanyue opened her eyes curiously.

"What does that feel like?"

"Maybe it's happiness, being loved."

Qin Yang's tone was so solemn that it made people feel silent, and the slight sadness revealed in his words made Yuan Yue unable to help but feel pity from the bottom of her heart.

This time, the flower that bloomed deep in her heart was not suppressed. Instead, it climbed up bit by bit. The higher it climbed, the higher it stretched. After the flower bones grew, it started again at an extremely shocking speed. Bloom, dazzling, full of brilliance.

"Then do you still have this idea now?"

Yuan Yue decided not to endure any more, her red lips slightly opened, and she said the words that Qin Yang had been waiting for for a long, long time.

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