Douluo: I, Qian Renxue, want to be the empress

Chapter 48 Unspeakable

"Is it love or hate? It's hard to say."

"A child of sin, or a redemption of light?"

"Should I choose to give up hatred, or choose to embrace an angel?"

"She is both the biological mother and the enemy who killed my father."

"Love, hate, anger and ignorance are beyond words."

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Wuhun Palace, the Pope's dormitory.

Thinking of Qian Renxue's return, Bibi Dong couldn't calm down at all, so she went back to her dormitory to rest early.

"Xiao Gang, where are you? Why have you never come to see me in more than ten years?" Bibi Dong's eyes were filled with tears.

Thinking of Yu Xiaogang, the hatred in her heart became more and more intense. She hated Qian Xunji, and she hated Yu Xiaogang even more.

It was Qian Xunji who ruined her life. She should have lived a happy life with Yu Xiaogang and He Meimei.

But it was ruined by this teacher who she once trusted wholeheartedly. Qian Xunji deserved to die, and she never regretted killing him.

Yu Xiaogang was her first love, and the only man she had ever liked in her life, but his character was so cowardly. After so many years, he had never looked for her. How in love did they once have?

In order to save Yu Xiaogang, she gave everything she had and endured the humiliation. Her heartless words that day were to protect him. How could they be her true words?

Having been in love for so long, do you still have no trust in each other?

After she succeeded to the throne of the Pope and gained certain rights, she secretly sent people to investigate Yu Xiaogang. However, the news came that Yu Xiaogang had actually gone to church to get married to another woman, and then disappeared, never to be seen again. No information was found.

She really hates it that the two most important men in her life and heart treat her like this.

What did she do wrong?

Why? Why exactly?

There is also Qian Renxue, who is Qian Xunji’s daughter, but she is also her...

Qian Renxue should be considered her only relative in this world, right?

But she has already killed her father who loved her. After knowing the truth, can she still forgive herself, her father-killing enemy?

After killing Qian Xunji, it's not like she didn't feel affection for Qian Renxue. After all, she was the one who accompanied her during those days of imprisonment and confinement.

But when she thought that she was Qian Xunji's daughter and that her bloodline from the Angel family was proof of her humiliation, how could she accept this daughter?

The expression in Bibi Dong's rose-red eyes was constantly changing. There was resentment and anger towards Qian Xunji and Yu Xiaogang, but also full of complicated emotions at the thought of Qian Renxue.

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Wuhun Palace, Angel Temple.

In the early morning, the golden sunlight shines through the palace and directly reflects on the white gold stone bricks of the palace. The sun is so bright and warm, as if the owner who lives here will feel the comfortable warmth.

After Qian Renxue finished speaking her mind last night, Qian Daoliu saw that it was getting late, so he sent her back to the Angel Temple to rest.

Lying on the comfortable bed, the golden and warm sunshine shone on Qian Renxue's beautiful face.

This was the first night back home. After telling her inner thoughts that had been hidden for many years, her long-suppressed emotions were released, and she felt particularly relaxed at this time.

She used to live in the Papal Palace with her father, because her father was the Pope, so it was more convenient to handle political affairs in the Papal Palace. Followed by the Grandpa Elder Hall, the Elder Hall is all grandfathers. Although they will play with me, they are three years apart and do not have much in common.

Now living in the Angel Temple, although she lives alone, she feels extremely comfortable. It's not that it's not good to live with her grandfather and father, but she has her own independent space.

In the Angel Temple, only people of the angel family can live here. Usually there will be maids to clean the house, etc., but they must not live here, not because of identity issues, but because this place is filled with strong light and sacred power. , ordinary people cannot stay here for too long, otherwise they may suffer backlash.

There are also temple guardian knights who are dedicated to the Angel Temple. They are only loyal to the angel clan. The requirements for being selected as an angel knight are not small. The martial soul must be of light attribute and must be Soul Emperor or above to be qualified to protect the Angel Temple.

There are rumors that Qian Junlin, the first angel god, lived in the Angel Temple for a long time after establishing the Wuhun Temple, and later became a god.

The Angel Temple is filled with a strong light and sacred aura. Any martial spirit with light and holy attributes can gain great benefits from practicing near the Angel Temple, and the cultivation speed will be nearly twice as fast as the normal cultivation speed.

Those who can be selected as temple guardian knights of the Angel Temple are all geniuses, and they can also join the Angel Legion as officers in the future.

"Your Highness, are you awake?" The maid called softly from outside the door.

Now that the young master has finally returned, she has been taking care of Qian Renxue since the young master was three years old. She knows her previous living habits very well, but after all, ten years have passed, and she is not sure now.

"Are you awake, is it Sister? Come in." Qian Renxue looked tired. Last night was the most solid and comfortable night she had ever slept.

"Your Highness, this is today's breakfast." The maid brought two small plates of food and milk to the table with a smile.

Qian Renxue looked at the familiar and unfamiliar foods in front of her. These were her favorite foods when she was a child.

A cage of golden venison buns with a fluffy and soft outer skin that is soft yet chewy.

A basket of small and delicate dumplings with thin and transparent skin that seemed to be stuffed with thousand-year-old rabbit meat.

There is also about a 600ml cup of high-grade deer milk, which is full of milk flavor.

"Sister, you still remember what I like to eat." Qian Renxue said with surprise.

This maid has taken care of her since she was a child and can talk and play with her when her father is away. Most of the other maids are afraid, respectful and dare not speak too much.

She is not very old, but she is an ordinary Fourth Ring Soul Sect. She was specially recruited into the Wuhun Palace because she can cook delicious food. She is a kind-hearted person.

"Of course I remember. I still remember that His Highness was a golden dumpling when he was a child. Unknowingly, ten years have passed and His Highness has grown up." The maid looked at Qian Renxue with a doting look on her face.

She doesn't have a partner yet, and naturally has no children, but she hopes that the partner who will accompany her throughout her life can give birth to a child as cute as Qian Renxue.

When they first met this blond little dumpling, her companions were afraid of the young master's identity and did not dare to get close to her.

She was hesitant at the time, because she was just an ordinary maid, and she was extremely lucky to be able to work in the Wuhun Palace. The extra gold soul coins she was given every month were far more than those outside. As the saying goes, it is better to do less than to do more. Just do your part.

But when she saw the lonely expression of the blond little dumpling, she felt heartbroken. How could a child who was only three years old have such an expression?

His Royal Highness, the Young Master, has such a noble status and is loved by His Majesty the Pope and the Grand Priest. Why would he show such an expression?

Later, after being with her for a period of time, she realized that it was because of Her Royal Highness the Saint.

Love Xueer~

There are a lot of private settings, otherwise I really wouldn’t be able to edit it. I need a ticket~

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